I got an eerie feeling when I stepped in the office. I can sense there's something a litte bit off when people started to look at me in some kind of weird sort of way. May dalawa pa kong ka-opisina na tumitig pa from head to toe. Tinaasan ko lang sila ng kilay as in very confuse what is the stares for.
I went straight in my table throwing one last look sa mga taong humahabol pa ng tingin sakin. I am fixing my stuff on my table nang bumukas ang pinto ng opisina ng boss ko. Lumabas doon si Boss kasunod ang glamorosang babaeng kilalang kilala ko. The girl from the symposium. Ang fiancée ng ex ko. Stella.
I got shocked the instant I met her eyes. It dawned me. This may be the reason why people started to stare at me when I got in. Ano bang ginagawa ng babaeng ito rito?
"G-good morning," I stammered. "I didn't know you had a meeting today." Wala sa schedule niya na may appointment ito sa Boss ko ngayong umaga. But did my Boss knows that this girl is coming?
"Oh, I just dropped by. We are actually in a sort of a different meeting for this morning. In this building din. But I remembered you guys, so we just visited for a moment," Cheerfully na turan ni girl. "We are actually leaving," anito kasama ang isang babae na tila assistant din nito.
Napatango-tango lang ako.
"It was nice seeing you again. We didn't get to hang out a lot sa SG. You too seemed to enjoy your alone time there so we really don't want to bother. But I hope we can have dinner together. Like a double date," ani Stella na medyo malakas ang boses.
I felt like stopping her mouth sa katabilan ng dila. Obviously naririnig iyon ng nearby office people na nakikimarites sa usapan. And my boss seemed to don't mind at all. Nagpanggap ako tila wala lang.
"We can schedule that. This has been a hectic week and there's still a lot more to accomplish but a Double Date seemed to be a pretty good idea," humarap pa sakin si Boss Ryon as if excited nga talaga sa idea ng Double Date. Pasimpleng nilakihan ko siya ng mata. Kumindat lang siya sakin.
At that very moment, hindi ko napigilang tignan ang paligid. Ofcourse everyone was staring at us. Gustong-gusto ko talagang malamon ng lupa. I have never been so nervously pathetic at this time. Hindi ko alam pano ko ilulusot to.
"By the way, Babe. Can you just show them out? I still need to do some urgent task."
'Babe?! ' Ilakas mo pa, hindi pa ata naririnig sa kabilang opisina'
"S-sure," Hindi ko alam kung makakalalad ako ng maayos at paano ba ko babalik nang hindi dumadaan sa mahabang hallway na walang titingin sakin? Can I just go home na rin? Magresign na kaya ako diretso.
I walk the two palabas trying to avoid everyone na nakakasalubong even the guard was grinning differently as he greeted us. Hinatid ko sila hanggang sa pinakalabas ng building and waited for their driver to come. Nang makaalis, I stayed a little way back. I decided to pass sa likod ng building instead through the parking area. Wala akong balak bumalik ng office, dumiretso ako sa rooftop. I need to think things thru. Kailangan malusutan ko ito.
I phased up and down sa rooftop. I have my phone with me, I have to call him. Sumagot naman siya agad.
"Where are you?" Mabilis niyang tanong.
"Sa rooftop. And don't bother coming here. What should I do now?"
"What's the problem?"
"Anong what's the problem? Ok ka lang ba? Hindi mo ba nakikita yung sitwasyon ngayon? Everyone was talking about us! How did it happened? You called me Babe sa dami ng nakakarinig. And you agreed on a Double Date? The last time I know that we are kind of undercover. So you decide to blow it out now?!" I frustratedly rant.
I heard him chuckle. He is enjoying it.
"You could just accept it in subtle. No need to fuss over. It would be easier to admit it, don't you think?" He simply said.
"Easy for you. Boss naman eh!" Parang batang I cried out in frustration. "Anong phase na ba tayo?" From friends with benefits, to becoming a mistress, to a rebound girlfriend, to proxy mother, anong role ko na ba ngayon? Is this his way of telling me that I am already his official girl?
"Babe, just get down here. Marami tayong trabaho and don't mind them. If someone asked make up stories kung ayaw mo pa talagang umamin," turan niya.
Bagsak ang balikat ko when I turned off the call. I took a deep breath and decided to follow his instructions. Bahala na si Batman. I'll just probably make up stories. It shouldn't bother me kung maniniwala sila or hindi. I went back inside. People are still looking at me as I passed by but I tried my hardest to just ignore them. Diretso lang ako sa opisina.
I was closed to my station when one of my close colleague raided me.
"Girllll!!!" She shrieked. "How true???"
"True what?" Maang-maangan ko.
"Hummm..." she smirked. "Wag kang magpanggap na wala kang alam. Andami naming nakarinig."
Nilingon ko ang mga katabi namin. I am trying my best to act as if it was just a platonic play along scene. I came up of a make up story and kailangan ko sila papaniwalain dun.
Ngumiwi ako. "Pwede ba? Wag tayong masyadong marites," turan ko na medyo malakas ang boses "Her name is Stella. We met her sa Symposium sa SG. She was hitting with Boss Ryon and annoying Boss a lot. So Boss decided to act up na gf niya ko para hindi siya abalahin ni girl. Eto naman tong mga 'to hindi niyo na lang naman sakyan." I think I did it good. I saw the confirmation on my office mate's face. It seemed to be believable.
