I find comfort in singing, learning the language of the lyrics so that I would join in and the first day I sang in our language, I forgot even my pain existed and just let myself get lost in the tone and rhythm, this was one of the favorite things and the only thing I looked interests in aside from riding with Star, it brought a little peace to my heart.
I forget the audience was even there, the others smiling at me and staring in awe, but I don't mind them, I don't mind their eyes, I just let the vocalizing take me like my soul was being lifted with every peak of my voice. But each time I stopped singing a tear would fall from my eye and I'm soon reminded of the hollow feeling within me.
Dreading into me like a harsh wave and I don't hear their applause or Aldon's arms around me, saying something nonexistent. It's just me and my silent pain and the hollow feeling that kept going deeper and deeper.
