"Wasn't that meant, because the God also abandoned you?
"What?"
"What the hell is this pinky hair chick talking about?! Can't she just shut her damn tiny mouth?!" My inner is on a rampage. Why Should I've been here in this kind of condition!! I will just kill all of this damn idiot if I'm in my previous body. Why I keep fight for this nonsense shit with this people? If I keep standing under the bright light like this I might fainted in a few minutes. Damn, feels like I'm gonna go crazy.
The lady's talk to each other randomly summaries the suicide attempt that Amelia did is because she was already abandoned by the god too. I should've not mention about that. Now they have another A card to attack me.
"Talking about abandoned by the gods. Instead of sending me to hell they sent me to Amelia's body. The opposite self of me. This is must be a new kind of punishment" I kept mumbling on myself agreeing with the lady's speculation.
"Princess Amelia, now you know how badly your reputation, not only that you still arrogantly think that people from your kingdom will still protect you" Freya keep going on and on to hurt my pride and self dignity. In front of this people Amelia is a trash ex crown princess from another kingdom.
The realization is too hard for me to accept. In this world i have no power. Feeling powerless as the same as when I've been killed.
"So annoying..." But I can't denied. I'm on my weakest state.
"Should i just died once again?" I say that straight to the people who is mocking me. Freya, Vicent and the other lady seems surprised by the word.
How am i supposed to be survive with this kind of body, with no support? In the past, i worked hard to reach my glory. But i never weak to begin with.
"If you think by acting like this will spared you from the punishment of attacking me, you wrong. Either you will be in jail for the rest of your life, or you will be end up under the guillotine blade"
Why did i transmigrated to this world if i ended up dead miserably once again. I told myself i won't face the same end as my previous end. I'm just about free from this empire, now i should face another dead situation because unable to control my anger.
Should i just give up?
But, If Amelia is dead, what will happen to Emma? She is the one who follow Amelia and accompany her along the 2 years she's been here. Why i should thinking about someone who i just met for 2 days only. Suddenly Emma passing me and kneel in front of Freya. her hand still bleeding and only been cover by some dirty bandage.
"Please, please, your highness. i will receive any punishment for Princess Amelia. So, forgive the princess. I'm begging you!"
#RINGG!!!
A flashback from the past life lingering on my head. The day when i lost my grandmothers was when I've been catches by the other gang leader. He want me to kneel and kiss his shoes. i Faught them back. But my grandmother suddenly appeared.
"Please, please... spare my granddaughter, sir"
"G-Grandma, why are you here. ru-run!" If that time, i gave up my pride and kneeling and did whatever they want, i won't lost you. Grandma.
Cessare still watching the scene from his balcony.
"Don't you think you should stop her, your highness?"
"She never stand for herself along this time"
"She always been quiet and let that maid got beaten.." Cessare keep staring until something bothering him.
"That's right, the other maid gossiping about how bad that maid body condition is"
"Didn't Amelia also got beaten, but why her body have no injuries?" Cessare staring at his aide. But Reynold just
shook his head.
I keep feeling this uncomfortable tingling pain on my chest. But Emma not showing any reaction to follow my order. She is trembling. And then, a kick landed on her stomach
"As always, you will always become the punching bag for her" Freya laughing while keep kicking Emma in every part of her body. I'm just stood up seeing those scene. With wide open eyes. If i'm staring closely, Emma's body full of injuries.
"Why, there is nothing about Emma's got beaten like this on Amelia's memory?"
"Something, something is not right, Didn't she got physically abuse as well?"
"But why, only Emma have lot of injuries?"
"Beside, There was no any single priest that will help her and Amelia. Even from poison"
"Although i possessed Amelia's body, without treatment, she couldn't survive" I clenched my fist.
"ENOUGH!!" My loud voices stop Freya from her action.
"Emma, I DON'T FUCKING NEED YOUR HELP!!"
"STAND UP, NOW!!!" This the first time for Emma experience Amelia's anger just because she sacrifices herself to protect her.