As I stood alone, surrounded by countless enemies in a desolate, snowy wasteland, I couldn't help but wonder how everything had come to this. With my breath frosting in the frigid air and my limbs trembling from the force of the biting winds, I clutched my weapon tightly in my hand, bracing myself for the battle that would surely determine my fate.
Two weeks earlier...
Kya and I stood over the lifeless body of another Supernatural monster, its dark essence dissipating into the ether. As I absorbed the remaining Supernatural Essence, I felt a strange sensation – or rather, the absence of one. The power within me didn't seem to be growing at all from our recent battles.
"Maybe we've quelled most of the strong monsters in this area," Kya mused as she picked up on my concern. "Perhaps it's time to consider what to do next."
Upon returning to the castle, I explained my predicament to Fiona. Her brow furrowed with worry as she considered our options. "It sounds like you might need something more… potent to continue your growth," she said thoughtfully. "I believe forging a new weapon could help channel your energies more effectively."
"But forging a new weapon requires…." I hesitated, the weight of my unfinished sentence hanging heavily in the air. I knew that forging an extraordinary weapon required a powerful connection with someone who shared a deep bond with me, just as I had done with Kya we created my current weapon.
Fiona seemed to understand my reluctance. "You must find another girl who can help you forge this new weapon, Azriel. I'm afraid you still do not possess the strength necessary to Forge me yet, as much as I wish you could."
She paused for a moment before continuing. "There is a village far to the north where a terrible tragedy has recently occurred. Their king was killed by an unknown monster residing within his own castle, leaving the people without a ruler or guidance. Perhaps there is someone there who can aid you in your quest."
"I'll accompany you, Azriel," Kya offered, her loyalty unwavering despite the dangerous journey ahead.
But Fiona shook her head gently. "This is a journey that Azriel must undertake alone, Kya. He needs to face whatever challenges lie ahead and discover his own strength."
While I did agree with Fiona, that would be leaving me without a weapon until I could forge one.
"So I will just go unarmed?" I asked, and Fiona leveled her gaze at me.
"Have you learned nothing in your time training? I truly hope that this journey helps open your mind back up because there is so much you do not know about yourself," Fiona said in a tired voice, but that only made me sigh with my own frustrations.
"If there is, then you must know it. Why do you not tell me?" I asked, but Fiona shook her head.
"If it was that easy, you know that I would tell you everything I could, but under the request of the Queen, I am remaining silent. I also make this choice based on my own knowledge and research on the matter of you. All I can say is that you are in a precarious position, and I am not even sure what will happen when you do get your memories back," Fiona said, almost seeming to be troubled by the idea of me getting them back.
"Am I a bad person?" I asked, but Fiona shook her head with a firm no.
"No, you are not, but you are not... as kind and understanding... to put it lightly. I worry what your own opinion of yourself will be?" Fiona asked rhetorically, looking away from me. I took in a deep breath and then leaned back in my chair.
The way she talked, it was almost like there was a completely different person hiding inside of me. Not only that but she was worried that I wasn't going to like what I had become. That was troubling because I just wanted everyone to get along, and I was willing to shoulder the weight of everyone's scorn. Was that not what I would normally be like? Was I really just as much a monster as the creatures that I killed deep down inside?
"I am sorry, my king. This is why I am not to talk about this, and I may have said too much. You will always be our king, and we will always love you, just like you will always cherish us. This, I know with firm certainty, will not change, so do not let it bother you too much," Fiona reassured me, her gaze returning to meet mine with a look of unwavering loyalty and affection.
I nodded, feeling slightly more at ease with her words. "Very well, I will go on this journey alone and discover what awaits me in the frozen north. But know that no matter what happens or what changes within me, my love for all of you - Kya, Melodious, and you, Fiona - will never falter."
With their support securely behind me, I set out on my solitary journey toward the distant village. It would not be an easy path, filled with both physical dangers and emotional trials. However, I remained steadfast in my determination to grow stronger, forge new bonds, and ultimately uncover the truth about myself.
As the days turned into weeks and the landscape around me grew colder and more unforgiving, I found solace in the endless expanse of white, my thoughts focused on the task at hand. I knew that whatever awaited me in the snowy reaches of the north, I would face it head-on and emerge as a better leader, warrior, and friend.
Unbeknownst to me, the enigmatic figure whose mere presence would trigger profound emotions within me was already watching from afar, her haunting eyes following my every move across the icy wastes. She knew something vital, something fundamental, about the person I once was – and who I might become again.
In time, our paths would cross, and her knowledge would shatter everything I thought I knew about myself and the world I fought so hard to protect. Yet as I trudged through the relentless snowstorms, I clung to one simple truth: no matter what revelations lay ahead, I would remain true to those I loved and continue fighting for the world we all cherished.
For now, however, I could only focus on the immediate challenges before me, pushing forward through the blinding snow and bitter cold, with the hope that somewhere in the frozen wilds of the north, I would find answers – and perhaps even redemption.