After I finished the pregnancy shoot, I had lunch alone, Milly texted that she was busy. she's always busy and she rarely has time for fun like real fun. i decided to lock up and head home, the journey home was Silent it was another time to reflect on myself and see my life through. This photography thing isn't bringing in much income and it really showed, my rent is coming due and I had some extra bills to pay. Milly had encouraged me several times to search for a job in my field of study but I just couldn't, the fear that someone else was going to be my boss was really scary and it sent shivers down my spine. I opened the door of my home and dominated my bed at least I was safe here. I majored in business administration and getting into the labour market might to be the easiest thing for me.
I laid on my bed, facing the ceiling and inhaling the fresh scent of what seems like lavender and chamomile. I was really disturbed, I need to plan life again, put it in order. so I stood up and I went to the my top shelf to get my envelope where most of my files were stored. i brought out my laptop and I started drafting my CV, it wasn't easy but it was worth the effort, at least a big company should employ me, I thought.