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Chapter 18 - The Night in Seoul: A Moment of Love and Uncertainty

The next morning, he took a taxi from Seoul to his apartment.

"You are in trouble because of me."

"Ayoung, I don't care about you. Come on." He made me sit at the table near the kitchen.

He took off his apron.

"Look at Chef Min's work." I can't stop laughing at his crazy work. His work was full of love. He made me the most delicious ramen.

"Every girl should have a boyfriend like you."

"Then, baby, I'm worth less."

"Your fan girls are lucky to be fans of such a good boy."

"Then how do you feel about me?"

"I think that such a crazy and innocent boy is only for me."

"I love you, my princess."

"Minsu , Director Bun has come."

"I will come, Kim; wait for a few minutes."

"Eat until I come," he said, giving me a kiss on the cheek and leaving.

After eating the most delicious food ever, I walked slowly into his beautiful house. The Han River looked beautiful from the balcony. Since I haven't been to the Han River in a while, I decided to visit the Han River.

"Miss, where are you going?"

"I tried to go to the Han River for a while."

"Okay, miss, I will come behind. Sir said not to send her alone.

I went with him to the river. Relaxing in my mind, I slowly put the iPod to my ear to listen to a song. A beautiful melodious line with the wind of thoughts is sitting in front of me.

"With many dreams, I came to go."

It's a storm that looks beyond love.

A million reasons to fall in love with the sky.

A picture beyond the stars"

I was sitting on the bench in the park, looking at the stars in the distant sky.

Min-su came running to me when I didn't even think about it. I looked around, thinking that I saw someone. He covered his head in my lap.

"What is this?" I felt very strange about his actions today. He closed his eyes without saying anything. I felt that he was not calm, so I rubbed his head and looked at the sky.

"Aye," he whispered slowly. "Hmm." I answered him.

"I can't go to the military." I can't live without you for 2 years."

I felt like the world stopped at those words of his.

"Don't I have a peace?" My heart screamed, but I smiled without knowing that.

"When you become a gentleman in Korea, you must do what you need to do for the country; otherwise, you will not be a good gentleman," I said, holding his hand.

"How is that?"

"I'll leave here and go to the country then, okay?" He said it sadly and angrily.

"Min. Don't be a little boy. Be like a good boy. I'll take care of mom, brother, and dad."

"Now you are in a problem..no..both of us are in a problem..then how can I go?" Min said stubbornly.

When he is upset, he is like a little boy. When he gets angry because of how much he loves his loved ones, it shows well.

"I'm fine.. I'm not thinking about those questions. You have a concert these days."

"I want to with you"

We both argued for a while and thought of going out to eat at night, but I realized that I couldn't go out to eat, so my min- Su went home. I walked home and gave food to Min-Su.

"I will put on a wash .Don't get angry . be good boy and eat."

I went to his room. It was a beautiful, free space. There was a guitar on the edge.

A big clothes rack, a city-view balcony, a big bathroom, and a small fridge were in his room.

"This is beautiful," I said, smiling and spinning around. you bring me here by force None of my clothes were here. "

I took one shirt from Min's closet and went to take a bath. I came out, wiping my head, and saying, "now I'm fresh girl".

I put the towel aside and took the iPad and sat in the bin bag on the balcony, looking at the wonder of the city view. I got ready to draw it.

I thought, "Hmm..it's been a while since I've been enjoying the breeze like this".

"Ah, what are you doing?" Minsu asked while coming to the balcony.

"Ah, I am doing this beautiful drawing."

"You are beautiful," said Min, pressing my face. My face turned red.

Min looked at my face.

"Wait, I will bring something," he said.

When he came, he brought a wine made of pine and two bottles.

"Celebrating our first night together"

"First night?"

"Yes, your first night at home."

By saying "cheers," we celebrated our longtime meeting. As the sun began to set, the bustling city of Seoul lit up like a sparkling diamond. Min's gentle touch on my face and his soft kiss set my heart on fire with love. Suddenly, a call interrupted our intimate moment, and Minsu's presence broke our spell.

But the night was still young, and we held hands in the city streets, remembering each moment with loving warmth. The city lights shone around us like stars as we whispered sweet nothings into each other's ears.

As the night wore on, we were wrapped in each other's arms and alone in our cozy little apartment. Min's tender kisses made me feel like the luckiest person in the world. We lay on the sofa together, watching the stars twinkle in the sky and listening to Minsu's purr.

Morning light crept through the window, illuminating the room with a soft glow. When I opened my eyes, I saw Min Su still sleeping peacefully on the sofa. I couldn't resist the urge to snuggle up next to him, feeling his warmth and love surround me like a cozy blanket.

In that moment, I knew that no matter what the future held, I would always cherish the love we shared. Every kiss, hug, and moment spent together was a precious gift, and I was grateful for each one.

I made kimchi eggs, dakjuk, and Dalgona coffee in the morning.

Min Su rolled her eyes and came to the kitchen, saying good morning and hugging me.

Just then, the doorbell rang. Minsu went to open the door, saying, "Who is this?"

It's none other it's Byung Kim.

"Can't you come late?" Min Su asked a little harshly.

