I kept reminding myself that jasper is nothing of mine so why should I be bothered about him.
I came back to my senses and had my attention on Jessica who was wondering what's going through my mind and I just gave her a smile and took my phone and pretending to be texting someone. " well since you said there's nothing wrong with you why should I bother myself over nothing" I heard her saying finally and I gave a sign of relief.
In the evening while everyone was fast asleep, I laid on my bed struggling to catch some sleep and I didn't understand why as at that time I was still awake. I kept thinking about jasper and I could feel him staring into my eyes with those blue eyes of his.
I felt like I started missing him already and wanted to see him again but how will I get the chance to see him after he disappeared into the bushes today. " Bella" I heard someone mentioning my name and sat on the bed looking around but there's no one in the room then the voice kept mentioning my name more and more.
I stood up from the bed and went close to the door and opened it quietly but there's no sign of the person calling me.
I went close to the window and opened it and saw Jasmine down then she disappeared and I had no idea of where she's gone to then I heard the voice again behind me " Bella" I turned quickly and Jasmine was standing in front of me " why are you here" I asked her " jasper said I should deliver a message to you " is he okay …. Where is he?" I asked her and she felt how bad I was without jasper and she just gave me a smile and said " don't worry he's fine ….. jasper said he will be back as soon as he's done with what he's doing.. and he will come and see you…"
she walked close to me and hugged me in order to calm my nervousness down. " I got you okay" she whispered into my ears and kept hugging me. " you smell nice though" she said and gave me a smile " we gonna be good friends right" she said and I nodded and gave her a smile also.
She stayed with me all night until I fell asleep and place on me the bed and left the room to hers. " Hey wake up sleepy head" I heard a voice saying to me and I opened my eyes slowly and Alice starring at me. " It already morning and you still on bed" she walked towards the window and pulled the curtains for me to the sun already up in the sky " And before I forget, mummy left for Washington and she will be spending almost a week there so you are to take care of me big sis and Jessica will be coming over to spend the weekend with us."
She blarbed out and gave me a wink. I can't imagine being in this house with Alice cause am not going to have my peace of mind and the worst part of it is my bestie will be joining us to spend a couple of days with us. " damn… two annoying people going to be in this house… I bet there will be no peace at all" I whispered to myself and she heard me " I heard that sissy" she said " and you think I care" I replied and we both laughed.
I stayed in my room all day while Jessica came over and she and Alice went out to have walk in the garden. I finally sprang up to my feet and went out of my room and went downstairs to grab some milk since I didn't eat anything the whole day.
I sat in the living room watching some movies then I heard noises outside I wonder what was going on there so I went close to the door and opened it and to my surprise, I Alice was busily arguing with Jessica and Jasmine.
I stood there looking at them arguing among each other like kids fighting over something. " No… I didn't say" Alice shouted and Jasmine also added " but you just said you liked the guy we saw at the base ball the other day" " for christ seek Jasmine…. There's nothing wrong me saying I liked a guy" Alice replied " there's everything wrong with it dude cause it either you have a crush on him or vise versa" she added.
I realized these three ain't gonna stop arguing until things are cleared out between them so I stood there until they got to me and entered the room " guys ….guys… what's going on" I asked them with a glass of milk in my hand.
" well, we just trying to clear things here" Jessica replied " About what" I asked them and they just look at me as if I said something stupid "your sister don't accept the fact that she has feelings for Collins" Jasmine answered " huh… did you just say feeling" Alice asked with a surprise look on her face " of course you heard me right" Jasmine replied " oh my gosh … how do you want me to explain to you that I don't have feelings for anyone in that class"
Alice retorted " okay, you guys should end this here besides it not a big deal whether she has feelings for someone or not" I told them and they kept quiet " uhmm I got to go duty calls" Jasmine stood up and walked close to me and smiled " be expecting him today" she whispered into my ears and left. I stood there looking at Alice and Jessica who were also looking at me about to ask their questions.
Jessica opened and her mouth to talked and I quickly shut her up " am not ready to be questioned" then I run upstairs and entered my room. " what's wrong with that girl" Jessica said to Alice who was also thinking about something else " uhmm I don't know" she answered " well.. am hungry babe" Jessica went close to the fridge and took some biscuits and fruit juice and enjoyed it while Alice was busy watching TV while I stayed in my room thinking about jasper.
It being weeks I lay my eyes on him and I begun wondering the type of person he is and where the hell he's hiding " or he's avoiding me" I asked myself still thinking " who is avoiding you" I raised my head and saw Jessica standing in my room with biscuits in her hand. I didn't notice her when she entered so she overhead what I said " umm.. it nothing" I said quickly to avoid anymore questions " alright" she said and jumped on the bed.
We sat there without talking to each other for an hour and it was already late. I went to the washroom and had some quick shower and came back to the room and saw Jessica standing close to the window which was opened with her attention focus on something I couldn't see from behind. " what are you starring at" I asked her and left the towel on the bed and went close to the window also to check what got her attention that much.
I looked outside and to my surprise, I saw jasper standing with his sister (Jasmine) with his hand in his pocket. All of a sudden, I started smiling to myself and was dying to see him as soon as possible.
Jessica realized I started smiling as soon as I set my eyes on jasper "it like someone is falling in love already" Jessica blarbed out paying her attention on me " what!... Who.. me.. no" I said to her and left her " you've been acting weird this days.. what's going on dude" she asked. I don't know what to tell Jessica so I decided to asked her a question instead of answering hers " so I shouldn't smile when I feel like smiling?" I asked her " don't try to act smart here.. this is not you Bella.. you acting weird" she said " it late wanna sleep" I laid on the bed and closed my eyes in order to dodge the question she asked me. " don't worry.. I know how to get you talking at the right time" she said and left the room. I slept on the bed thinking about jasper and I needed to see him badly.