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'hey...
'hmmmm?
'can you help me? just for a moment
Aika called out Akira in a whisper while Akira got a little annoyed by that
'What is it? I'm busy right now you see...
rustle.... rustle...
Akira was seen writing something in his notebook while putting on an annoyed expression
Akira was indeed a loving man but if someone he loves disturbs his concentration then he will not hesitate to be angry with the person who disturbs him and in the worst case he will hate him even more if it is a critical moment for him.
so, interrupting him when he is still focused on something is a very bad idea to do because Akira currently has problems in controlling his emotions unless he is not doing something related to something that requires focus
'yeah...but unfortunately I really need your help about this question...I don't know what it means
'hey...
'yes?
'didn't I just warn you about something? or have you forgotten about it?
'about what?
'tch...you're not sensitive at all, are you? you are so stupid
'huh? why do you talk like that about me? What did I do wrong to you
'You've never done anything wrong to me...
'then why are you scolding me? when I didn't do anything wrong to you?
'because you have become a serious distraction for me who is trying hard to focus on studying! didn't I just tell you that you can sit next to me as long as you don't disturb me!
Akira said that in a low but harsh tone towards Aika who at that time also put on a surprised expression mixed with deep disappointment
'A-ah....I just remembered about that... I'm sorry..hic and just forget about my request for help just now..sob..sob..
feeling that she had become the cause of Akira's growing anger, Aika then decided not to ask for any help from Akira and just sobbed while trying to cover her sadness by covering her face with her hands
'sob...sob...
'what.....
"w-why am I scolding her when she is completely innocent! how stupid of me to have hurt the heart of such a naive girl! huff! you're so stupid, oh me!
Akira who kept staring at the figure of Aika who was sitting next to him at that moment was seen crying but still trying to hide it from everyone's knowing making Akira feel very ashamed and hate his evil self even more
thump! thump!
'keuk! not a-again!
at that same moment his heart began to beat rapidly giving him life but at the same time also giving him such extreme pain that he began to lower his head on the table so that no one would know about his pain
thump! thump!
'keuk!
'sob...sob...huh? hey.. are you okay?
and It wasn't long before Aika also began to realize that something strange was happening to Akira at that very moment
'keuk...
'h-hey...what's wrong with you? are you sick? or what?
''Keuk... no.. my stomach doesn't feel very good because I haven't eaten since early this morning!
what Akira just said to Aika was a complete lie so as not to make Aika really worried about him
'wh-what? so..it turns out you haven't eaten yet? then wait for a minute!
'keuk! no! I don't need any help from you! I can solve this problem myself
thump! thump!
'keuk!
'h-hey! eat some of my cookies! I hope this helps ease your stomach ache!
rustle... rustle...
Aika said that as she handed a packet of chocolate cookies that looked good enough to eat to Akira who was still staring at her with a pained expression
'ugh...It's okay if I eat it, right?
'ye-yes...
Aika smiled while Akira who just kept staring at her at that moment felt very guilty about himself
"keuk...I know that in reality the cookies that she gave me will not be able to ease the pain in my heart right now but I have to accept them anyway so I don't hurt her heart for the second time!
'y-you don't want to eat this?
'no! of course I want to eat it! thank you very much!
rustle!
Akira said that while taking a packet of cookies that was handed to him at that moment and proceeded to open and eat it without hesitation
'crunch! crunch!
'is it good?
'no..it is decent..
'oh..is that so...sob...
'no! no! no! I was just kidding! it's very delicious!
'te-hee...
Aika smiled softly at Akira at that moment while Akira just looked down guiltily
"huff....to be honest, I hate myself even more than I hate everyone.. because I always do evil to others, especially girls like her...
Akira said that in his mind as he stared at the carefree expression of the spoiled girl Aika
"the darkness in my heart will keep calling me and I often choose to avoid it so as not to hurt others but still it won't happen forever...and it will continue to haunt me....
thump...thump...
'do you feeling better than before?
Aika said that with concern
'well...this still hurts but after you give me food to eat then it's not too bad i guess
'i see...
Aika looked down in relief while Akira just stared at her in confusion
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