"this... will be a good place to die."
A man in his mid thirties; dressed in a white uniform, barefooted, and standing on top of the iron of a bridge in a lonely road, gazing wistfully at the silent smooth moving ocean below him.His focuse was on the ocean.The ocean was free and stainless:It had no enemy it's just free and alone.Anyone that fell inside this ocean will be forgotten by the world as the ocean swallows the person whole:him and his problems in life will be gone and The water still will remain clean.
The man looked up, the light from the sky blinded his eyes.He shielded his eyes with his hand.Then looked back at the water.Yes this would be a perfect way to end it.Disappearing on a sunny day: on a lonely day.To him the water was the only thing that could solve his problem.One dip inside this peaceful world below will cover him and his problems.Yes he would struggle to breathe inside but at the end he will give up and his soul will enjoy the coolness the ocean has to offer.The world won't see his body: He won't have to sleep painfully or having regret or a bloody sleep, instead it would be the most peaceful sleep he had ever had since the day he was born.
The man took a deep breath feeling the warm clean air, then exhaling.He then dips his hand inside his pocket, removing a necklace from it.A beautiful woman's picture was seen on the front of the necklace.He looked at it as the woman's face appears right infont of his eyes with a bright smile and her eyes closed.
Mika was her name, it all happened when he was alone, crying on a lonely grassy field, when a girl approached him.
"Hi."
The boy looked up, seeing a girl with a long black hair.The rays of the sun shined on her.Her bright smile made the boy frozen.No one had approached nor cared for him so was this an angel speaking to him?
"My name is mika," she extends her hand to the boy, " I heard what is happening to you, would you mind moving in with me?"
The boy couldn't alter a world,he just sat there looking at the girl like a frozen person.This was an angel it couldn't be a human being.He wiped his tears,as a smile appeared on his face.
"r.. really."
The girl chuckles, "yes of course."
It was then that an angel saved him from his sorrow.Mika was such mysterious being to him.Ever since he was born,his life was nothing more than a piece of shit.He was found by a woman in an unknown village that was destroyed. then he was sold to a poor orphanage.There he was treated badly due to his timid nature and thin statue.One day a Man and woman visited the orphanage and decided to adopt him at the age of ten.That was how he was welcomed to a wealthy family of aristocrats: the dai family.
He thought finally he would have the peace he had always sought for since his maltreatment at the orphanage.But things went to worse Because the second year of his adoption his mom and dad had an accident because of he was playing inside the car distracting his dad from driving causing the accident in which he was the only survivor.
This brought hate between him and the dai family as he was treated as a slave in his house.He was always used as a footstool anytime the family wanted to dine with each other and was always given series of lashes before going to bed.Later he was abandoned at a grassy field were Mika his angel found him.
Things didn't go well either after leaving with mika in her house: because of him Mika's parents scolded mika for bringing him especially since he is from the dai family.A once peace home become chaos because of him.Mika had to run away from home with him moving to another town.She left with him at the age of sixteen back then he was eighteen years old.
Mika started working at restaurants saving up money to take care of him in school.A girl taking care of him, giving everything to him.Throwing her good life away just to make him happy.How did he repay her by by by.
Remembering all this the man squeezes the necklace in his hands.Clenching his eyes as tears run down from it.
He regretted his life he regretted ever been born.He cursed himself.After all that Mika did for him the scarifices she had to make the insults she had to bear. well then how did he repay her by beating her up during pregnancy: out of his own depression of life.
He couldn't get a job after graduating from school due to his family broad influence and bad reputation.He had no other choice but to give up on life and at that time him and Mika were married they already had a daughter miko who they couldn't take care of nor give a proper education due to lack of money.Miko suffered at school because of who he was.His nine year old daughter hated him called him a monster. Mika kept struggling to make ends meet, while he just sat down drinking himself to death.Mika always begged him to stop killing himself and try to look for a job and that he would find one if he just have a little fate in himself.
believe was nothing to him:He had lost hope of life.He just wanted to stay in peace.Mika promised that they will soon have a lot of money to go to the big city of Tokyo were no one knew the dai family.still all her words meant vanity to him.
Then one day he did the what he couldn't think of:he he arrrgh!!!!. with These thoughts running through his head, The man gnashed his teeth tightly,his face turned red.It was a small argument a small argument a small argument!!! he ended up punching Mika right on her face making her hit her head on the floor causing harm to her.
Her blood soaked her cute white dressed,her face was covered with blood made from his hands.He felt a huge shiver surging through his whole body;his body was dripping sweat, he looked at his shaking hands with widened eyes.The hands that had caused this his hands no it can't be no no.
The screaming sound of his daughter pierced his thoughts. He looked at his daughter's face :her body shivering.He shaked his head from right to left:He could no longer bear all this.With a great shout, while shaking his head, he ran away from his house in the night.He had to leave he had to find a solution a solution he must kill himself yes that was the only way to cure himself and his beloved Mika.While hiding from the authorities He later heard that His wife was been treated by the hospital and his daughter saved.His daughter had alerted the authorities immediately he had escaped.
After minutes of regrets, The man finally opened his eyes gazing at the water once again.The beautiful voice of Mika kept repeating itself in his head.
"don't give up."
"I will always love you."
"You will make it just believe it."
"one day we will move to Tokyo."
The man then looks at the necklace once again.
"please forgive me Mika.Am...am sorry.Atleast this way you will be finally happy.Safe from this cursed monster." He wears the necklace round his neck,then closes his eyes: breathing in and out.He then slowly bends his body towards the ocean: freeing his mind and soul.His body became light as a feather: with an empty mind.
VROOOOOOM!!!!!!!!!!
The man quickly opens his eyes and stops on his tracks quickly facing his right hand side.He sited a fast approaching powerbike with a man wearing a black helmet and black Spandex outfit.The man stays there frozen up:He didn't expect anyone or any vehicle.The bridge was still been built,so no one used it.it was a lonely place so why know why know of all times.
The bikeman quickly brings out a gun from his pocket, seeing this the man's eyes widen's the more as his heart liftes up.
BANG!!!!
The man remained were he was, as his head starts banging him.His lips wide open.He was unable to move.Blood slowly pours from his the fresh hole made on his forehead.His body became heavy as his eyes starts to slowly close.His body freely falls from the iron like a stick.
.....
SPLASH!!!!!!!
Slowly sinking into the depths of the ocean, freely.He didn't want this type of death:He simply wanted a peaceful death.Guess the universe really hated him for making his death fast and painful.He chuckled at this fact.Atleast he won't have to feel the pain of struggling since his life force was already fading away.A warm smile appeared on his face.Mika can now get her life back even his daughter.Atleast his angel can find new love one that won't ruin her life and miko his precious daughter can finally find a real father.Then his unborn child can come out to the world, looking at his new father.Please Everyone forgive me and have a peaceful life.This were the last thoughts of Yuna daisuke.