I died
Taken to the cold embrace of death
Floating in the state in which my body doesn't feel anything at all, no sound, no smell, no heartbeat, no warmth… only the cold. I was detached from reality, everything lost and it was only everlasting darkness, it was a short-ended peace given to me, and all I could think about was William.
I picture him in his office, his entire concentration on his writing. I analyzed how he would frown slightly at something, rubbing his forehead and then going back to it. It was a beautiful view and I wanted to spend longer watching him, I could watch him for eternity from this darkness.
But suddenly I could feel it, the reason why I cannot remain at peace in the darkness, I could feel my connection between Aldon and me tucking me back to him. This was the reason, the reason why back in the mortal realm no matter how I wished for death or thought to attempt it, it never happened.
