To want them to smile and make them happy; Isn't that the very reason why you would love somebody?
I started my college life with frown on my face and emptiness in my heart, for whatever reason, I cannot move on from my past.... I felt like it's only me in my own world, I don't need anybody, I don't need the help of others..... Well not until he came. He opened my heart once again, he made me feel loved again...
It all started when I was struggling to find a partner for a thesis project.. He is a popular guy because of his appearance, his naturally long hair and petite physique, and to top all of that, he is quite tall. He rejected all the offers of the girls in class and went straight to me, I don't really want to partner up with a guy like him back then but I had no other choice. At first, he feels like a responsible person but the longer we spent time together, it felt like he's gonna do something bad.... And that is what exactly he did. We were finishing up our thesis so he invited me to go and drink. He's quite a heavy drinker so I wasn't able to keep up with him. Honestly I'm surprised that he was wearing a girl's outfit that night. He got crossdressing hobby he said. That very night, he jerked me off with his smooth and slender hand... I don't know how we got in that situation but all I can remember was how good it felt. He slept at my dorm and we woke up like nothing happened that night. Ever since that day, he got close with me, hanging out from time to time, doing what friends does. He insisted that he was straight but I really doubt it, he likes wearing girl's clothes all the while only spending time with me... Though, I didn't dislike it. He sends me a lot of his cosplays.... Well as expected all of them were him crossdressing. Honestly he looks quite cute on them, illegally cute. He's a guy but he really looks like a girl all the while being unbelievably handsome.
There's that one night when he called me late at night, he sounded drunk and he was breathing hard.
"Bro y'know..... I'm masturbating to you right now" he said while breathing heavily, I can clearly hear something vibrating...
"Who the fuck starts a conversation like that in the middle of the night!!?for fuck's sake, I just woke up" I am beyond confused, this man is a lost cause. First of all, who the fuck masturbates to their fellow male friend!?
"Come on you don't have to be embarrassed... Uhm well can you come over here tonight?"
"Why?"
"Please? Or else I'll cry" he started to sob... Hearing my only friend cry, kind of makes me sad.... So, I had no choice but to go to his dorm... I arrived at his dorm. He opened the door and dragged me inside... He was wearing a short shorts that it almost looks like damn panties and he's wearing a sleeveless shirt. Oh man his room smells nice, almost as if it's a girl's. He let me sit on his bed that is suspiciously wet.... Ah shit. He unzipped my pants and he sucked me off. I just got in the Flow so I just grabbed his hair and rammed it inside his mouth.. at that point, I don't even care if he's a boy or not, as long as he looks like a girl. Though doing that somehow made him happy. After I finished.... I got erect again after he showed me his smooth armpits.. shit he knows my fetishes. He jerked me off using the aforementioned body part... And then after that.. his feet, his hand, his navel, his thighs... He didn't stop until he was completely covered with my semen... I was so exhausted that I felt like I'm just gonna drop dead... Though, after that, he slept with a smile on his face... After that day, nothing unusual happened, we're still close friends.... Well except that he kept saying sorry and telling that he isn't gay... Well, I doubt it
To be honest, he isn't the only one that does the weird things.. I do have a fair Share of down bad things I did because of him.....
"Bro look at this" he sent me a picture of him almost naked, still... Crossdressing. His ass showing and his pose were quite erotic.
"What do you think about it? It's cute right?" I didn't reply just because I got way too damn horny just from looking at it that I started to relieve my self
"You there hello??"
"Bro? Why are you leaving me on seen?"
"Could it be you're Fapping rn? Heh it does turn me on to think that you're doing it with my pic :)" that time, I snapped out of it and the post nut clarity hits... I don't know what's happening to me.... He's making me gay....
"Shut up bro... Please stop sending me your nudes" I replied to his text.
"You don't like it? Well, whatever... I'm gonna send some more tomorrow... And I'll let you see it tomorrow in class..."
Well... Despite on what he does.. he's still a man, he does what boys does and he doesn't seem to like boys either.. maybe he's just toying with me and what he's doing is just normal between friends.. ah well I don't think that's the case... He's a good friend that's all I can say about him, he's also smart so he helps me out with studies, he's quite rich so whenever I'm short of money, he'd lend me some. He acts as my girlfriend every Valentine's Day, then the night of that day, he would give me sexual arousal.. He even promised that once we graduate, he would let me do him, well I do think that it's just a joke. Though I'm starting to doubt him, is he really a boy? I remember accidentally touching his crotch but there's nothing there, no budge, no balls, no cock.. it's just soft.. did he buy something so that he could hide his dick? When I asked him about it, all he said that he has a small one... Well maybe I'm just being too paranoid, I mean he have a deep voice but when we're together, he's voice is quite high, like a girl's... He's still my friend so the answer doesn't matter, he is a he, and that's what I'll think about....