"Ah so it was just all an act?" Turan ng isang staff na obviously nagpapacute kay Boss. She was one of the employee who looked at me from head to toe. Tila eager na ito ngayon.
Nilingon ko siya with disgust. Isupalpal ko kaya rito na totoong girl friend ako makangiti pa kaya ito? Somehow na offend ako sa reaction niya.
"Akala pa naman namin totoo na. Boss is definitely a daydream prince. Kahit deborsyado yun, madami pa ring mabubulag yun," ani ng kaibigan ko. "Alam mo pagkakataon mo na yun eh. Bakit hindi mo pa akitin si Boss? Pinagpalit ka na ng boyfriend mo di ba? Boss is definitely a big slap on his face."
Nasamid ako sa tinuran niya. "I don't do office romance. It's too complicated."
"But kidding aside, inspired si Boss lately. Eh madalas ikaw lang naman ang kasama. So everybody believes na you really are together," ani pa rin niya.
Gusto kong sakalin yung kaibigan ko. Ok na eh. Naniniwala na sila na it's all act up. But ano na naman kaya ito? Pano ko na naman ito ilulusot?
"Then believe it."
Lahat kami napalingon sa tinig mula sa likod ko. Nanlaki ang mata ko. Boss came out of nowhere. Nakapamulsa pa ito at dahan-dahang lumapit samin.
"We do look good together," aniya and winked at me. Gusto ko siyang sapakin.
Natahimik ang lahat. As he walks towards us. "Besides, we still have to attend that Double Date, remember?"
My lips pursed. Pinipigil kong magburst out. He told me to make up story tas di niya ko sasakyan. All of a sudden umugong ang panunukso sa paligid namin. Napairap ako. I even saw my friend jump up in cringed.
Boss just smiled. Binato ko siya ng matalim na tingin.
"Tama na nga yan. Napipikon na ang Assistant ko," aniya na tila nakikipagbiruan lang. "I am actually looking for you. Kanina ko pa inaantay yung report na pinagawa ko sayo kahapon. Tanghali na, di ko pa narereceived," he said in a bossy tone.
"It's in your table. I put it there yesterday. I'll show you," aniko. Nagpatiuna na ko sa paglalakad.
"Tama na ang tsismisan ha? Get back to work. Lagi niyo pinag-aaksayahan ng oras ng kompanya ang lovelife ko!" Turan pa ni boss sa pabirong tono. Saka sumunod sakin.
We went to his office. I took out the folder I put on his table kahapon. I heard him came in the door. Humarap ako sa kaniya handing out the folder and giving him a death stare. He looked at me straight, closed the door slowly in his back without taking his eyes off me. Then just looked at me straight.
I nudge the folder. "This is what you need," mataray kong turan. He didn't even looked at it. Lumapit siya sakin, kinuha ang folder and throw it in the table. Then he forcibly pulled me from my waste.
"Don't give me death stares, darling. It just turned me on. I'll make love to you here kung gagawin mo yan!" He said in a gritted teeth. He was so serious that it made me shiver. The arms wrapped around my waste was so tight and his lips is touching mine as his teeth are softly biting my lips.
"But you kept teasing me. Nanadya ka ba?" turan ko na tila nagpapaawa. "Hindi ka ba natatakot na pinag-uusapan tayo?"
"Talk all they want, you are my girl. That's the truth! Accept it!" He said as he kissed me intensely that I could no longer talk. Sucking the hell out of my breath. I can't help but kiss him back. I felt he lifted me up and placed me on top of his table.
The kisses trailed down my neck. He roughly opened a few buttons of my blouse sunk his head on my bossom. I felt the heat of his arousal. I can't help but closed my eyes and linger on his desires. My fingers instantly twirled around his hair. His soft moan makes it even hotter.
We are in his office. It is broad daylight. The reality that someone may catch us added to the intensity of our burning desires. I can't make him stop. Somehow, I am enjoying this so much.
I don't know how did it happened, but I suddenly felt his already inside me. I am panting in too much pressure for doing this in the early morning office hours with so much danger of being caught while everyone was just outside the door. But the pressure makes it even hotter. We looked at each others eyes with so much desire to continue and finish this thru. Nothing seemed to stop us now.
"You made me do this, Babe," he whispered in between panting as he continued thrusting his. "Let me cum inside you. I can't. stop. now."
"Yes!" I almost screamed as my fingers tighten the grip on his hair. He sunk his head in between my neck and shoulder. He bit my shoulders to control his pleasurable screams as we both climaxed. He was gasping for air as he gave my bitten shoulders soft kisses and he slowly pulled out of me. He looked at me and he giggled.
That was our first quickie. And it was so intense that we both ended laughing. We fixed ourselves up. He keeps staring at me and smiling widely as he buttoned up his pants. My fingers are shaking as I am trying to close the buttons of my blouse. He walked towards me and helped me through it. He fixed my hair and gave me a deep kiss one last time.
"You better get out now or I'll do it again," he teased. Inirapan ko siya and started to walk towards the door. But before I could totally get out, he gave me last warning.
"I said no death stares!"
Napangiti na lang ako as I hurriedly went out of his office. I tried to act as normal as it could be. But what happened put me in the clouds all throughout the day.