I want things to go back to how they were.
I want to go on random explorations again. I miss running. I miss the thrill of finding a new hiding spot and waiting to see how long it'll take for Luca to find me. I miss going on trails in the woods with him. I miss the times when I didn't have to act prim and just be my normal self around him.
I could do it all again since he's back.
But I couldn't, because Cece was around. She hated the woods. She hated any type of strenuous activity. I won't forcefully drag her out of the palace if she doesn't want to. I wasn't going to abandon her either.
Hence, from that point on, began our tiny circle of three.