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splash...splash..
'hnmmmm..
Akira was seen still on the head of the sea god Vana at that time while looking towards the front where there was a large island with two very large mountains
even though the island has two giant mountains but still the island is filled with tall building designs extending from the distance followed by a harbor
In Akira's previous world, such a building would surely collapse quickly because of the mountainous conditions coupled with a very strong sea wind
but for some specific reason the building remained strong for hundreds of years and Akira would know that in the future
on that island there are also several small islands that are a little far away, plus the fact that the people who have lived there for several hundreds of years, most of the people there are of different half-breeds
despite living as different half races, they remained united for hundreds of years without feeling racist even though some of them lived on land and some of them also built houses carried by sea water because they could not live on land for some time
'human..I hope you don't feel scared when you get there because there you won't be able to see a pure human race other than Kiara and I'm very grateful for that
'huh? y-you..
Akira understood very well what Vana meant because Vana wanted Akira to marry Kiara as soon as possible
'don't worry.. in the future you will definitely fall in love with her even though your heart is still owned by your past wife
'.......'
Akira becomes depressed when Vana mentions his long dead wife that time..but suddenly
'human!..
'y-yeah?
'I will say this to you even though it sounds very rude..but..if you continue to be depressed like this then things like this will not solve anything..
'........:
'on the other hand, you should grow up so that the mistakes you made in the past won't happen again!..I will never force you to forget your past..but at least don't make Kiara sad just because you remember your past which will never happen repeat again!
'......'
Akira just kept silent without protesting because he was only a human while Vana was a sea god who lived for hundreds of years, because of that he was completely incapable of fighting or protesting Vana
'sigh..
'........'
'human.. you are not the most suffering human in this world.. so don't think too much that you are the most suffering in this world.. even I am saying this to you because I understand your feelings very much.. I also lost my wife hundreds of years ago.
'huh..really..
Akira froze when Vana said that
'even though I suffered for hundreds of years because of the loss of my wife..but..still I will never let what happened to me happen to others especially Kiara!
'.......'
'so please! I'm begging you human...sob..
'....'
Vana who expressed his heartache began to cry while pleading with Akira
'don't make Kiara cry even a drop..sob..
'I-i...i-i...
Akira becomes more confused when facing Vana who is in a very emotional state
Akira became aware of a fact, that he is not suffering alone.. he also has people who are suffering but cares for others very much and that is what makes Akira moved and starts to be determined that day
'human...sob..
'ye-yeah...
'be like a candle that every moment of its life is melting because it burns by a hot fire, yet every moment that candle lives.. it will not forget to illuminate the lives of others and benefit others even if it perishes not like a beautiful rose flower.. when someone wants to pick it, the picker's hand will be hurt because of the thorns
'.....'
what Vana means is that Akira should be a human being who always makes others happy even though he has been hurt all his life because of the past, not live with falsehood because he wants to fulfill his evil intentions
Vana understood something about Akira very well, and that was that Akira did not love Kiara at all and he was only using her to fulfill his revenge against the world.
because of that, Vana hopes that Akira, who has expressed fake love to Kiara, will no longer continue those fake feelings to Kiara who sincerely loves him
'just for this once in your life..i hope you try to love her with your pure heart..
'........'
'think for it carefully human...
when Vana said that with full of emotion, Akira became silent because he felt very guilty towards Kiara who had been sincere to him even though Kiara hid the feeling
'.......'
'snore...
Akira who heard Vana's request then started looking at Kiara who was still asleep in his lap
'Am I exaggerating?
Akira said that in his confused mind
Akira thinks that indeed he has suffered a lot..but will his actions only make other people's lives worse?
'is what he said just now the truth??..Zuri.
Akira said like that in his mind while looking at the beautiful blue sky at that time, the sky at that time was in a less scorching state followed by weather that was neither cold nor hot
'.......'
Akira looked up to see the same beautiful sky when he lost Zuri in the past
Is it just because of losing someone that he has to take advantage of other people's happiness just to fulfill his revenge? That's what crossed his mind
'I almost fell to the dark side huh...
on that day his mind was no longer a hero nor a villain in the story of this world, but he became himself and his development had just begun
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