It was 1 week after our graduation; I still haven't made any plans for the future so I'm just staying in my dorm. Both of us still hangs out but not being able to spend more time than the usual with him... Kind of makes me miss him... Have I fell in love with him? oh please don't let it be true.... That night, he asked me out for a drink. He didn't drink that much that night, maybe to prevent him from being drunk. He decided to stay over to my dorm that night.... He was holding my hands tight while we were walking, his wearing a cute skirt and just a t-shirt... Hmm he still haven't stopped doing it huh? Well, whatever... When we got home, I felt like the atmosphere was getting heavy, I don't know why but it feels like my manly instinct is telling me to just push him down, take his dress off and fuck him hard...
And that was exactly what happened, but except, it wasn't me that did it.. it was him on top of me.
"████, remember the promise that I told you?"
"What?"
"That I'll let you have sex with me once we graduate"
"But, Ken.... We're both boys... We can't..."
"Yknow? I'm really turned on right now" he rubs his crotch on my knees but I can't feel anything but only a wet and soft feeling. I tried to stop him but I can't.
He took off his clothes, his chest were wrapped with clothe.. he took them off, showing a moderately sized breast, jiggling around as he gets closer to me...
"I'm a girl you fucking idiot" he, or rather, she pouted. He is a she? But why does she have to lie to me? She slowly takes off her underwear, revealing a hole dripping wet right on front of me. My instincts pushed her away so I can be on top of her.
"Come... Don't hesitate... you've been waiting for this right?" she spreads her legs open. I jammed my thing inside of her and as I do, she embraced me, her nails digging in my back... She moans loudly as I move. It feels so different from what I've felt back then.. this is much better... She let's go from her embrace, she covers her face, hiding it from me....
"Don't hide your face.." I said, taking her hands off her face
"But it's really embarrassing...." she showed me her expression.... It's fucking beautiful, she's a spitting image of a woman in pleasure.... Fuck, I really do love her. Seeing her face like that, her lips glistened by her saliva.. I kissed her as I continue to ram my dick in her. I cummed inside her as she too climaxes.
"Hah.... That felt good" she muttered as she breathes heavily. She hugged me tightly... My thing still in her, so I started to move again, she doesn't mind it so kept going.. She looks really hot right now....
"Do me harder" she said as she kisses me. I did just as what she told.
"I love you" I whispers to her ears, her ears twitches, reddened and I felt her insides twitching.. is she weak from this?
"I love you too as well" She whispers back as she hugs me tighter... "Erina... Call me Erina" she said as she continues to pant.. was that her true name?
"Erina.. I love you" She cummed before me after hearing that... I never knew she would really like that... For the second time, I came the same as she does... I laid my back firmly on the bed, resting a bit but she climbed on top of me..
"Again?"
"Yes" shit I forgot she's hornier than I am... Well, I guess drinking isn't the only thinking that I won't be able to keep up with her..... ..........
It was morning when we finished, somehow seeing her face now, makes me really happy and well rested.
"Erina, why did you have to pretend as a boy?"
"Well..... When I first saw you, I fell in love, you don't really look good or anything but somehow I fell in love but when I heard from my friends that because of your childhood experiences.... You hated girls and you avoids them.. since I'm quite flat... I decided that the best way to approach you is by pretending as a guy..."
"Uhmm, is that all?" I didn't know she knows my secrets..
"Well, uhmmm it's actually my first time wanting to be in a relationship so.... I'm kind of embarrassed to just ask you right away hehe.." she twitches around and damn she looks cute.... "Earlier, it's actually my first time too"
"Eh was it? I'm sorry... I'm quite rough..."
"Don't worry about it, I've really wanted you to violate me all you want but you were gentler than I expected... Talking about first times... Is your first time as well?"
"Uhm... It isn't.. I got Toyed by the girls in my class back then so... It was stolen by them..."
"Oof sorry I shouldn't have asked.." she suddenly hugs me....
"It's alright...It's been a long time after all.. and since the day you entered my life.... You've made me move on from the past. You made me happy Erina"
"I have done well then?"
"Done well on what?"
"Hehe" she held my hand.. while she kisses my forehead, she says the words that I never thought would come out from a woman" I love you, ████... That's why, I'm gonna make you happy until the end of my life"
-End