I should have died too

hi I am the author my name is dejah I am 11 and a half years old in 2023 February 6 although i am very young i have all ways write a book or something like that something like that so I'm going to tell you what this book is going to be about a woman who want to end her life because she thinks that she has no reason to live anymore because her mom died and her dad and her little brother and she feels like that she should have died with them because on the day before they died she asked her mom to go to the carnival with some friends but her mom told her no so she snuck out and after that her family died because of a fire now that was a lot of information so let's hop right into the novel