do your clothes still smell of my perfume or did you throw them away?
i still have your knitted gloves in my closet.
I'm sure that by now you have burned everything related to me.
but i could not give up on your things.
they still smell of your perfume.
it's just an ordinary scent.
Sticks to everything.
i can smell it everywhere i go.
i don't want to messed up my mind, but it reminds me of you.
i hear the sound of my breaking again. you too?
the scent of death, depression, anxiety
i experienced all these, what about you?
how long do you think i can last without you?
do you think about this?
you are happy and i look like jimin who just looks good.
was i too selfish to want your perfume only for myself?
i want to smell all of you. even if you're mixed with death.
i wish you would stay forever and leave your perfume between my clothes.
i didn't tell you the, did i?
you're not here, but at night i fall asleep hugging the only clothes you left in my house.
i know it's stupid.
i don't want your pity either.