[violence r*pe death]
when Callus woke up he wasn't alone
Xavier was right beside him
it- happened- it was real!-
well maybe- they could have just cuddled
Xavier looked up at him
"it was real Cal- I f*cked you and you loved it" Xavier replied
Callus turned bright pink
"but- wasn't it too soon?" he replied
"we may have rushed it but you enjoyed it-" Xavier replied
"How can you be so shameless?" he replied
"You're the one who asked for it Cal-" Xavier replied
"Well I couldn't help it- you're teasing always drives me crazy- I just can't believe you still did it-" he replied
"why wouldn't I? And it's not like you were forcing me f*ck- I wanted to f*ck you so bad
but I didn't want to force you- and you wanted it- so I gave it to you- and you enjoyed it right?" Xavier replied
"f*ck you were good at it- it's the opposite of how it felt in the dream- it felt amazing- ah- Zavi I want you to f*ck me like that every night-" he replied
"You are shameless-and you said you never wanted me to f*ck you- did last night change your mind?" Xavier replied
"Well I didn't think it would feel that good- and if you can make me feel that way then I don't want you to stop-" he replied
"You know if you didn't pass out I could f*ck you forever-" Xavier replied
"then do it when I'm asleep- I don't mind-" he replied
"Cal-what the hell- I'm not going to do that-" Xavier replied
"why not? you told me you wanted to before - and I'm permitting you-" he replied
"I wouldn't do it well if you were unconscious-
that's just not right- I never want you to do that to me so I wouldn't do it to you- and you need rest- and you have constant nightmares and I hate seeing you like that- I'm glad I was able to make you feel better- but I don't just want to f*ck you- I want us to be better- I never want to hurt you again-" Xavier replied
"but can we truly be happy Zavi?" he replied
"What makes you think we can't be?" Xavier replied
"because that's how fate is- I can't be happy- and I hate if you hurt me- truly" he replied
"did you forget our saying cal? fate is not what it seems remember that ok? no matter what you see the future can always change
so let's try to make it a good one ok?" Xavier replied
"but- I'm so scared Zavi- even if you don't hurt me I would hurt you and I don't want to lose you again-" he replied
"I'll always be with you you'll never lose me and I'll always love you-" Xavier replied
"but what if I did lose you and you hated me?" he replied
"I would never hate you-" Xavier replied
"then what if I wasn't a good person?
what if I hurt you over and over again?
what if you had kill me?" he replied
"I wouldn't give up on you- I know deep down that you care and that's what you saw in me right?-" Xavier replied
"Yeah I did and I want to believe it but it's hard
I don't even know what's real anymore-" he replied
Xavier held him securely in his arms
"I'm real Cal and this isn't a dream" Xavier replied
callus hugged him tight sobbing into Xavier's chest
Xavier raised his hand and petted his hair stroking it
this was how he always comforted him
callus felt safe in his arms
callus pulled back and hugged him one last time
"feel better now? we still have school remember?" Xavier replied
"f*ck I forgot-"he replied
"We still have time - do you think I would fit in your clothes?" Xavier replied
"I- Zavi- how can you be so shameless?" he replied
"You're the one who begged me to f*ck you-" Xavier replied
"Well you made me want it- Dammit-" he replied
"Yeah I wished I was more prepared - I need my oils and soaps-" Xavier replied
"Oils and soaps?- would that be good for my a**?" he replied
"Cal- how can you be so shameless?- and I don't know maybe?- but I need them to relax-
don't you have something that helps you relax?" Xavier replied
"You- or a hot shower- or both-" he replied
"Dammit Cal- can you keep your head out of the gutter?" Xavier replied
"I'm sorry Zavi it's suck in there really badly" he replied
"Are you always a pervert?" Xavier replied
"Would you rather me be depressed?" he replied
"No Cal I want you to be happy- I thought I made you brighter? what happened to looking on the bright side?" Xavier replied
"that dream- it changed everything- it felt so real- but I knew it had to be a dream- and you killed me" he replied
"I didn't have a choice Cal you had turned into a monster- I had to kill you-" he replied
"Why do think that was the only solution?"
