First
At naging okay din ang lahat dahil after all I trust Tristan and Rose. Natatawa nalang ako sa sarili ko pag naiisip ko yun. Baliw na ata ako.
"Shan, kain ka muna. Pinadala ko nalang yung pagkain mo dito." Si manang habang dala dala ni leng yung pagkain ko kasi hindi nako bumaba for lunch dahil may ginagawa ako para kay Tristan. "Ay, okay. Thank you, manang." I replied as I continued cutting my pictures with Tristan. "Ano ba kasi yang ginagawa mo?" She asked habang tinitignan yung kalat sa sahig ng kwarto ko. "Gift ko kay Tristan to' manang kasi graduation na nya bukas." I replied pasting the picture inside the box.
Pinag-isipan ko to ng ilang weeks kung ano ang ibibigay ko kay Tristan. I want something na hindi lang basta basta na material na bagay kaya eto, naging artist na ako. I wrote him a love letter, printed out out pictures and made cute notes. Lakas maka high school, noh? But of course I got him something else. Si tristan kasi, mahilig sya sa mga relo kaya I got him a Philip Stein watch for men but pina customize ko para sa kanya lang.
After his graduation, we have few weeks together before he goes to the ship for 9 freaking months! Fuck, honestly? Hindi ko alam paano ako mag susurvive. 9 months na hindi kami magkikita and to think sanay kami na lage nag kikita.
Baka ma loka ako.
Pero one thing is for sure, walang gigive up sa amin.
The next morning I woke up around 5 am kasi maaga ang graduation nila Tristan kaya I have to be in their house mga 6 am dahil iisa lang ang sasakyan namin, bali iiwan ko yung car ko sa bahay nila. I immediately prepared, naligo, nag blower at nag make up ng mabilis but surely, of course I want to look beautiful for Tristan. I wore a formal fitting white dress na wrap up but sleeveless and some nude heels and I'm ready to go.
"Manang, alis na ko. Hindi na ako dito kakain, kayo nalang nila leng ang mag breakfast." Paalam ko at hindi na hinintay ang sagot ni manang dumiretso na ako sa sasakyan ko.
Pag dating ko kila Tristan pinagbuksan nya ako kaagad ng pintuan at binati ng halik.
"Oh, hey, yes good morning to you, too!" I said breaking the kiss and hugged him tight. "You're so beautiful babe. I love you so much" He said kissing me everywhere on my face and I couldn't help it but laugh. "Tristan ano ba! Stop! Tara na, baka ma late ka pa." I laughed and pulled him towards their door. I greeted his parents and they offered me breakfast kaya kumain muna kami and afterwards umalis na dahil baka ma traffic pa.
Pagdating namin sa venue naging busy na agad ang lahat and I couldn't help it but feel excited for Tristan. This is a new chapter in his life, in our lives and I'm so happy that I am part of it. I could see how proud his parents are sa kanya. I congratulated Rose and the rest of our friends also. Talagang kami nalang ni Irene ang hindi pa gagraduate. I couldn't stop cheering for Tristan lalo na nung nakuha na nya yung diploma nya, I took a lot of photos and wala eh, proud na proud ako sa kanya.
Tristan is my life.
After the ceremony picture taking na agad kami lahat. I took their family photo, sila nila benji then of course kami ni Tristan. He even carried me bridal style in one of our photos as he let me wear his cap and I couldn't stop laughing. I love all our photos. We were about to head out for Tristan's lunch then mamayang gabi pa ang party nya.
"Tristan! Wait!" We heard someone yell bago pa kami maka alis. Tristan was holding my hand when we turned around it was Rose running towards us. Nagkasalubong ang kilay ko habang nakatingin sa kanya.
Gurl, relax. Wala lang yan.
"Tristan, sandali. Picture naman tayo oh. Yung tayong dalawa lang, uhm, kasi naka picture na ako kila benji ng solo, sayo nalang wala." Rose said na parang nahihiya and Tristan looked at me like he was waiting for my confirmation.
Okay, picture lang naman eh.
I nodded and Rose smiled big. "Thank you! Shantal, please naman." Ay ganun? Ako talaga? Okay sige. I took their picture and then she thanked us and nag beso kami at nagpaalam na.
