"Hey beautiful." I heard from a smooth voice coming from behind me. I spun around to see Ethan in a white T-shirt and jeans looking delicious. I met Ethan at the movies, so he didn't have to see my shit hole of a house I lived in. "Hey sexy you look absolutely edible." I replied with a huge smile and a hug.
"I got our tickets already. You want to grab some popcorn too?" Ethan asked, handing me a ticket. I wanted to squeal at how cute this all was. He was so soft spoken and a total gentleman.
"Yes please, popcorn and Reese pieces are a must for any movie if you don't mind." I replied innocently.
"I think I can handle that." He replied with a kiss on the cheek then grabbed my hand to head to the concession stand.
The second we sat down he grabbed my hand again and never let it go. I loved that he didn't try to run a hand up my leg or even kiss me. Well, I kind of wanted the kiss, but it was sweet how happy he was just hanging out.
He kept stealing glances at me and every time I laughed, I saw him look my way. I know he wanted to see me smiling and it was so cute. It was getting to the end of the movie, and I figured either I made the first move, or he was going to be too much of a gentleman, and I so desperately wanted that kiss.
The next time I saw him looking my way I turned to him with my biggest smile. I kept my eyes locked with his and leaned in a little closer. "I really like being here with you." I whispered glancing at his lips as I licked mine.
"Me too." He whispered brushing my hair from my face. His touch was so slow and soft it made me melt inside. I kept eye contact hoping he got the hint. His hand went to my chin and pulled me closer as he leaned in. YES! Finally! I've been waiting over an hour for this, and the anticipation was killing me.
His soft lips connected to mine lingering there for a moment. He slowly continued to kiss me, parting his lips only a little, keeping it slow and sweet. I kissed him back savoring every second of how gentle he was. It wasn't rushed or hungry. It was a kiss that felt like my lips on his were enough to satisfy him for a lifetime.
Boys really underestimated how incredibly hot romance was. I flicked my tongue to his lower lip asking for more and he smiled against mine. His hand came up to cup my face and took the kiss deeper.
Without even knowing it my throat let out a little moan and he picked up the pace with our entwining tongues. His hands moved to my back and down to my waist, but never once did they wonder inappropriately. I don't know how long we were kissing but before I knew it people were getting up and the movie credits were rolling.
I pulled back some upset our make out session was over. He gave me a sweet smile and bit his lip never looking away from me. "I could stay here lost in your eyes forever." He whispered as his thumb caressed my cheek.
Holy crap was I getting lost in the mushy romance. I don't know if it was real, or if he was that good of a player, but I wanted more. I'm definitely understanding how all my friends craved to feel this way and I haven't even had sex yet.
My stomach had other ideas and let out a loud growl making Ethan chuckle. He cleared his throat "We should probably head to dinner. Your stomach is upset with me."
I just nodded as I was a little embarrassed. He grabbed my hand and as we walked out of the theater, I realized it was empty, completely empty. I was so hypnotized by everything Ethan I felt like nothing else existed but us.
The rest of the night he was just as sweet. Holding my hand, arm around waist, sweet kisses and corny comments that made me do little happy dances in my head. Then at 11:30 he had me at Layla's house so I would be home by midnight.
"I had a really good time tonight." I said as we sat in her driveway.
"Me too." He replied still holding my hand and staring into my eyes. I should probably move to get out of the car, but I didn't want the night to end. Plus, he didn't ask about a second date or kiss me goodnight yet. I needed both of those to happen to make everything perfect.
"I want to ask you out again, but I don't know when I'm going to have a free night." He said and even though it wasn't exactly what I wanted to hear I couldn't help but smile.
"I would really like a second date."
"You would?"
"Of course. I meant what I said. I had a really, really good time tonight." I leaned in to steal another kiss.
"Mm, me too." He replied, pulling me closer and kissing me more. I let out a little giggle at how cute it all was.
He pulled away again but looked sad this time. "Honestly, I have back-to-back competitions and won't even be in this state for most of the next month. I probably shouldn't have even asked you out, but I just couldn't help myself when I saw you in the lunch line."
My smile quickly faded, realizing if I committed to him then I would have a boyfriend I saw once a month if I was lucky. I huffed at the realization that he was actually really busy with his sports, and I didn't want to mess with any of that anyway.
"How about we agree to be friends... for now. When you're back in town and have free time maybe you'll have enough courage to ask me out again. Until then we could text and see what happens." I wanted more than this, but it was all that could really happen right now.
"I'd like that a lot. Well, I would like more, but I know it's unfair to ask anything when I'm never around." Ethan said, leaning away from me.
I grabbed his shirt and stole a greedy kiss this time. If it was the last time, we were going to kiss for at least a few weeks, then I was going to leave him wanting more.
After a few minutes we finally separated to get much needed oxygen in our lungs. Ethan laid his forehead to mine catching his breath. "Damn that kiss is going to drive me crazy until I see you again."
I bit my lip at his words "until next time." I gave him a quick peck then got out of the car. If I hadn't just tore myself away from him, I would have stayed all night in his car.
It was bittersweet how the night ended but I was never one to dwell on the negative. I had an amazing date and maybe one day something more will come of us. For now, I'm sixteen with my whole life ahead of me.
One thing I knew for sure was that I wanted a boyfriend, I wanted to feel that way again. I really wanted Ethan, but I wasn't going to close myself off either. I'll just take it one day at a time. At least I knew that there were good guys out there. Guys that would be sweet and romantic.
————-
"Ok our mission, if we chose to accept it, is to get Alley laid tonight? I for one chose the mission and say fucking finally!" Katie shouted to Layla and me as she drove us to the Lake. It was Saturday night and there wasn't anything better to really do so why not?
