It's been three days and it has been nothing but repeat... Eat, bathe, and bed.
I can't walk properly, so there was a bathtub that was brought in and kept at the corner of the room… one enough to size me in, and Elvenia would gently scrub my body even though I made attempts to stop her. But I couldn't do it without my constantly shaking body.
But I cannot let her feed me too… so like a routine, I would waste food instead of getting it into my stomach. At least I would be able to do something other than be a doll.
Because that was what I felt like, like a glass ready to break…
I tried asking questions but Elvenia wouldn't let me speak, constantly telling me my voice needs to heal.
Everything was difficult
My mind was a haze
My thoughts are a mess
I just tried to focus on my body but I can't…
