I'm striding down all alone past the streets of my university. I stop for a while as I saw the bridge I'm about to cross. When the air started to rush through my ears, I clenched my fist holding the first and maybe the last letter from her, and I started to cry like a stupid kid. The streets started to get gloomy and as I walk through, the lights are finally switching on and even though that's happening, I still feel that I'm surrounded by darkness, seems like my heart was about to slip and it makes me weaker than I felt when she said goodbye exactly where I'm standing in.
I open the letter once again, reading the last note saying: "To the treacherous place I have been, I never knew that will also be my safest haven and maybe that is because I'm with you."
"Huh," I said to myself while smiling like a crazy person switching his emotions for a minute or second. I started to touch the paper, smiles again while my tears are still streaming down to my face. Maybe I am insane like what she always talks about when we argue, to the point that I am also crazy over her. I must admit that to myself.
I turn my head up, keep the letter in my pocket and I swiftly ran towards the people passing by. I run and run and run until I almost lost my breath. I stop for a while and I suddenly become the person I used to know, I mean that she used to know.
"IF I AM YOUR SAFEST PLACE THEN YOU CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT ME, IDIOT!" I roared and started to walk away and never look out for those people who are staring at me.