When I woke up it took me a while to understand what was going on. My head pounded behind my eyes and my stomach felt like a churning sea in a storm.
Slowly, I opened my eyes, trying to adjust to the light. Once I did I realised I wasn't at home, I was at Kit's. With a grunt, I sat up and stretched. With a yawn, I looked around and noticed clothes on the floor.
My eyebrows creased, that was unusual for Kit, he was the neat freak of the group. I looked down and froze. Slowly, I reached for the covers and lifted them. My heart stuttered, I was completely naked.
A sinking feeling spread around my stomach as I turned to look at the space beside me. Kit wasn't there but the space looked like it had been slept in.
"Jun?"
My eyes widened as I stared up at him. He was dressed in a shirt and sweats now but flashes of last night filtered through my brain. I couldn't speak or move. As quickly as I could I found my clothes and rushed out of there.
Kit called after me but I couldn't stop. I was afraid to look him in the eyes and for him to tell me that it was a mistake and to forget about it. No way in hell could I do that but I didn't want to lose him.
I let my phone ring when I saw his name, I read the messages and I wanted to reply but my hand would freeze every time I tried. Knowing Kit he'd want to talk about it and resolve it so we could still be friends but I couldn't just accept that now.
When Nodt called I wasn't in the mood to talk so I just agreed to whatever he wanted and hung up. I hadn't expected him to show up with Lai.
When they told me they had seen Kit I instantly started to panic.
"Upset? Does he hate me? Have I lost him?"
Lai actually laughed at me and Nodt was smirking. My eyebrows crossed as I stared at them.
When they said that Kit was worrying about the exact same thing, I was astonished. Why would he be worried about losing me? I was the one that forced myself on him.
They asked me to tell them what happened and I didn't want to but if they've talked to Kit then they should know something I don't.
"Well, when we got to his place, he helped me wash up and I kept thinking how nice it was, you know when he takes care of me and then I started getting frustrated. I wanted more and I knew I couldn't get it. So, when I landed on top of him on the bed I couldn't resist. I knew we were drunk and that it wasn't a good idea but at the time I didn't care."
"When I woke up and realised what I'd done, I panicked. I needed to think so I left."
Lai held my hand and told me something shocking. She said that she noticed how I felt for Kit but the most shocking part was that she saw how Kit felt for me too.
My eyes stared wide-eyed at her. Was it true? Did Kit feel the same for me that I felt for him? When Nodt agreed my mind was made up.
Without a word, I sat up, grabbed my keys and left just as quickly as I did when leaving Kit. I raced over to his and couldn't wait. When I reached his door I banged the hell out of it.
His wide puffy eyes spoke volumes. It broke my heart that I'd been the one to make him cry. Instantly, I grabbed his head and brought his face to mine. I crashed my lips against his and pushed him back into his room.
I didn't stop until I reached his bedroom. Once I knew we were near the bed I pulled back. His eyes were still wide but I could see the lust in them.
"Fuck Kit! I'm so sorry!" I whispered before kissing him again.
Slowly, I felt his hands wrap around my waist. His body was responding to mine if the bulge was anything to go by. My lips left his, but they didn't stop touching him. I moved down to his neck and up to his ear.
"I want you so much Kit, so much that I hate the idea of seeing you with anyone else," I moaned.
Kit whimpered against me and I groaned.
"Can I have you Kit? Can I make you mine?" I asked throatily.
"I've always been yours Jun!" he whispered.
"Good! Now take off your clothes!" I demanded as I stepped back.
Kit instantly complied and soon he stood naked in front of me. His chest rose and fell as my eyes hungrily scanned down his body. Abs flinched and his cock jerked when my eyes landed on it.
Instantly, I dropped to my knees and nuzzled my face against his erection. He shivered and moaned above me. My tongue snaked out to flick up and down his length.
"Jun, please!" he begged.
My eyes met his as I wrapped my lips around his head and sunk down. I sucked and licked and moved up and down his shaft until he was shaking. Just before his legs were about to give way I released him.
"Get on the bed and spread those beautiful legs for me," I told him as I slowly undressed.
I grabbed the lube bottle we had used yesterday and join him. Kit's eyes watched me like a hawk as I spread the cold liquid on my fingers and swiped them across his hole.
"Don't tease me Jun, please," he begged.
"Don't worry baby, I'm not teasing you. I'm going to make you feel really good," I promised as I coated my own erection.
Once I was able to add two fingers in without much resistance I pulled out and lined my cock up. Inch by inch, I pushed inside and he moaned.
His tightness sent electric shocks up and down my spine and I was struggling to stay in control. Slowly, I started to move and his moans got louder. His cock jerked every time I moved past his prostate.
"Jerk yourself off!" I told him.
Kit instantly wrapped his hand around his erection and furiously started to pump in time to my thrust. I could feel my release coming far quicker than I would like but I was pleased to see that Kit wasn't too far off either.
We came together, me inside him and him all over his abs. As my hips jerked, I lazily spread my fingers in the white fluid pooling on his stomach.
"Jun?" he panted.
Gently I pulled out and collapsed next to him. We panted and just masked in the afterglow for a minute.
"I feel sticky," Kit complained and I laughed.
"Come on," I told him as I pulled us up and headed to the shower.
We showered which was less cleaning than him sucking me off before I pumped two fingers in his ass as I he came down my throat. Then, once we were clean, we headed back into the bedroom. I refused to let go of his hand as we sat down.
I could tell he was nervous, unsure of what to say and think. My heart swelled and I wondered how I could have missed it all this time.
Every time someone approached me, he became grouchy and miserable just like I did. I put it down to him not liking new people but now I knew differently.
"Kit," I moved his face to look at mine. "I know you're confused but you have to know I've wanted this for years. Pretty much since we first met."
"But … but you looked like you regretted last night," he whispered brokenly.
"Oh baby, no!" I cooed as I stroked his cheek. "I did regret that it took us being drunk for it to happen but I didn't regret it happening. I thought that you would regret it and would want to forget all about it. I was afraid I'd messed things up between us. I didn't know you felt anything for me."
His eyes teared up as they stared hopefully at me.
"I was so worried about you finding out about my feelings for you that I didn't see your feelings for me. Now that I know I promise you Kit," I held his face steadily in my hands. "I'm not letting you go. You are mine and no one is taking you from me."
Kit's face lit up as his hands gripped mine.
"You promise?" he asked.
"Yeah baby, I promise."
I brought his head to mine and slowly kissed him pouring all the pent-up feelings I'd had for years into it. Making sure to leave him with no doubt