Ahh life sucks nah nah dont worry not gonna commit suicide or something just one of the people i thought will stay left, you know according to me expectation are a persons biggest weakness. i dont help or listen to people thinking that they'll do the same . but im a human too and whenever we do some efforts for some this weakness ( expectations) arises . so had a shitty day i have my exams in few days , haven't started studying yet . my so called friends left me and i saw my ex hugging the guy she cheated on me with. wow you know the worst part i dont have anyone to share this all with and its 12:50 am already. *arghhh
i've sent snap to see anybody online
i've refreshed my feed and send the same reel to all my (so called) friends
aah i guess everyone asleep and now i should just give up and try to sleep
*bumble notification popped up
i totally forgot i had this in my phone
her name is "T"
she sent " ngl you're kinda cute š"
okay a spoiler**
*cute is my favorite compliment*
okay lets see how is she
ohhukay she is pretty hot
i mean pretty and hot
normally i am very shy and introvert but right now i was so pissed and tired
my brain cells weren't functioning properly
i was wrong she was not normal hi bye girl she was something beyond imagination
i mean i tried to start a conversation
by asking (how was her day) (how is she) (why is she up so late is anything bothering her) if there would a normal girl she would have marked me a green flag by now. but she the first thing she said was " tell me what you wana talk about" or "ill start asking random questions because you have a topic problem"
yes she knows me better than my friends
in just 3 minutes
and then because of some friendly vibes and open dominating attitude from "t"
the real sam is talking to her ,
in these few minutes of chatting she won over me i dont know how
i totally forgot why i was sad pissed and angry
the only feeling i had was happy,excited and scared
she was so straight forward like never in my life i felt like this
i mean whenever you call a girl beautiful, pretty , hot or whatever
you expect a reply thank you or a fake forced appreciation in return
but she texted i know , whatever
its not like she has attitude , but i dont know why i know i know there's a gentle smile behind her whatever
a little blush behind her shutup
whenever i flirt i dont know i just know her expression through her text
she was literally the baddest motherfuk*ng bitch i ever i meet
trust me i would never never
make her angry because she is someone who lifts boys from collars
after few texts , blushes, and smiles and yaa she is a bully she literally made my fun in every two lines she type
she shared her playlist and not a single song or artist was known to me
after that we both just listen songs together
i mean i was listening to her playlist
and i know she was listening that too at her place
she was literally an addiction
after few shared pics more flirting and some pickup lines , it's already 3:00am and i felt this line today that "time flies whenever youre with someone special "
i said we'll catch up tomm
* 10:47 am morning
first thing i checked after waking up was bumble but she is not there
her id was gone
i can't find her id , i scrolled down but couldn't find anything
i guess she was dream , a beautiful one
i mistakenly opened my gallery
and saw her pic i took a ss of one of her pickup line because it was dope
so i have her pic , i search on youtube and google
the only two possibilities are
1) she blocked me
2)she deleted her account
dont worry i am not sad , last night was great
i was feeling so so good , im ready for the challenges
thank you so much "t"
i dont her name š
"she was a dream and i never want to wake up"