After coming to a realisation about how she was rushing, Wang Jing Hua felt like a load had been taken off her shoulders. Although it was true that she didn't have a good memory, things like stress and exhaustion, although certainly related to one's conscious mind, were also very entrenched in the subconscious mind.
In other words, Wang Jing Hua felt the exhaustion, the stress, and the unhappiness just as much as anyone else, and she had suffered alongside Wang Ku Mang these last few years, working tirelessly for her goal. Her explanation that she didn't remember was a white lie, one that she had told Di Tou, and also one she had told herself in order to better bear with her responsibilities.
Having relieved herself of the pressure, she naturally felt a lot better.