"Uhm, you definitely misunderstood everything I told you about my date last night. No getting laid tonight, Katie." I gave her a cross look. The last thing I needed is for every guy at school to think I'm just looking for sex or God forbid to start placing bets on me.
I was serious, I wanted that mushy romantic boyfriend. If that didn't work, then I don't know, but I know one thing for sure pleasuring myself after spending all night with Ethan wasn't enough. My sex drive is in full force. At some point these past few weeks I've started getting so riled up my pussy was literally throbbing for a good release.
"Fine, whatever. You get a dreamy boyfriend to release some of that pent up sexual frustration with his tongue and I'll get laid tonight. How about you Layla, what do you want?" Katie asked, annoyed.
I don't know why she cared about my sex life, but that girl seemed determine to get me to lose my virginity. She said it was unnatural to be this old and never felt the hard thickness of a man inside you.
Don't get me wrong, I've definitely thought about it but I'm only sixteen, which is not too old to be a virgin and secondly, I wanted it to be with someone I at least know. It doesn't have to be all stars aligned and love of my life bullshit, but more than a guy I met a few hours ago at a party.
"I'm good watching you two make slutty fools of yourselves. I rather enjoy pleasuring myself. Never met a guy that really knew what he was doing down there anyways." Layla mocked us.
"Well, you have no idea what you are missing, chickee. It's true most boys really don't know what a clit, or g-spot, or even a real orgasm is, but with some filthy encouragement I guide them to the right spot. Chris definitely found it on his own and had me wanting more." Katie chuckled at herself.
No doubt she was thinking of ways she got boys to pleasure her just how she wanted. She was definitely a greedy viper, but all boys wanted was to get a release, so I doubt they cared.
We pulled into the wooded path and my anxiety started kicking up. I found myself wishing Christian were here to settle my nerves. Even with his creepy voice of being the only monster in these woods it still calmed me. I knew he was a monster, but one that would protect me.
Layla put her head on my shoulder, and I controlled my breathing a little better. "Almost there, babe." She said knowing I was getting unsettled. It was sweet, but in all honesty, she would just get eaten alive with me if a bear came out, or chopped up with me if a psycho chainsaw killer jumps out. Irrational thoughts I know, but we had to travel slowly down a dirt path in the middle of the woods for at least 10 mins. I don't like feeling so vulnerable.
We finally made it to the beach, and I sucked in a huge breath of fresh air. I wanted to kiss the sand but knew that would be weird. Surprisingly, we were welcomed by a bunch of kids from school, no one scurried from our sight as we walked through the crowd and guys actually dared to dance with us.
I caught the eye of a cute boy hanging around one of the fire pits. He was tall, medium tan skin, and had dark hair with deep chocolate brown eyes. A little muscular but leaner. I didn't recognize him, so I figured he wasn't some jock or friends with my brother. That would be perfect.
Probably better anyways as it seemed like the jocks were all dumb, spitting out retarded sexual comments as they truly had nothing intelligent to say. I liked the banter just as much as the foreplay. Shit the banter was foreplay to me.
I was dancing with my girls as a few other boys were trying to claim us, but they were Elite players just looking to get laid, no thank you. As the boy caught my eye again, I nodded my head to come join me and he cracked a smile. Damn was he good looking. His lips were plump and juicy, and I wanted to feel them on my skin.
Another boy came to dance close to me and I pushed him softly away with a teasing shake of my head no. I wanted to come off as not trying to be a bitch, but also not interested.
The boy from the fire pit started walking my way when no other than Nikki threw her arms around him. She was definitely drunk not caring how slutty she looked pushing her chest into him while sliding his hand to her ass. He looked a little confused, but I was getting turned off how he didn't immediately throw her to the ground. I know rude for a boy to do, but it was fucking Nikki. She really needed to get help.
He looked at me with a pleading glance then softly moved her to a seat. He grabbed a cup and handed it to her before whispering something in her ear. I raised my eyebrows at him unsure how to feel about the whole interaction. Was he a player or not?
That's when I realized Ace wasn't here. Nikki would be all over him until he either left with her or someone else. That's why everyone has been so different. There's no psycho to break their jaw for talking to me. I got all kinds of butterflies now. I felt oddly free but also wondered where he could be. He hasn't been around a lot lately. I tried not to notice but we were inseparable for 10 years, so it was kind of hard to let go.
The boy finally made his way to me and wrapped an arm around my waist. He didn't pull me flush with his body or move to grab my ass. He just gave my waist a nice squeeze. It was a small claim to my body while also demanding a dance. Damn was it sexy how he was soft but rough.
"Sorry about that. She gets a little... you know when she drinks."
"Oh yeah, I know. Do you know firsthand how... you know how she gets?"
He just chuckled at me. "I told her I had some beautiful girl begging me for a dance and would be a fool to pass her up." He didn't exactly answer my question, but his eyes locked on mine as our bodies swayed to the music and I was forgetting about anything else.
"Begging huh. Do you like it when a girl begs?" I asked flashing him a sexy smile while spinning, putting my back to his front. Still not completely pressed against him but enough to feel the heat.
"I like when a beautiful girl wants my attention." He replied sliding his hands down my waist to my thighs.
"Good answer." I replied intrigued, but I swear if he tried to go under my skirt, I would knee him in the balls. He just teased my skin through my skirt's fabric though. Caressing my thighs then back up to my stomach, then he spun me around and kept dancing. Sexy, but not gross and I loved it. Maybe he had some potential.