Romeo woke up only to see a letter side his pillow and he knew who it was from he quickly toke it and ran outside to Shem's room and fine it empty like his heart he begin to read the note and he could feel that lonely feeling, the feeling he was so use to yet hate it to his core and here it is again but this time it was his fault he blame himself for not being truthful to himself the fear of not trusting someone seem to be stronger than the thought of loving someone he knew he was gay but he just couldn't accept it and so he felt alone and he was so good at hiding his feelings, rejecting his true self and feeling ashamed of what he was to become if he ever embrace it until he met Shem it was as is his eyes was like glue on him when he first saw him walking in the corridor and even at dinner he would seek a quick glance and yet he never say a word to him his affection was so visible that he felt so embarrass and when the time come for him to grab his opportunity he let it go and now he's all alone and regrets is the worse than rejects.
[ I knew you like me the moment you saw me and I'm sorry I never told you sooner you weren't alone in this feeling, I knew you were mine the moment I saw you, but I don't know why I was so hesitant up till now, I wanted to tell you how I dreamt and crave you every night and you should know how much it hurts to leave you and how the simplest things you do influence me greatly your smile makes me shy, your laughter is all it takes to make me blush I wanted you, I need you and it strange of how sudden this is but I just can't help it, but I'm sorry I'll have to delay but I'll be back I promise and I'll make sure your body, lips, thought shall be mine that's a promise cause I will certainly show you paradise.]
"I will wait for you Shem that's the least I can do." just than Annie came in and smile'
"Miss me?" Romeo hug her and spoke. "Why didn't you tell me first that you were getting marry.
"I'm sorry it was so sudden too."
"And you are happy?"
"Yes."
"When."
"Next month."
"Christmas?"
"Yes, how did you know?"
"It's the same day as our parents wedding so I guess."
"Dress we are going shopping."
"Really?"
"Yes."