When I sat next to her she suddenly started trembling saying get out. I stared at her for a while and the thought made me cry how much I wanted her to be safe and happy the more I hurt her.
I started weeping too and she unexpectedly stopped. She was dumbfounded due to a critical moment. She was looking blankly at me and I hugged her saying sorry several times. She hugged me back and said what happened to me last night and why I did not give it a stop. I was doing things to her that were abusing her and she was stopping me continuously. I said nothing but was whimpering while keeping my head on her shoulder with guilt.
She stroked me and said she will forgive me only on one condition that we will spend our honeymoon in all the cities of England.
This compromised that she wanted me to have our honeymoon in the country we were living in. I said ok in a happy and satisfied tone. She hugged me tightly and said thank you so much several times in a row.