Callus replied
"because that's what Llya told me-" he replied
"Why did you trust her? Was I that much of a monster?- was it impossible to save me?" Callus replied
"Cal you were so horrible- I couldn't even hate you but I couldn't deal with it any longer-
and I trust her because she was always a good friend to me-" he replied
"I understand Zavi but do you think it's a bit strange that she was ready for you to kill me?" Callus replied
"she wanted me to kill myself too-" he replied
"What the hell Zavi that isn't something a good person would do - something isn't right-" Callus replied
"she knew about us being vampires-" he replied
"that's why she wanted us dead- she thought of us as monsters- demons- I know that she convinced you but it was an act Zavi she did it to trick you-" Callus replied
"then are you trying to trick me?" he replied
"No Zavi-you I'm just telling you shouldn't let others trick you- and my gut tells me something is up with Llya- I want to trust her but after what you told me I don't know if I can- it just doesn't sound right-" Callus replied
"but that doesn't mean it will happen- she's not like that right?" he replied
"Zavi I'm not sure- something did seem off- with her" Callus replied
"fine let's get ready and go- we'll see how things turn out at school" he replied
so they took their showers separately
Xavier left his oldest pair of clothes
it was just the right size-
and they oddly felt familiar
it- felt as if he has been here many times
but this was the first time, right?
and why would he- unless they were in a relationship before?- was that possible?
how could he forget?- right he was with lyla
-was she- the one he loved? he was with someone before her Malik
or did it happen after?- did Callus even know?
what was their relationship like why couldn't he remember? he remembered Lyla and Lorain's love for each other but he couldn't remember his own love life he loved Lyla but was any of that ever real? Just what did Zavi mean to him? Who was Malik?
Llya was suspicious- she would show up out of nowhere and it was always at the worse times- she had to know what was going on
- as much she pretended she didn't he could tell that she knew- they were pretty loud
she heard everything- she knew about them-
he was going to deal with her
when he arrived he met up with Xavier as usual and when he turned around Lorain was there and something was off
"Cal dear can I talk to you privately?" she asked
"alright let's take this to the courtyard- stay there Zavi I'll be back" he replied
he grabbed Llya's hand and took her there
when they arrived she took a deep breath
and she pulled out an eerie familiar blade-
he didn't know where it was from but he recognized it-
"do you recognize this blade Cal?- I bet you do- I killed you with it- why didn't you just stay dead? why do you get a happy ending and I don't? you're more of a monster than me
monsters don't deserve happiness-" she replied
"what did I do wrong? I loved you with all my heart-" he replied
"You only loved me with half a heart- you didn't fully love me either what's so special about him?! you were supposed to be mine!-and maybe I could have had a good ending
but you ruined that- and because of you I can never touch her again- she ended up that way because of you why did you have to do that?!
why did you have to break an innocent girl?!
how can you be such a monster?!" she shouted
"Lly, who are you talking about? Who is this girl?" he replied
"Callus, you don't remember, do you? ha, that's hilarious- but do you remember me killing you with this blade- curious you don't remember what you did- if Xavier knew what would he think?- I don't think he is happy
why me Cal? why do you do it?!-" she replied
she waved the blade she was going insane
"I don't understand Llya what did I do?" he replied
"What did you do?! you stole the ones Iloved from me!" she shouted her blade pointing out at him
"I-I- why- would I do that?- I loved you Llya" he replied
"That was before me! Cal but I don't understand why you would do such a cruel thing-" she replied
"I don't know much about my past- but I know I was a monster- and I want to say I didn't do that but it's possible- I only did things for pleasure I loved hurting others and breaking them- I didn't care what method I used-
and I enjoyed the look in her eyes-
and I was going to end her suffering
but she killed me instead-" he replied
"So you do remember!- ha well I'm not just some innocent girl you can hurt again-
I even have hold of the one you loved-" she replied
"Who are you?! why are you using her?!" he shouted
"I never did tell you my name did I? Well it's not important you're dead anyway" she replied
she moved the blade towards him
he closed his eyes expecting it to end
but fate isn't what it seems
when he opened his eyes Lorain in front of him she stabbed her instead
"Lorain why did you interfere?!" she replied
"I'm sorry dear but I had to jump in at the last second I believe even monsters are worth saving- because I was one- and I was able to change- I was just like him I only lived for my pleasure and enjoyed the pain and suffering of others
but after I went through it myself- I never wanted to hurt anyone again- I hurt the one I loved the most-but I got another chance-
and I want these two to have a happy ending as I did- they deserve it more than I do-" Lorain finished
Callus reached out and caught her in his arms
"Lorain!- you didn't have to do that- I don't deserve a happy ending- I'm truly a monster-
I just ended up using Xavier- I only cared about his body-" he replied
"that isn't true you love him deeply- I can tell-
you do everything for him and you're scared to hurt him again- it was the same with me-
I never thought I could change- but she changed me- I fell in love- even if she knows my trueself she still loves me- and he will do the same- and Cal you aren't that person anymore- you have a good heart- but you were blinded by obsession and Lust- and you can do better truly love him- and if you don't you will regret it-" Callus finished
Callus began to sob
"Lorain I promise I'll never hurt him and I'll love him- I'll make him the happiest he's ever been-"he replied
"I'm glad Cal- and I'm sorry that I wasn't the best older sister I wish you could forgive me" Lorain replied.
