"Can I keep You?" I said that made him laugh heartily. I was mesmerized to the point that I didn't even blink to the whole duration of his genuine laugh.
"I'm sorry I can't help laughing." He said in between laughs. "It's making me cringe."
I glared at him but he just keeps on laughing that's making me feel annoyed and amused at the same time. I just can't believe that I could see the waning moon become full moon again coz of those simple words.
"You're beautiful when you're laughing like this." I murmured that made him stop from laughing.
"I'm a guy you know? Don't call me beautiful." He hissed but this time it was my turn to laugh when I saw how red his face is.
He pushed me away and hide himself on the blanket that made me laugh even more. How lucky I am to see this cute side of him. I gently pull away the blanket that covers him but he hides his face with his hands.
"Hey, I'm sorry. Don't be mad." I softly whispered that made him slowly lowered his hands from hiding his blushing face.
"I'm not mad. It's just embarrassing to hear plus you're making my heartbeat go crazy." He drunkenly admits that is really making this unfamiliar feeling inside of me out of control.
A long comfortable silence come between us. We just gaze at each other's eyes. Listening to the sound of the buzzing cars outside. As if what's happening between us is normal.
I just gaze fondly on his beautiful face and as if my hand has a mind of its own, it was too late for me to hold back on caressing his face wet from tears from earlier. I softly wipe his tears while he just let me and even hold my hand and kissed my palm softly.
"You're so gentle." He murmured with his eyes closed, while holding my hand cupping his face.
"If it's You, I don't think I'll have the strength to run away." He said with his eyes gazing at me and a smile plastered on his lips.
"Can I kiss you?" I was ashamed to myself when those set of words came out of my mouth. I guess like him, I'm also not on my usual self because of the drink I had before fetching him.
"I haven't had my first kiss yet. It's a rule that I set to my fuck buddies. Coz I wanted to that sort of thing only with the person I love." Kei said with a sour smile on his lips. "But I couldn't because I run away from the person I love. Besides, isn't it ironic that I haven't had my first kiss yet I've been fucked by several men?"
My hear tighten not to the fact that he had fuck buddies but to the reason that there's a lot of men who took advantage of this fragile person. I bend a little forward to him to shorten our faces' distance.
"Give it to me. Your first kiss." I whispered that made him blush once more. He tried to hid his lips with his hand but I remove it. "I don't give a damn even if you're fucked up. For me you're still beautiful." I said before claiming his lips gently.
Kissing is something that grossed me out not until I felt his soft and small lips. We're both new to this kind of thing because there are times that we don't know which direction we will move our heads that is making us both laughed.
"You suck! I thought you're good at it since you're the one who wants to take my first kiss." Kei teased that somehow embarrassed me.
"Shut up! It's my first time too!" He looked quite amused and when I was about to sit properly, Kei didn't let me escape. He encircled his arms on my nape and give me pecks on the lips, teasing me to his heart's content.
"You should stop." I murmured in pain because I've been trying to hold myself back since that kiss, we shared coz I know that he's still not sober. Kei stopped giving me pecks but the smile on his lips means trouble.
"Why?" He asked with a wide grin on his face. "We can do more than that."
I sighed and looked at him with a serious look on my face. "I don't do it with just anyone. If we're going to do it... You'll have to bear the consequences."
His face turned serious while looking at me. "Will you keep me even if I'm this fucked up?" He asked instead that totally melted my restraint.
"I'll keep you." I declared before claiming his lips once more but this time, I deepen it, wanting for more, letting the both of us get drunk in this exhilarating sensation.
My tongue seeks for entrance that made a soft moan escaped his mouth when I teased his tongue with mine while my hands wanders to his body. I'm new to this kind of thing but while I'm holding him in my arms, whatever I do feels so natural.
He pushed me away to take off his clothes and I took my shirt off as well and just opened my zipper to let my bulging erection free from my suffocating pants. Kei couldn't hide the desire in his eyes while looking at my body and I'm the same to him. I never felt this way before to other people. I only feel disgusts that's why I've never been in any relationship before. But seeing his naked body turns me on so much that I feel like I'll cum right away when I put it in.
We kissed once again, more wanting this time. His moans every time I suck his nipples sounds like music to my ears. I love how his body arch when I trace down his body with my lips while leaving small bites, marking him.
Yeah. Marking him. He's mine now. The moment he lets me have my way on him, I already have him. I can keep him.
Kei's moan gets louder when I start sucking him off making him feel delirious because of the pleasure that I'm giving him. I raised my head to look at him while giving him heads and couldn't help but to feel proud when I see how messed up, he is due to the sensation.
"S-stop hnnngh... I-I'm cum-haaa!"
Kei looked embarrassed after he cum but I didn't stop there. I positioned myself on top of him and kissed him once more while loosening him.
"Hmmm...just put it in." He said in between kisses. He just released but I can still feel his hardness on my abdomen.
"I need to prepare you fir-"
I couldn't even finish what I'm saying when he pushed me on the bed and ride on top of me. He looked so hot when slowly put my hardness inside him. I groaned in pleasure when Kei starts riding me slowly. It feels good inside him, so much that I couldn't help but to thrust my hips, moving along with his pace while holding his waist to support him.
"It's...too deep... Haa... Hmmnn..." He said while trying to supress his moans by biting his lips.
The sight of him is too much for me and I could feel that I'm about to cum too so I changed our position and rammed inside him roughly that made him cry in pleasure. I kiss, lick and bite every part of his body as I keep thrusting inside him making him cry in pain and pleasure.
And when I'm about to cum, he asked.
"Will you keep me, Kiyoomi?"
Kei's eyes widen when he felt me cumming inside him right after he called my name, making me blush because of it.
I bite his shoulders in embarrassment while he laughed heartily.
"Of course, I'll keep you. I won't let you run away." I answered seriously that made him stop laughing.
"Why?" He asked.
I smiled. "I love seeing the full moon shining brightly even in a starless sky."
He smiled sweetly and pulled me closer for a kiss. He gasped in between kisses when he felt my erection growing inside him once more but didn't stop either and just let me make love with him the whole night. It was dawn when he finally passed out. After cleaning him up and taking a shower, I left a note on the bedside table just in case he couldn't remember everything.
I planted a soft kiss on his lips before I left and whispered the words that I know I wouldn't have a chance to tell him once I make my move to keep him for myself.
"Hey, Kei... The pain gave you that diapered-asshole, I'll erase it. And when the time is right, let me cherish your heart."