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swoosh..
Kiara was seen sitting with empty eyes staring into the distance
'sensei...
Akira saw the figure of Kiara who sat quietly without saying a word or sleeping that night
Akira did not expect the trauma that Kiara had to be so severe that it caused Akira to sympathize with her
rumble..rumble
soon the sky began to darken with the sound of thunder
rumble... rumble..
'Ah..looks like it wants to rain heavily..
'....'
Kiara looked up at the black sky while saying that
rumble.. rumble..
pitter-patter..
soon the rain slowly started to fall there
Kiara sat on her knees while hugging her legs tightly with her hands
'.....'
'.....'
Kiara stared at the sea with a depressed face while Akira could only see it from a distance
"you should give her attention human,because she seems to like you"
'hmmmmm
Akira remembered Vana's words trying to persuade him to get closer to Kiaraevn though he doesn't have any feeling to her
for Akira, Kiara is a beautiful woman with a slim body shape but unfortunately his heart was not willing to love her at that time
but if Akira continues to let Kiara feel depressed then it is most likely that Kiara will find it difficult when she wants to train Akira's swordsmanship because she is disturbed by her trauma and feelings
so Akira couldn't let that happen
tap..tap
rumble..rumble..
Akira walked slowly towards Kiara who was sitting staring at the sea with a blank look as the rain began to drench them both
splash...splash..
Vana the sea god at that time could have manipulated the weather around her at that time but it seems she didn't do that because she trusted Akira to solve everything and in order to make Kiara's relationship with Akira closer plus so Kiara could free herself from her past trauma
tap..tap
'sensei..
'......'
rumble.. rumble..
Akira tried to call Kiara who was sitting drenched in rain water at the time but Kiara remained silent and ignored Akira's call
Akira realizes that talking to Kiara who is still depressed will only end in vain so he starts to do other ways
puff..
'A-ah...
'.....'
Akira hugged Kiara's body from behind so tightly that Kiara was shocked and woke up from her reverie
'Disciple..what are you doing? Are you trying to take advantage of me?
Kiara said that with an annoyed expression
'no..actually I'm not trying at all to force you to forget your trauma..but just for once! I'm begging you to listen to me even if it seems selfish!
Akira said that loudly because of the sound of the very heavy rain
'huh? what are..
'the truth is..I've been in love with you for a long time..and I'm falling more and more in love with you every day!
'huh....??
Akira said that loudly to Kiara who was still in his arms at the time while Kiara just made a surprised expression
'disiciple..what nonsense are talking about..
Kiara said that with a sad expression
'absolutely not! I'm not being silly at all because I sincerely love you!
'.....'
Akira said that loudly as he tightened his grip even more while Kiara just kept her head down
actually Akira never had the slightest feelings of love for Kiara at that time but he had to do it so that Kiara wouldn't feel more depressed because of the fact that Kiara seemed to have feelings for him
even though Akira doesn't have feelings for Kiara but still Akira understands Kiara's feelings so much that he is able to make sincere expressions and imitate various expressions because of the help of his bipolar mental
basically he used to have a personality that was not at all good at lying, but the longer he lived in that world the better he got at lying thanks to the curse and his mentality at that time
Akira tries to fix Kiara's bad mentality at that time but the truth is that he himself is actually slowly destroying himself even though he is able to help others because he doesn't even have no one to talk to and lean on
everyone needs someone they trust to be able to express their heart so that their heart can be calm and understood by others but for Akira it was the opposite and that was the worst thing
that's the reason Akira's heart is getting darker and darker like a black hole that can destroy the light as bright as heaven that tries to illuminate his heart
what Akira had in mind at that time was only an ambition and that ambition was to find his own death whereas human nature at the beginning of their creation was that humans were very afraid of death and wanted to live eternally without experiencing what is called death
death and death.. that's the only thing that was engraved in Akira's heart at that time while hugging Kiara tightly
Akira has awakened his inner demonic nature even though it was hidden deep in his heart without anyone knowing or understanding it
even so Akira still understands the feeling of losing a loved one so much that he cares for Kiara even though he doesn't have the slightest feeling of love for her while wanting to fulfill his ambition
What Akira is doing right now is exactly a case of suicide
'sensei..
'do you accept my heart that always sincerely loves you?
'....'
Akira whispered those sweet words into Kiara's ear at that time when Kiara was silent
Akira tries to manipulate Kiara's feelings so Kiara can return to her normal selfthat time
'even though I know that I am weak and not worthy of your pure and loyal heart..but still I will try to love with all my heart even though you will never accept my heart forever Kiara
'A-ah..huff...huff...
Akira whispered that while Kiara who was still in Akira's arms only sighed with a blushing expression
Akira kept trying to persuade Kiara who was depressed at that time
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