I wake up to the sound of my alarm going off. Groaning at the sound before getting off my stomach and turning It off, falling back on the bed with a sigh. Turning on my back I rub my eyes before moving to the side of the bed. I get up walking to my bathroom to get ready for the day. I walk into my closet and look through my hanging clothes and decided on a plain black crop top and a pair of gray sweatpants with socks. Leaving my closet I go to the kitchen.
When I enter the kitchen I wash and dry my hands and make french toast with fruit, as I set my food down at the table the doorbell rings. I groan just wanting to eat my food in peace, but I had to go see who it was. Looking through the peak hole I see it's Corbin, Groaning I open the door slightly so only my head is showing and said "Please go away."
"Amber, please, I didn't mean it, I'm sorry, please forgive me." He begs, holding out a bouquet in front of him.
"I'm sorry, but no," I say closing the door.
"Wait! Please, we can talk about this, Please," he says with his other hand on my door keeping it from closing.
I open the door more so he can see my whole body, my shoulders leaning against the door frame, arms crossed, "Answer me this, will you?" I say looking into his eyes.
"Yes?" he said moving his hand back.
"Was it real... our relationship?"
"Of course it was!" he said defensively, but for some reason, I didn't believe him. I narrow my eyes at him.
liar
"Why'd you do it?"
"Do what?"
I look at him dumbfounded, is he really this stupid? "I'm sure you can use that big brain of yours to figure out what you did," I say not hiding my sarcasm.
he looked taken aback by my sarcasm "I didn't mean it, I was just caught in the moment, please believe me." he said begging
I stare at him not knowing what to say, he looked at me waiting for me to say something. I took a deep breath in and exhaled.
"Why do you want me back?"
"Because I love you," I look at him not believing his answer. "No, you don't," I say glaring.
"Yes, I do!"
"No, you don't, tell me the truth!" I say feeling anger rushing through me.
"You want to know the truth?!?!"
"Yes!"
"Your right I don't love you!" he admits
"Then why want to get back with me?!?!"
"To use you!!" he quickly shot his mouth up, eyes wide, realizing what he just say.
"No, wait, no I didn't mean-" I cut him off saying, "Thank you for your honesty, goodbye," I say slamming the door in his face never wanting to see his face ever again. Seeing him again will make me want to break down and cry.
..Ha.. haha... I was used... I was used, I'm so stupid, so so stupid! I feel my tears start to fall, I wipe them off as quietly as they fall. I shake my head, "He doesn't deserve your tears girl, so don't give him any!" I say out loud to cheer myself up.
I start to walk back to the kitchen, insistently remembering my food and hoping it was still warm not knowing how long we were talking. Taking a bite out of my food, to my pleasure it was warm. I begin to eat my food and look out the window to my right of me. 4 years, ha, 4 years down the drain. I sigh shaking my head and continued eating my food.
*
The sound of my phone ringing catches my attention, pausing my show I look to see who it is. Seeing it's Jessie I answer, "Hey."
"Hey, girl, do you have any plans by any chance."
"No, why?"
"Good 'cause we're going out today, so get all sexy up, we are going to a club."
I look at my screen shocked "Whoa, hold up the club?!
"Yess, club, now get ready I'll be there at your house in like 45 minutes," she says in an ushering voice.
"Do I have a say in this?" I ask hoping I don't have to leave the comfort of my home.
"Nope." she chirped.
"Welp it was worth a try,"
She laughs at me before saying "Just get ready, I'll see you soon, cya."
"Cya." sighing I turn off the tv and get ready. Getting up I walk to my room and go to the closet. What should I wear, should I wear a dress if so how relieving? Short or long? Tight or semi-loose? Or should I wear shorts and a shirt, what kind of shorts? Or should I wear a crop with a skirt? Ugh, I don't like going out. I'll just try everything I have.
~40 minutes later~
"UGH, why is it so hard to pick an outfit?!" I say sitting down on the pile of clothes on the floor, frustrated.
The doorbell rings catching my attention instantly. I quickly grab my phone to check the time, seeing that 40 minutes passed. she is not supposed to be here for another 5 minutes. I get up and walk to the door. Making it to the door I open it to see Jessie in a black long sleeves crop top with a black leather short skirt and knee-high boots, her hair in a high ponytail.
"Heyy" I say nervously as she looks up and down at what I'm wearing. She grabs my arm and drags me back to my room, freezing mid-step seeing how messy my room is with the clothes flung across the room and all over my floor. I laugh nervously "I couldn't find an outfit, I guess I can't come,"
"Nope, you are coming,"
"Just sit on your bed and I get you an outfit," she said pushing me to the bed.
I sigh compiling, as I sit on the bed. Watching her look through the pile of clothes, tossing the ones she doesn't away and keeping the ones she likes next to her. I start to get bored watching her and decided to go on my phone. After 15 minutes Jessie was finally fished with her search and told me to put on the outfit. I walk into the bathroom and change into a gold and black sequence mini-dress, sleeveless and backless, that also hugs my waist, walking out Jessie looks up and down at the dress.
"Ehh it's pretty but not sexy enough, here put this on," she said handing me another outfit. Going to the bathroom I put on the new outfit. It's a black mesh sparkly mini dress, with long sleeves, paired with a pair of black underwear. stepping out of the bathroom Jessie looks at me and smiles, "Now that's sexy, these put on this," giving me a black blazer, black knee-high boots, and a diamond necklace with a matching pair of earrings. Putting them on she gives me a proud nod happy with her work.
"Okay, let's do your makeup now," she said pushing me toward my vanity.
Once it was done I looked at myself in the mirror, seeing that she went for a more neutral look. "Okay, that's enough looking we gotta go," she says rushing me. We walk out of my room to the front door, grabbing my bag we exit my place locking the door before walking to the elevator. Making it to the ground floor, we exit the building.
"Ready to have some fun?" Jessie asked
"I think so," with that we get a taxi to the club.