"Older sister?!-" He shouted
"Did you really forget Cal? - eh it's probably better that you don't- like I said I wasn't good-
but I still hope you can forgive me for being a monster- I hurt you- I made you the way you are- I'm the reason you don't like touch-
I used you for my own benefits- and I'm truly sorry- I want us to be like siblings for real- if you're willing to accept me-" Lorain finished
"I'll accept you- you sacrificed everything for me- you realize your mistakes- and maybe you weren't the best person- but I can see how much you care and I don't believe I deserve this but I'm thankful-" he replied
"You deserve it Cal- and I'm happy- you're able to accept me- even after everything-" Lorain replied
"It's all in the past now- let's just be happy again-" he replied
"Yeah- I love you Cal-" Lorain replied
Callus turned bright red at those words
he wanted to hear them from Zavi again
Lorain closed her eyes
"Lorain! No please wake up! cous, please!
don't be dead-" he replied sobbing
[cal and Xavier commentary]
"so she really saved your life huh?" Xavier replied
"Yep for about 45 minutes-" Callus replied]
"Hey don't be so dramatic drama king" she replied
he looked over at her and glared
"go away-" he replied
"I'm not going anywhere- and her heart is still beating I didn't kill her- she just fainted-" she replied
"Oh- right she's probably weak because she didn't have sex like me" he replied
"What? That doesn't make sense- how can you get weak from that?" she replied
"Well she and Xavier are alike in a sense as
They both need sex to stay alive- and I don't need it as much- but it makes me stronger and I have amazing stamina-" he replied
"So- they're sex demons?" she replied
"I guess you could say that- and I'm holding everything back to not kill you- my bloodlust is quite high- I want to murder you but I know unhappy that make Lorain so I'll spare you for now-" he replied
"fine let's call a truce for now" she replied
"fine truce-" he replied
holding out his pinky
she gripped it with hers
"truce!" she replied
"Lly I know that you love Lorain but I don't understand it and how was she able to possess you? and why did she change her mind at last second?-"
"she's a demon but as why she changed her mind she saw the good in you I'm not sure how but she did- how is it you ended up with him?"
"I'm not sure how it happened it just did he's quite an odd man but I love him- he makes me so happy- and he's so shameless- do you want to know how we met?" he replied
"eh- I guess-" she replied
"I had just awoken- and I was thirsty- and I smelt blood- I went to it and that's how I found him he had cuts all over and I bit his neck.
and licked up the blood and I didn't stop there.
I kept licking him all over he lost so much blood because of me, and I ran off- because I realized what I did, and I just hoped that he was dead but he came after me!- he had taken my girl- I was so mad- but then when he confessed everything changed.