"No, we're on time, aren't we, Ayoung?"

Early in the morning, the three friends started rolling on the floor and arguing.

"Oh, come on, please come to breakfast" .

Byung and Kim stopped the fight and came running.

"Hmm..is the food good?" Kim said. All three ate the food in one breath.

Byung said "Ayoung is always needed".

"she only cooks for me."

"I'll fix it."

"Did you see? That's how it is, good friends?"

After a while, makeup artist Jaa Shaa came. She had a beautiful clothes rack with her. Although his name is Jaa Shaa, he is a man, but he doesn't like to be called "he."

"Aye, here I have brought beautiful clothes for you. Come here, darling,"

"Everything there was beautiful. It was impossible to choose one."

After breakfast, Min Kim Byung went to the fan meeting, and Jaa Shaa was choosing clothes that fit me.

Meanwhile, someone I didn't know came to the house. Jaa shaa, said Min's agency director, Bun.

"Ayoung, can I talk to you? "

I sat down to talk to him.

"Ayoung, I know that you are doing a good job. I also know that one of your stories is real. But there is a problem here."

I feel that there is a big problem with his speaking style.

"What is that?"

"Did you know that Ayoung Min-su is canceling the next all concert?" He is trying to open many doors because of you. If you can, think of him and stop this relationship."

"Ever since you came, Minsu has only had problems." Ayoung, if you love him, please stay away from his life."

I was listening to all this without doing anything. The director scolded me like that and went away. The happiness in my heart disappeared instantly.

"Don't count these things because you owe that man want only money." Jaashaa told me, but I didn't count.

My chest started to hurt, so I quickly got up and went to my room to find my medicine.

There was medicine in the medicine bottle too. I swallowed it and quickly left the house.

But there is no shortage of my pain. I went to the hospital to take medicine again. He checked my report and looked at me seriously.

"Ayoung!! If you keep panicking like this, it's not good for your heart. Be as happy as you can. Be free.. I'm telling you to go away and relax."

I walked from there and sat down in the park. I don't know what to do or where to go. I was very depressed by his speech. "What should I do?" I whispered. Tears kept falling from my eyes. I went home, quickly took a pen and paper, and wrote a letter.

My dearest moon,

As I sit down to write this letter, my heart aches with the pain of what I am about to say. I know this may come as a surprise to you, but I can no longer continue with our relationship. It's not because I don't love you, but because I need some time to find myself.

I miss you terribly already, and the thought of not being able to see you every day breaks my heart. But I know deep down that this is what's best for us. We both need to grow as individuals, and I hope that you can understand that.

You are an amazing person with so much potential, and I know that you will go far in life. Even though we won't be together anymore, please know that I will always be rooting for you. I will always cherish the memories we made together, and I will always be grateful for everything you have done for me.

I don't want you to worry about me. I will be okay, and I will always carry a piece of you with me. Please don't look for me, and don't blame yourself for anything. This is something that I need to do for myself, and I hope that one day we can both look back on this and see it as a necessary step in our growth.

Take care, my sweet Moon. Have a nice day, and remember that you are loved. Always.

Yours truly,

Ayoung

I went to meet Suha for the last time

"Suuuuhaaaa" ran and hugged her. We drank iced coffee with her from Mr. Lee's coffee shop.

"Ayoung!! What are you doing?

"I need to find a job again. Until then, the webtoon will be pulled."

"That's good, Ayoung."

I went to visit Apgujeong-dong Min Su's family with her. As soon as I left, Min's mother hugged me. "Oh, my children," she comforted me by saying. "Sit down here," she said.

"How are you, children?"

"I'm fine." I said smiling.

"ayoung nuna..." Ha Joon also came and sat next to me.

"We both had a hard time, didn't we?" he said with a smile.

"These people have nothing else to do except look for other people's gossip," Mr. Hwang said angrily.

"My child, don't you think Min will take care of you, won't he?"

"Yes, he takes good care of me,"

The last time I met them, I boarded the plane to go to Jeju. I thought of turning off my phone until I left. I felt so good on the plane. Maybe it was the last day I was in Seoul. I missed Seoul so much that I didn't look at it again. I left Seoul before and was separated from my loved ones. This time too, because I didn't know anyone in Jeju either, it was even more painful when it happened to me too.

As the engines of the plane roared to life, my heart felt heavy with a deep ache. The last time I met my loved ones was now a distant memory, and I couldn't help but feel a sense of sadness wash over me. I thought about turning off my phone and shutting myself off from the world until I reached my destination. But as I looked out the window, I couldn't resist the temptation to catch one last glimpse of Seoul.

The city held so many memories for me—memories that I cherished and would hold dear for the rest of my life. But it was also a place of heartbreak and separation. I had left Seoul before, leaving behind those I loved and cared for. And now I was doing it again. The pain of separation cut deep, and it was even more excruciating knowing that I didn't know anyone in Jeju.

As the plane took off, I closed my eyes and allowed the tears to flow. It was a bitter ending to my time in Seoul, but I knew that life had to move forward. Though my heart was heavy, I was determined to make a new beginning in Jeju. The memories of my time in Seoul would remain with me, a reminder of the love and heartbreak that I had experienced.