Chapter 1: Hate / Terrifying Beginning in Another World
Note: I was hesitant about how to start the story and the pace of progression, but I decided to start slowly in order to establish the atmosphere of the story and understand the character of the heroine and the world better, so I decided to start with an opening arc consisting of 15-20 chapters, do not worry, these chapters will not be without fun.
Warning: shocking content, my username is darkheart (bear with me for a bit).
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Aileen felt that her soul was floating on a liquid surface that looked like flowing water. She did not hear or see, as if her senses were closed in on herself.
She no longer knew how much time had passed since her death. The feeling of eternal remorse that tormented her soul drove her to madness. She cried and screamed. She tried to be patient with the torment in the hope that it would end or numb her feeling, but no matter what she did, her torment did not end, so that she began to wish that She loses her mind to get a moment of rest and peace.
"Oh, I'm tired of this situation. I wish I was able to commit suicide. I wasted eighty years of my life following the rules and morals in order to get comfort in my death. What have I got? Endless torment."
While she was still grumbling about her miserable fate, she suddenly felt an enormous force surrounding her soul, the pressure was monstrous as if the heavens were crushing on her with all its weight.
"Ah, what is this?" For the first time since her death, she forgot about her torment. The feeling that overwhelmed her being became mere boundless fear and horror.
"Tell me, what should I do with you, baby girl?" A soft female voice echoed in Aileen's mind.
"...." Aileen
The entity with the voice had an overwhelming presence, Aileen couldn't even think of reacting to the voice, she could only shiver from the terror that gripped her soul.
After a short silence, the voice spoke, "I have broken the divine law and implanted a part of myself in you, and I was willing to make you my daughter at some point, but you had to defy my will, and act like a virtuous and disgusting nun."
"Anyway, as much as I would like to keep watching you suffer, I can't leave you in the sea of spirits. This sea is powerless to purify you of my will. If other gods find out about your existence, I 'll be in trouble. So, do I wipe you out? Or give you a second chance." ?
Aileen was trembling with terror and was unable to respond, but her anger began to escalate, from anger to pure hatred.
'Because of her, because of her I didn't get the peace I deserve in my death, I did all the good things in my life, but because of her'
"Oh, my fault, hehehe, you can talk now, sweetie."the Mysterious goddess said
"Give me a second chance, and I'll come fuck your life, bitch," Aileen manages to respond despite all her fear.
The Mysterious Goddess laughed amusedly, "Hohoho, are you that angry, humm? I think hate is a good motivator."
"Well let's do it like this, I'll give you another chance, do whatever it takes to get stronger, and if you find me and defeat me, I'll become your slave, what do you think?"
Aileen was silent, then said, "How do I know that you will not cheat, or maybe you can not abide by the result?"
"Take it or leave it," said the goddess in a disinterested tone. "I won't make guarantees."
It was like boundless scorn and humiliation, Aileen couldn't help but grind her teeth in agreement.
"Deal," Aileen replied with a sense of utter helplessness.
The Goddess replied, "Very well, one last thing. I will give you a way to become stronger, but you will not start in a semi-dead world like before. Try not to die early in your new world, because if you return to the Sea of Spirits, I will destroy you directly."
After the pressure of the Goddess on her soul faded away, an automated voice rang in Aileen's mind.
Ding « You have been granted the gift of the Goddess---> Slut System: Details Unlocked »
Ding « Host is being transferred, first destination: Ravira World / world rank A+ / chance of survival 10% »
Ding « 3 .. 2 .. 1 ... the reincarnation has begun »
"Wait for me bitch, I'll make street dogs fuck you and rip you apart!" Aileen yelled before her mind faded.
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World of Ravira / Western Continent.
In the DarkDay (Thursday)
The crimson moon was decorating the sky that night, it was very cold even though it was still early winter.
In a small log cabin in a forest, the cries of a woman in terrible pain can be heard
* *Aaaah *Oh my God, helped me, *Aaaah *, please help me, Marcus. "She was a beautiful woman with black hair lying on a dirty bed in the dilapidated hut, her stomach was swollen and it seems about to give birth.
"Hold on a little longer, Celia, it will be over soon." A blond, burly young man stood next to her. He was holding her hand, his face expressing extreme concern.
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Aileen was in the dark, but she felt a comforting warmth enveloping her, relaxing her mind into a gentle calm.
' Ah, finally some rest and peace, I feel like I've had a good sleep for a long time, I don't know what that bitch's wrong with me, but who am I kidding with? I have no chance of defeating her....at least I got a new life and I'll do my best'
' By the way, where am I? '
She scanned her surroundings and then glimpsed a small spot of light in the midst of the darkness, she began to feel her drift towards that light, 'Hey, no no no, I want to stay, I don't want to leave' She panicked as if she was going to lose her safe haven.
As soon as she came out into the light, she felt a strange sadness radiating through her, so she started crying and screaming *wwaaaa waaaa*
She felt big hands cleaning her and wrapping her in cloth. "It's a girl, just as you expected, Celia."
Aileen looked at the blond, blue-eyed young man who was holding her and calmed down a bit, when she realized that she had been reborn as a child in the world of Ravira.
'Is this my father?' His appearance is above average, not bad.' She stared at him with innocent curiosity, but her mind fantasized about seducing and having sex with him when she got older. 'Oh damn, I still suffer from my dirty mind.'
The young man was holding her gently as he calmed her down with a bitter look on his face.
"Let me hold her, Marcus," Celia said tiredly.
When her mother picked her up, and looked into her light purple eyes, Aileen felt so emotional that she started crying.
Celia smiled tenderly, "Don't cry baby, your mother is here with you." She took out her nipple and began to feed her daughter.
