"I don't know... Maybe I lack goals in this life..." She had wanted to get pregnant and now she is, but the problem at the moment was that she might never be able to keep her fetus, she may end up having a miscarriage like in her past life.
Did this also mean that she didn't have any right to birth to a kid? She always thought that she would be a good mother but everything was proving her wrong. It's like her existence was against nature even from the beginning.
Her eyes teared up as she hugged Zi Jia while her Jade eyes glowered, they had been misbehaving of late and driving her nuts.
