***Matty's POV***
I'm trying. I'm trying so hard not to think about my girl being around him. I don't blame her not even a smidge. She is literally the most beautiful girl I've ever met and I tried to keep her away from Jay for so long. I knew exactly what would happen when he saw her. I knew that he would pursue her. To be fair I thought that after all of this time he would have just tried someone else by now. Not a chance she's too special for that.
I will not lose her though.
As I pack up my books for media, and roll up a cigarette. I try not to smoke around her at the moment just in case she is pregnant. I read that coldness or drops in temperature are possible in early pregnancy and being extra emotional. And that clocked with the Ross thing and how she was cold and in a heightened emotional state. She's also really turned on all the time and that's totally a thing too. But hey who knows?
The thought of her walking around possibly holding my future is enough to make me possessive, to the extent that I want to be with her all the time.
I sit at the back of media on my own and usually they all leave me be. A figure stands in front of my desk, I take out my headphone and look up. It's blondie from the party. She's talking to me. Oh Lord, I don't have time for this.
"Hey, are you going to the party later" she asks.
"Hey ugh what's your name again?" I ask back.
She blonde, her hair has been bleached a lot, and it's turning greyish purple. Shes got really dark eyebrows and dark eyes so you would assume she had dark hair. Probably does normally.
"Rosie" she says smiling. "So are you?" She asks.
"Nope, sorry I'm busy." I tell her. And she looks wounded.
"Ah that's a shame" she replies smiling at me recovering from her embarrassment.
I smile and continue to pack up. Conversation has ended for me. She lingers and then leaves when she realises I will not be looking up and paying her anymore attention.
I walk out putting my headphones back in. I walk down to art. I look forward to art everyday. My art teacher loves my work and it's going well. I've got an exhibition that I'm involved in soon.
As I walk through the hall I keep my eyes peeled in case Taylor decides to make an appearance. I spot another annoying blonde approaching me, this time it's Rach. I stop.
"Hey" I say again taking out my headphones.
She's flustered as she organises her thoughts.
"Matty, Jay he's ugh. I wanted to warn you because I know you and Tay are I dunno serious or some shit. I know you love her. But Jay he's obsessed with her" she says and I look at her properly she doesn't look happy.
"Okay firstly how are you? After all that's happened" I ask.
She smiles at me genuinely.
"Yes I'm getting there. But I had a massive argument with him. After the party. He's not like that about girls ever. He would never you know turn down having sex." She clears her throats and looks away from me.
"So I stayed with him a bit before that and he said her name a few times whilst he was asleep. I brushed it off because I wanted things to work. He looks at her all the time. It's not usually more than skin deep with him. But I think this is different" she explains meeting my eyes again.
"He likes her I know" I say annoyed.
"Rach thanks, I don't deserve you being kind to me. But thanks. Can you please make sure you take care of yourself and keep clear of him" I say.
"And if you need anything please let me know" I have never been there for her and now I can.
"He's not a good guy, but he's really fucking charming. And Taylor she's so nice and agreeable. I think you need to talk to her about it. That's what I would do. Anyways I'm seeing Brad now, see you later" she says and hugs me. Then she leaves.
I head into art, the hour drags today. I want to go and be with her but I can't. I message her on my phone but she doesn't receive it. I know she said she was going to see Rhea after the gym. And to meet her there, I just hope that he hasn't joined them. He was getting along nicely with Rhea at the party the other day. This is worse than I thought.
At the end I roll up again, my fingers are shaking because I'm stressed. We're going to see Ross at the hospital after this too rather than straight home. I'm so done with sharing her all the time.
I leave, smoking on my way to the coffee shop where she is with Rhea. It's a bit further than the canteen, it's quiet with a log fire. Although because of the snow it's becoming more popular.
When I head in I spot her straight away. Sitting with Rhea smiling. My body relaxes, she's like a drug. One look at her and I'm relaxed. Kissing her and I'm euphoric. I order a black coffee, hot chocolates for them and some cake and take it over to them.
She beams when she sees me. She stands up as I put the tray down. She wraps her arms around me and whispers in my ear that she's missed me. We sit down again.
"Thanks Matty. You really helped the other day on the phone. When that was all happening." Rhea says smiling.
"No problem, I wasn't that helpful though" I reply laughing.
Taylor strokes my arm, I glance down and see her ring and wonder why I've been worried all day long. She's mine, I love her so completely.
"Matty is great in stressful situations" Taylor says smiling at me.
"I can see that" Rhea laughs.
Talking with Rhea is easy, she's really down to earth and decent. We finish our drinks and head to the car park in the snow. I offer Rhea a lift. Malachi turns up though as they're going out together somewhere. I greet Malachi, and Taylor hugs him and congratulates him on his job and on moving in with Rhea. That's nice. They belong together.
We climb into our car when they've left.
"Matty" she begins. I get worried but then I look over at her and her eyes are full of lust.
She pauses and then kisses me with her tongue invading my mouth, I'm instantly turned on by her.
"Can we go somewhere before the hospital..." she whispers.
I'm literally hard thinking about that request.
"Mmm we can baby" I tell her.
"You're horny all the time at the moment baby" I say.
She smiles. I start up and begin driving thinking about her, trying to concentrate. I turn the heater up high.
"You could pull over here" she smiles at me.
There's a turning that looks dark and secluded. It's surrounded by trees. I turn into it. She's acting so bad.
She unzips her skirt. I can't believe how naughty she's being. I get out and go over to her side. I'm more than happy to oblige fucking her in the car.
I've literally never ever done this before with anybody. I take her hand and she gets out of the car. I open the back door of the car and she slides in laying over the backseat. I lean in and slowly pull her panties down. When I climb on top of her we both laugh at the lack of room. I've already un-done my jeans.
I slowly inch inside of her and she gasps my name straight away. It's so hard to hold it together around her. At all.
"Mmm babe you're so bad" I tell her.
"Does it feel good" I ask her in her ear.
"Matty it feels perfect" she tells me in my ear.
"I love you so much" she says.
And I forget everything I've been worried about all day long. She pulls my shirt off and her hands are all over my back as I'm thrusting into her. She's so wet and her body just invites me in all the time.
"I've missed you all day long" I tell her kissing her and thrusting into her.
She smiles at me, lifts her knee up to give me more room. I feel like I'm consumed by her, her voice calling out my name, her fingers scratching my back, her breath on my cheek.
"I literally want you all the time" she whispers and I nearly come.
"This is so naughty. But I could get used to it" I say.
"You're not cold right?" She asks.
"No babe, are you warm enough?" I ask.
"Yes" she replies smiling.
She meets my hips whilst I thrust into her and she cries out my name, I can feel her orgasm around me. I come at the same time I've literally been waiting on her holding onto myself so that I didn't go to early. The second I feel her come I let go and it feels exceptional.
I zip back up and carefully put her panties back on for her.
"Better?" I ask her smiling.
"'Much better" she smiles back. And I help her out of the car. Once she's seated in the passenger side again I go over to the driver seat and start up the car again.