Eileen started to breastfeed the milk, her tears still flowing, "There is an evil goddess who is bullying me, mother, please hide me in your arms."
Celia looked into her daughter's puppy-like eyes and laughed, "Hehehe, she's cute, her eyes are purple like mine."
Marcus smiled bitterly and said, "But her hair is as red as her damned father."
"I know you wouldn't accept another man's child," Celia said sadly, "but she's mine too. I really love you, but..."
"I know... it wasn't your fault... what would her name be?" he interrupted sadly.
Aileen was shocked, 'Daddy, not my dad? And my mother was slept with another man, and she became pregnant with me??! '
Celia was silently thinking of her daughter's name and then spoke, "Allie, her name will be Alicia."
"I think it's a good name," said Marcus.
There was silence in the room for a few minutes, the atmosphere was getting progressively gloomier, until Celia broke the silence.
"Would you do that, Mark? For me?"
Mark replied bitterly, "I don't want to leave you, Celia."
Sobbing, Celia said, "Please, Mark. We've talked about it so much. I can't run from my family anymore. If they find her with me, they'll kill her. Whatever they do to me, they can't kill me." But, I want her to live."
"Hey, what?" Why would someone want to kill me? I was just born for heaven'
Mark replied: What about us?
"Mark please, when this is all over I will be yours, I promise." Celia puts Aileen aside and pleads. She hugs Mark tightly.
"Okay, I will. I think they'll be there soon. You have to say goodbye quickly."
Celia came back to hold her daughter, crying so hard, "Sorry, Mama loves you so much Allie, but we have to part a little bit, be strong, okay? Mama will come to you soon, I love you."
Mark was standing with a grim expression as he gritted his teeth.
Celia got up and sobbingly handed her daughter over to Mark. "I know you don't want to take care of her, but please take her to a safe place."
Aileen couldn't stop herself anymore and burst into tears. Even though she was a reincarnation and had just met her new mother, the passion between them was real. These feelings were embedded in her instincts like any living being that recognizes and clings to its mother unconditionally.
Mark came out of the dilapidated hut carrying a charming baby girl with red hair and purple eyes. The little girl did not stop crying until her strength failed and she fell asleep dreaming of pinching her mother's nipples until they swelled (her perverted mind).
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the next day
When little Alicia (Aileen) awoke and opened her eyes to the sunrise on the lightday (Friday), she was startled by the brightness of the pure white light that descended upon the world, making her purple eyes glow like precious stones, and her bright red hair fluttering with the fresh morning wind.
'Very beautiful... I will wait for you mom, I want to see such a charming scene with you one day.'
She was wrapped in thin cloth and tied to Mark's back, who was standing on the edge of a high cliff. As soon as Alicia's admiration for the sunrise was over, she felt a shiver of frost attack her delicate little body.
"Woooooh, it's cold, this cloth is so thin, please, Fake Daddy, cover me with something warmer."
Alicia tried to communicate her idea but all that came out were the gentle sounds of a baby.
"I swear I'll be back for you, Celia," Mark muttered as he turned to continue on his way.
Alicia had been crying for half an hour to alert Mark that she was hungry and cold, but he ignored her as he made half-hearted attempts to calm her.
' What is happening ? Crying doesn't work? Or are there linguistic codes for crying that only real babies know? "
Alicia struggled with the cold in her body until the sun rose high enough to spread her warmth. She was quiet because she felt dizzy from so much crying. She was about to fall asleep from low energy. Suddenly the knot that kept her pinned to Mark's back opened. She felt like she was falling into an abyss. Fear spread within her.
She was swinging hanging upside down, her head just inches away from hitting the ground.
"Tch." Mark clicked his tongue in disappointment
'tch? Is he disappointed that I didn't fall on my head'
Alicia was terrified. 'What the fuck?' '
Mark reattached Alicia on his back without a care in the world for what just happened.
Alicia notices he's tying a loose knot again, 'Oh damn, I'm stuck with a psychopath trying to kill me casually'
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By night, Alicia was exhausted as hell, after that dangerous situation Mark's "occasional" mistakes kept coming over the one-day-old baby.
was putting it on. On the ground in a place where there are clear traces of the presence of animals, then he moves away a great distance to relieve himself behind a tree that does not allow him to see what is happening to Alicia.
He was cleaning her in a big bucket of water and she almost drowned twice.
He forgot to feed her milk until the sun was about to set.
If she hadn't grabbed his shirt with her soft little hands, she would have fallen twice more.
Then he put her dangerously close to the fire, and went to sleep.
Alicia was looking at his back as he slept, she was terrified as she hurled insults at him
"Bastard, scoundrel, despicable, deranged, degraded. I wish my mother would betray you with hundreds of men, so much so that the cuckold god would kneel in respect for you. Go and sleep with your mother, you insolent son of a bitch.'
' Damn that bitch, the probability of survival in this world is 10%, but isn't there a truce for a baby girl on her first day?
' Damn everything, but.....why is it somehow fun....the amount of adrenaline I got today from fear and tragic drama beats my last eighty years, am I deranged because I enjoy the thrill? '
Finally, Alicia ended her first day in another world, losing consciousness from excessive enthusiasm and fatigue.
After two months.
There were three huge wolves walking cautiously towards Alicia, who was using magic to protect herself inside a small ring of fire.
' I take back my words, this is no fun, please, someone get me out of this hell"
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Disclaimer: Alicia's actual age is over eighty. I hope it is not taken as something offensive to children, although I did not film any direct and explicit violence.
I apologize if there are linguistic errors, my mother tongue is not English, but I do my best
See you Thursday in a new chapter