She's stumbling when she climbed the stairs to her room. Her knees are bruised, but she continues running to her room. She is really scared right now. Never in her life, she watches something so violent like that. Even when her parents shouting at each other, it already makes her dislike and scared about it.
When she reached her room, she scurries to her bathroom to pray. She won't let the scary feelings be in her mind and heart any longer. She needs God's peace. Like a little girl running to her father when she's scared, Leora needs God's console.
She prays and cries her feels out. She is really scared, but as long as her God says everything is okay, she will believe Him. She lay down her fears and worries at His feet, so He can replace them with His peace.
"Father I'm scared. You know I hate violence so much. I don't even know what to do. I really want to show everybody that there is no need for violence, but I'm frightened. I don't want anyone to get hurt. Father please help me and get rid of this feeling. I hate when people hate each other like that.
What should I do now? I think I'm not ready for this. I know I'm the one who asks you to send someone to me so I can help them. But he is too scary. I know he's human like me, and he can't hurt me because You'll protect me, and I believe that. But I am still scared of the Idea he can give me so much pain.
But You right, everyone has a chance to know Your light or it'll be an injustice for him and selfish of me. I'll help him to see, Father. I'll not scared again. Because You already make your promise to me. I love You, Father. I'm not scared of Him again, because I'll see him the way You see. The goodness in everything."
He knows his girl sees what he did to his man. He cursed his man stupidest. Now his Princesa is scared of him. When he thinks maybe now she can accept her place with him, now they back at the beginning because of his man.
"Fottere!" Cursed him.
He opens the door slowly and doesn't see his girl anywhere. So he waiting patiently for her in the bed. He knows his girl is in the bathroom, praying to her God. He finds it weird but amusing that his bambina has a crazy faith in her God. But he can't deny her faith makes her different than others and that's why he is interested in her. Her optimism and compassion make her stand out from others.
When he sees his girl walk out of the bathroom, he can detect her swollen eyes. She smiles pitifully at him, makes him want to embrace her deeply and erase her bad memories about him.
"Are you scared of me?" Ask him. He can't shake the feeling of his heartbreak if she is scared of him.
"No." She said sure.
"You can't lie to me, little girl." He is really sure that he sees frightened eyes in her when she sees him choke his man.
"I was scared of you, but not anymore."
"How come?" Ask him. He grabs her hands and makes her sit next to him.
"Because I terrified of what you do but not you. I want to see the good part in you, so I won't scare and won't let my mind tricks me." She says while looking at his thumb stroking her hands slowly.
"Il mio bellissimo angelo. Come posso essere così fortunato?" He says while pecking her crown head. (my beautiful angel. How did I get so lucky?)
"I promise you, I won't scare you like that again. Thank you for giving me another chance." He softens his gaze at her. He takes her into his lap and embraces her.
"Ca. Can you not touch me so much?" She asks timidly.
Her question makes him scowled deeply. It seems she forgets that she's his, so he can touch and do whatever he likes to her.
"You're mine, little girl. I can do whatever I want." Growl him at her ears.
"But... I already make a promise that I won't touch or be touched intimately by anyone except my family and soulmate." She tries to reasons with him. After all, she won't break her promise.
"I don't care about soulmate or what. But put this on your mind that you're mine!" He claims and holds her tighter in his embrace.
"Can we talk about this latter? Please...." She begging him with her eyes. She knows if they continue this conversation, it'll be bad for her side. So she thinks she will let it slide for now and tell him about this later when there is a chance.
He is not satisfied with the girl's reactions, but he'll let it slide right now. His girl is already afraid of the incident before, so he won't let his dark impulse scares her more.
"Okay little girl, anything for you. Do you want to walk with me to the garden? We can talk more and I want to know more about you." He asks while slipping her fallen hair behind her ear.
The action makes her blush. She never has a man this close to her. The attention he gave to her is so intense, it makes her heart beating like crazy. She nodded at him slowly and peaking at him under her eyelashes.
"Let's go bambina. Let's enjoy this afternoon." He says and holds her hands to go outside the room.
They both walking slowly into the garden. The sun is already high in the sky and the weather is really hot in the summertime.
Her hands are wet with her sweat because of the weather and her nervousness. Despite her nervousness, she is really excited to see the garden. She hopes there'll be a lot of high trees so she can sit under them.
Maybe she can ask him about the garden. Oh, maybe they can even have a picnic in the garden. After all, she wants to try to get close to him and help him. Maybe they can be friends. She really tries hard to be good and kind to him, even he still scares her sometimes.
"Sir... Are there any tall trees in the garden?" She asks quietly try to open some conversation along the way.
"Yes, there are a few in there. Do you want to sit under the tree?" He asks. He likes it when his girl tries to get along with him. Now he knows that they are on the same page, tries to get along with each other.
Her eyes brighten when she hears they can sit under the tree. Oh, she can wait to see the garden. For a while, she really forgets her kidnapping situation. In her mind, the garden must be spectacular, if the house is already this big, she can only imagine how will the garden be.
"Can we go picnic?" She asks him enthusiastically.
"I can cook food. Oh, we can make sandwiches and, and have a cold tea, or maybe lemon juice. Oh and maybe some salad." She starts mumbling her thoughts. When she interests in something she will start mumbling with so much enthusiasm.
The girl acts, makes his chest feel at peace, and starts to bloom with so much happiness. Never in his life, he smiles and feels so much happiness. Not even when he successfully being the feared man in entire America and Europe.
"You can do whatever you want bambina. I'll inform the cook to start making those foods." He says and starts typing on his phone to inform one of his maids.
"No! I mean can we make it by ourselves. You can help me, it'll be fun. I promise." She really tries hard to build a good relationship with him. She wants to feel comfortable with him because she'll be here for a long time.
"I'm sure it will."