There's a saying, 'Love makes people do crazy things' Turns out that was true. I have really done a lot of stupid things. For what? All in the name of love. I can't believe I fell in love with the wrong person. All this whole time, he didn't have any feelings for me. I thought we were having a thing. Hell I got it all wrong. Just because I over loved someone, I have to feel this never ending suffering.
Being loved should be really sweet I guess,because I am never Loving anyone ever again.
Who invented love anyways? I would ask him a few questions about it. The love I received wasn't like in those novels. NO!.
I got the fake kind and it really hurts so much, all the rejection and the harsh words still didn't stop me from thinking about him.
When I was younger, people used to tell me "love fixes everything, that love is inevitable. Love is paradise, love makes problems go away " And I spent my whole life believing in those lies. I never got the chance to learn much about it so when I thought I had it, I went all in with my heart. Thought I was doing the sweetest thing in life that every girl would want. I gave my heart to someone I thought deserved it and in return, he stabbed me in the back. He betrayed me. I remember the last thing he said to me and I will never forget that phrase in eternity. " Am sorry but I don't have any feelings for you, though we were just pretending.." That man wrecked me into halves. We were Forbidden to love , we are Angels. But that wasn't fair, humans could marry and do a whole lot of things but us the angels always have to serve.
The sound of footsteps approaching interrupted my deep thinking. I was in
my throne thinking about myself then they came in.
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Two female demons walked in my sacred hall with happy faces." You're Hellnessy," they kneeled. " A man just entered through our gate, what should we do to him?" They asked.
I adjusted myself a little bit, I didn't want them to see the tears I had in my eyes. " Don't look up" I ordered them. They didn't deserve to see my tears."What did he do before dying?" I asked, with a surprised look. Men don't usually come to hell these days. THOSE CREATURES.
" Your Hellnessy, His wife cheated on him and when he found out, he poisoned a food for her to eat and luckily he ate it himself that's why he couldn't go to °Heaven°.
" Amazing" escaped my lips. What a perfect timing for the information. I was already reminiscing about my love and I just received something to distract myself with." Bring him here" They were all stupefied by my decision. Normally,l I just send the souls directly to the burning furnace but now, I want to see him myself so that I can decide the type of punishment to give him.
" Okay your Majesty.." One of them said,
" How there thee use that manly Appellation to refer to me.."I spat.
" I am sorry your Hellnessy, it won't happen again" She pleaded.
Yeah I forgot to tell you this: I hate manly things. So I don't like " your Majesty" kind of thing, I despise it. It's just your Hellnessy.
Maybe I will like the Majesty thing in the future somewhere.
"Anything else?" I questioned with divine authority.
"No please"
" Good bring him in then" I didn't want to spare any time.
Few moments later, a blonde man with a crazy hot face entered the hall. Looking at him I could tell he wasn't lacking in any way when he was alive. He crawled his way to the hall.
A gasp escaped his lips when he saw me. He didn't have a body but I can tell he felt hard. He just saw the prettiest girl in all his lifetime. The manner of his walking changed when he saw my flawless skin on the golden throne.
" Ehem, please is this heaven?" He asked, shocked to see all the beautiful flowers and decorations in the hall. He started walking gently like a man who just saw his crush.
" You are welcome on board" I said with a nice pleasant tone.
" Thank you, my queen" He replied boldly.
He spent the last five minutes silent. He did nothing but just stare at me. When I looked through his spirit, he was thinking about me in bed with him in this hall.
I laughed a little but he didn't see it." So what should I do for you handsome" I asked, wondering about what he might want.
" I want you"
Wow, his reply sent chills down my spine. I would if I had any." Oh really, that's nice. What would you do for me if you had me.?"
He adjusted himself, made a straight face and tried sounding emotional." If you are with me,I promise to love and I will give you all the best things you ever wanted: Love,sex, money..."
Hold it right there, did he just promise to have sex with me? He is a brave type." Okay thank you for your love promises but let get it done"
" Woohoo" He jumped like a bat and started jubilating." Yes that's what I am talking about, fuck you my wife! I have a new beginning now woohoo"
I have never seen anyone happy to be in hell like this man. " Okay show is over" said with a little snap on my fingers.
" Wait what's happening with this place" he screamed in shock. His soundings just changed. Suddenly creepy looking demons appeared holding knives and canes. " What happened to the flowers and decorations?" He couldn't believe what he was looking at.
All the beautiful flowers and the golden decorations just turned to a creepy looking place with fire burning at the other end of the buildings." What is this place?"
' Welcome to hell human, this will be your home for the rest of your life and by life I mean all eternity.' His heart popped loudly and his eyes started flowing with tears.
" No this was supposed to be heaven, what happened to all the beautiful things I saw just now." He cried.
" Okay that that was just an advertisement, now let get your soul to torture Domain.
While I was torturing him I asked him one simple thing." Did you love your wife?"
" Of course I do, she was supposed to obey me too"
" Oh really you just wanted respect, you didn't even give her attention and when she cheated on you for the first time, you decided to kill her" the words flowed out of my heart.
" No, she cheated on me and I will kill her again if I get the chance to go back to earth." After hearing those disgusting words from him, I didn't hesitate to send him to the furnace. He just escalated the anger in me.
As I was sitting on my glorious throne, an amazing idea came to mind. Why don't I go to earth and live like humans and punish evil lying, cheating men myself. I will let men love me then I will seduce them when they start sinning by thinking about sex, I then bring them here. I mean hell…
"This will be fun" said with a devilish tone…..
Hahahah
"Your Highness, the earthlings are no longer sinning. We need to act now." Jezebel said to me. Well Jezebel is the demon of lust. She is my most trusted demon servant.
" Perfect timing for your appearance.I just decided to go to earth and have fun with men" I said with a happy grin on my face."
Saying this, I created a pottle through the walls. Jezebel and Gomory entered first but I was a bit hesitant.It actually has been a long time since I ever went to the human world.
After Noah and his flood, I have never really been on earth. It keeps me remembering Samael.
"But I still love him"