"I'm sorry about that babe." Paumanhin ni Tristan habang nag lalakad kami patungo sa sasakyan nila. "Okay lang babe. No worries." I replied smiling at him.
Bait ako masyado noh?
We ate lunch then his parents decided that we rest at home dahil mamaya pa ang party. "Shantal, sa bahay ka nalang muna since mamaya pa yung party. Pahinga muna kayo dahil maaga pa naman kayong gumising." Tita April said when we got in the car after lunch. "Okay tita. Thank you po." I replied smiling at her.
Pagdating namin sa bahay nila Tristan kami lang yung pumasok dahil may lakad pa daw sila Tita and tito kaya tumuloy na kami ni Tristan. "Babe, tara sa kwarto na tayo magpahinga medyo pagod din ako, eh." Tristan said pulling me upstairs to his room. This is normal for us dahil lagi akong nandito sa bahay nila and I always sleep here and alam nila tita yun and they don't mind.
I plan to give my gift pag dating namin sa taas. When we got inside his room he was busy arranging his stuff while I sat on his bed and I placed the box, my gift in his bed and I just waited for him to notice it. When he was finally done he walked towards the bed at first hindi pa nya napansin then nakita din nya pag upo nya sa tabi ko.
"What's this?" He askes confused as he stared at the box. I smiled as he picked it up. "Congratulations, baby. I'm so proud of you." I said wrapping my arms on his neck sideways and when he opened the box that was surrounded by my letter and our photos his mouth dropped open but he haven't noticed the watch yet until. "Baby! Wtf, I love it! I love this! Wait, is this, oh my, this watch!" He said and I couldn't stop laughing at his cute reaction as he held the watch on his hand. "Baby, you got me a customized watch?" He asked his eyes full of awwwe as I nodded and smiled. He looked at the back part of the watch,
"You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one.
You are my universe."
That was written on the back part of the watch. Tristan was speechless as he read my letter while still holding the watch on his hand. "Babe, I know it's really simple but I made this with all my love. I love you so much." I said touching his hand and he placed the box in his bed side table to secure it and without second thoughts he kissed me deeply, so so deep I could drown.
He kissed me so passionately as his tongue explored my mouth owning it. "Ahhh.." I moaned as I felt his hand on my thigh and caressing it slowly then his hand found my chest. Fuck, mababaliw na ata ako. His mouth found my neck and he sucked my neck slowly making me feel all the tingling sensation on my body. He continued kissing me on my neck as he played with my boobs and all I could do was hold on to him tight and moan his name. He slowly untied my dress and in a split second, I was left with my underwear.
"Fuck, Tristan." I moaned when his hand found my very very sensitive wet spot. "You're so wet, babe. Fuck." He said kissing me again at napaka higpit na ng hawak ko sa buhok ni Tristan. He unclasped my bra and sucked my boobs while still touching me down there and I was going crazy.
Ang sarap. Fuck.
He removed my underwear slowly and I was nervous as fuck. Hindi ko na namalayan na naka hubad na pala sya and fuck, his manhood is huge. My eyes widened seeing his huge member, kaya ko ba yan?
"I'll be gentle baby kung papayag ka, gusto mo na bang gawin to'?" He asked kissing my forehead as I was breathing heavily. Why the fuck is he asking that? Hindi pa ba obvious na gusto kong gawin to?
"I'm ready Tristan. I want you so fucking much." I replied and kissed him deeply.
Gutom na gutom ka gurl? Sarap kasi ng ulam ko.
He kissed me back as I felt the tip of his huge member on my private area. He was rubbing it slowly and I was losing it so I pushed his hips towards me and I felt so much pain. "Fuck! Shantal, stay still!" He cursed as I moaned in pain tears forming in my eyes.
He went inside me slowly, it was fucking painful at first but when he started thrusting gently I got impatient. "Damn it, tristan! Please." I begged holding on to him tight. "What is it, baby? What do you want?" He asked teasing me and all I could do was moan and without second thoughts he went in to me fully and fast.
He was thrusting fast like a mad man and I was just lost. He made me feel good, I can't even explain until I felt a very foreign yet good feeling. "Ahhhh... AHH, Fu-" "Shhhh, baby we have to be quiet." He said covering my mouth and continued thrusting into me. "Oh, fu..fuck." He moaned then I felt him pulling out.
I am lost for words. Fuck, it felt so good.