The kiss was entirely unexpectedly. I didn't see it coming, even after I directly admitted that I wanted him to take me. I was afraid of how wrong that would sound and how terribly wrong it truly was, but at the same time I didn't feel any guilt for saying that. Not only that, but I didn't feel bad. Furthermore, I only had this increasing urge to sin, and it felt pretty damn tempting.
The kiss did something to me and reached for something inside me. My deepest and darkest parts, parts I never even knew were there, and they wanted to come out. I couldn't stop.
And when he pulled away, only then did I finally come to my senses and realize what was truly going on. My Physics professor just kissed, right in the middle of his auditorium.
"It appears to me that there is a lot to learn about you, Bonnie." He then said, and he smiled. He had that sexy look in his eyes while his hand was on my cheek, and he literally used his thumb, to wipe some drool off the side of my mouth. "I will see you tomorrow. Maybe then we can discuss what it is that you desire. I want you to commit sin."
I nodded my head. My crotch soaking wet and all I wanted to do then and there was take his dick myself and shove it up inside me, but I had to control myself. And I didn't understand what just happened.
So I grabbed my bag and I left, not looking back, and the first place I headed to was the library. I didn't know why, but I needed time alone, and I needed a place more quiet.
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So I reached the library and there I did my assignment or rather the assignment we were going to do for the following three days. I have been paying attention when Tobit gave us a detailed run through the syllabus, so now I knew what to expect and so forth. I didn't know if he'd be happy with me already being done with my work. Apparently he didn't like it when his students didn't keep themselves busy in his class.
It had been two hours since what happened earlier on, but to me, it still felt like five minutes ago. Tobit saw me masturbating while he was giving us a lesson, and then he cornered me, making me say it out loud myself and even telling him what I wanted from him. And then he kissed me.
All of this seemed strange to me, and just the way I felt attracted to him. I hardly even knew the man, and maybe I was under some type of spell. This was bad, and it wasn't how I wanted to start this semester. I knew that I won't be able to keep my focus and less would I be able to pass this semester for as long as I had him as my lecturer? I considered the idea of doing a transfer, and at the time it seemed to me like it was the best option.
I checked the time on my phone and saw that there was still time left. I would most likely find the offices still open, and so that was where I headed off to.
Although this was my sophomore year, I didn't have any friends at all. I was a loner and to be honest, I enjoyed being a loner, no matter how weird people thought I was. I would often spend time at the library to keep myself busy, and I loved reading, aside from solving random math equations online. Physics has always had two sides. Theory and calculations and I enjoyed the calculations part.
Once I reached the offices, which were on the left side of the building, I went to the lady at the reception. Explaining to her that I wanted a transfer, which she gladly approved right before printing out all the papers, I needed to fill and sign, for me. And that was when I heard footsteps behind me.
Idiot me, became curious wondering who it possibly could've been. And when I turned my head around, it was Tobit.
"Ms Heathworth..." He sounded like he was caught surprised. Smiling warmly as he stood next to me. "Shouldn't you be in your dorm, practicing equations?"
I stood back a little and tried my best to act normal because we were not alone. And that weird throbbing in my crotch came back again. "I don't do dorms…I live alone, in my parent's place."
"Independent. I like that."
"How can I help you, Mr. Asmodeus?" The receptionist asked him.
I turned my head to look at her, and I am pretty sure I didn't miss that look she gave him. The woman was blatantly gawking at the man, and she didn't even care that I was standing right here. I was actually glad I wasn't the only one this man was affecting. There was something special about him.
"Oh no," Tobit shook his head, refusing his assistance. His demeanor and posture suddenly changed towards her. He became more stoic and serious, hell, I even found it more intimidating. "Why don't help this young lady over here?" He insisted.
The receptionist only smiled and, as if she couldn't take a hint, she even stood with her elbows on the countertop and her body leaned forward. Trying her best to make her chest seem more busted.
And then she ratted me out, "This young lady here, came for a transfer. I cannot seem to fathom why anyone would do that and rather have Professor Pots and not you. I heard that you are our best in the Physics faculty." She said, added with a lip bite of her own.
But by then Tobit already turned his head to me and when I looked at him, he had that angry look in his eyes.