A flash of memory came. A good man...
There was someone that he called a good man. Perfect, pure, untainted. Simply confused, momentarily irrational, victim of circumstances....
And when he believed that man was good, he always thought to himself 'He is ALSO good'. As if Harker believed himself to be a good one as well. He had only come to realize this certain hypocrisy, this sense of superiority he holds for himself.
He never outright said that he was good, but…..
Didn't he judge three women for unproven accusations such as cheating, being a gold-digger, and a stoner? Didn't he look with malicious glee as Lady Lovette slammed her head on the ground? Rejoiced in getting at least Mr. Xi's heart? Burned countless zombies with Mina as if it was a game?
And when he was a child...