"he loved me first lick- and I couldn't understand it- but I ended up falling for him-"
he finished
"You two are strange- you really are soulmates huh?" she replied
"Yeah I believe so- do you believe the same with you and Lorain?" he replied
"Yeah- we are 100% soulmates- if we weren't she couldn't use my body as a vessel-" she replied
"so what are you exactly?" he replied
"human actually unlike you demon" she replied
"am I a demon?- last I checked I was a vampire-" he replied
"what's a vampire?" she replied
"A bloodsucker- you've never heard of one?" he replied
"Nope I was always oblivious to everything- but haven't you eaten someone before?" she asked
"Xavier ate me last night-" he replied
"You- that's not the kind of eat I meant!" she shouted
"No I haven't eaten anyone before but I did try to I almost ate Xavier and I mean literally-" he replied
"You tried to eat him?-" she replied
"he tasted so good- and I almost bit his hand off-" he replied
"What stopped you?" she asked
"I stopped myself by changing my action- I kissed his hand" he replied
"Oh- did you only do sexual things?" she asked
"Yeah- but I went overboard- and I'm not sure we'll ever do them again-" he replied
"but you said he f*cked you last night-" she replied
"I said Ate- but yeah and I don't know if it will be like that every night- he wanted it and so did I- so I gave it to him- he really enjoyed it" he replied
"ugh- I don't want to hear this-" she replied
"don't you want to f*ck Lorain?" he replied
"Of course I do! but I won't force her into it- even if I was forceful with her" she replied
"you were forceful? you were never like that with me-" he replied
"Well I couldn't control my actions because of the curse- she had to stop me despite not wanting it to because a pervert was watching-" she replied
Malik popped into existence
and he looked up at them
"Yeah sorry about that-" Malik replied
"it was you?!" she shouted
"Yeah- I had to keep an eye on Lorain- something was off- and it seems like she's a demon- she used and corrupted you- and you almost killed my lover-" he replied
"so is Lorain alright?" she replied.
"Yes her body is resting I couldn't possess it either as she possessed you-"
"does that mean you're a devil too?!"
"Yeah- they have a contract-" Xavier replied.
"A contract?" she replied.
"didn't you make one with Lorain?" Xavier replied
"I was just put under a curse- she forgot about the whole contract thing, but I guess it's sort of like one if I killed you, she give me a happy ending-" she replied.
"So, are you still going to do it?" Callus replied
"Yeah- but not now-" she replied.
"I know my actions can't be forgiven I was a monster- but can you give me a chance?" he replied.
"I already did if I didn't you be dead right now" she replied
"Yeah you're right- but you're still going to kill me?" he replied
"I don't have a choice I want a happy ending and to get that I have to kill you- because you aren't even supposed to be alive" she replied
"Because Lorain killed me?" he replied
"Yeah- you should've stayed dead- why did you get reincarnated?!- and I'm Lorain's that's why I have to kill you-" she replied
"wait- you are the same person?!" He shouted
"Not entirely we have lived completely different lives and we have different names-"
she replied
"But you have the same fate- right?" he replied
"Yeah-but fate is not what it seems" she replied
"You- Hey! That's our thing!" he shouted
"What are you talking about? I was just saying the truth-" she replied
"I and Zavi always said it- it was our saying-" he replied
"Oh that's cute - I'm going to say it with Lorain-" she replied
"Hey! You can't just take it!" He shouted
"Why not?- it's just a saying" she replied
"You don't understand its meaning-" he replied
"I do- things don't always turn out the way it seems- and that's what happened with you two?" she replied
"Yeah- I never thought I would be with him- I expected to be with you" he replied
"Well I'm her's now-" she replied
"Yeah and she can have you- I have Zavi and I'm happy-" he replied
"Well then I guess this is goodbye" she replied
she stabbed him
his eyes widen
that's when Xavier showed up and he caught Callus in his arms
"I'm sorry Zavi" he spoke those final words
he then closed his eyes
Xavier shook him
"Cal you can't be dead- we were supposed to have forever you promised me- wake up!" He shouted
there was no response.
he put his head to his chest.
there was no pulse.
his heart stopped.
he began to sob into his chest.
"You can't be gone- this isn't fair Cal- You promised- why did you have to break it? -" he replied
"Hey, Zavi, it be alright- maybe you'll see him again in your next life-" she replied.
she stabbed him before he could respond.
she looked down at her last victim.
she stabbed him repeatedly.
"f*cking pervert- I hate people like you" she replied
and that's how things ended-
but it's still not over yet -