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Chapter 18 - Chapter 18: Laugh when you are happy, and cry when you are sad.

Twelve o'clock arrived, and everyone happily greeted the wonderful break time, but they didn't dare go out of the practice room first, after all, there was a big Buddha with them.

The dance instructor carefully asked Tang Han Qiu: "President Tang… do you want to say something to everyone?"

Tang Han Qiu slowly got up, and said in a strict business-like tone: "Properly work hard, and do your best."

Yu Ru Bing and Tan Xi were the only ones that had performed outstandingly and none could compare with them, some people were just born unsuitable to eat this bowl of rice while some would just accidentally enter this circle.

She wouldn't force others to unleash their potential, because there was no way to force it.

Anyway, there was Yu Ru Bing and Tan Xi, and Hua Yao won't lose money with these two.

Tang Han Qiu thought of this, and unconsciously glanced at her signed artist Yu Ru Bing, she found that the other party had been frequently looking down at her phone, and from time to time would make a slight inaudible sigh, then turned around and secretly ate a piece of candy.

All in all, she could tell that her mood wasn't very good.

Tang Han Qiu: "Have a break then."

Then she walked out of the practice room first, her hind legs had just stepped out of the practice room, when a gust of wind swept behind her, which made her subconsciously look back, and she saw Yu Ru Bing walk out with her phone, the screen clearly showed the note "Stinky Vampire!!!".

Tang Han Qiu: "???"

What kind of universe shattering god moving note was this?!

Then she saw Yu Ru Bing put the phone to her ear with a gloomy air, and coldly say: "It was not enough to scold you yesterday, you still want to continue today?"

"Okay, I Yu Bu Ru Bing will teach you group of vampires today that even demons have to abide by the basic law!"

Tang Han Qiu watched her hurriedly walk in the opposite direction of the cafeteria, then pulled open the door of the stairwell, lifted her legs to go in, and completely disappear from Tang Han Qiu's vision.

Tang Han Qiu turned to Han Wei in silence for a moment and said, "Looking at this attitude, she should you be talking to her family?"

Han Wei nodded.

Tang Han Qiu thought for a while: "The story you told me yesterday, refresh my memory."

She was very worried that Yu Ru Bing this exotic flower would be disturbed, and that the more she laughed with others, the more things she hid.

Then the door of the practice room was opened again, and the trainees and dance instructor walked out one after another, but were shocked when they found that Tang Han Qiu was still outside the door, then under her friendly gaze, they walked towards the cafeteria in a panic.

The girl named Chi Nuan who was behind the team and was the last one to walk out, suddenly stopped and stood expressionless, her hands constantly twisting the edge of her clothes, and with a look of hesitation on her face.

Suddenly she took in a full breath of fresh air, her heart was thumping so hard as if it was about to jump out. Then she raised her hand and pressed it against her chest, trying to restrain her nervousness, and kept telling herself "Don't panic, calm down."

Tang Han Qiu saw the timid little girl slowly turn around, her head was buried deep down, as if she wished to plunge into the ground.

She only had a slight impression of this little girl, and only remembered that she was quite average on stage, she wasn't able to let herself go, now when she saw her hesitantly come over, she opened her mouth first: "Is there something you need?"

Chi Nuan was caught by surprise, and just like a defenseless kitten, almost jumped up.

She subconsciously raised her head, and was suddenly faced by Tang Han Qiu's eyes, which made her head burst into a mess, then shrunk back in fear, and stuttered, "No, it's nothing… …"

Tang Han Qiu's slightly frowned: "Then what are you doing here? Don't you want to go eat?"

She probed: "Or is Hua Yao's cafeteria too unpalatable?" So you have no interest in eating lunch?

Chi Nuan hurriedly shook her head: "No, that's not it!"

The food in Hua Yao's canteen was very good!

In the end she still didn't have the courage to look at Tang Han Qiu, so she nervously took two steps back, and suddenly made a big bow, then said with panic in her voice: "President Tang I'm sorry! I wish you a Happy New Year!" Then turned and ran away.

Tang Han Qiu: "???"

"Is something wrong with my ear?" She looked at Han Wei, her brows furrowed, "She wished me a Happy New Year, right?"

Han Wei's calm expression was unchanging: "Your ears are fine, and she did just wish you a Happy New Year."

Tang Han Qiu: "… …"

Wasn't it September right now?

How could this line of thinking jump so far?

Tang Han Qiu pondered a little, and asked, "Was she ruined by Yu Ru Bing?"

Among the people she knew, this kind of sudden leap in thinking, it was only possessed by Yu Bu Ru Bing and could be said that she was an expert at it.

Han Wei: "Regarding this question, I'm afraid I can't give you an exact answer."

Tang Han Qiu turned around and glanced at the door leading to the stairwell, and indifferently said: "Forget it, don't bother with them, continue to tell me about yesterday."

...

In the silent stairwell, the atmosphere was chilling.

The bitter stepmother of the original owner couldn't resist Yu Ru Bing's non-discriminatory abuse, and soon quickly raised the white flag and surrendered while weakly dropping the phrase "unfilial daughter", then hung up the phone in a hurry, as if there was a ghost chasing behind.

Yu Ru Bing didn't feel happy at all, but instead remembered once more about her father who had already left.

She sat quietly on the steps, her arms tightly embracing herself while her face was buried between her legs, and immersed herself in the silence.

The phone in her hand was on the verge of breaking, and would just need a tiny bit of strength to make it fall apart, just like her fragile emotions at this time.

Lonely, and helplessly isolated.

Suddenly, the veins on the back of her hand bulged, and she tightly squeezed her phone again.

She felt unfair.

Why did the original's disgusting parents live so long?

While her family's upright Lao Yu couldn't live for a hundred years?

— Why?

She angrily and powerlessly thought, holding herself even tighter while her nose started to feel sour, but she still tried to restrain it unwilling for it to gush out.

— Don't cry, don't cry!

She hurriedly took out a piece of candy and stuffed it into her mouth, trying to suppress the sad emotions welling up through the sweetness, but found that it was counterproductive, and only made her think more of her father who had passed away.

Every time she felt sad and wanted to cry, Lao Yu would quietly accompany her, and after she had cried and vented her heart out, he would then buy her a lollipop for comfort.

But ever since Lao Yu left, she rarely cried, because she had no courage — she was afraid that after she cried the lollipop in her memory won't be there for her anymore, which would make her even more depressed.

It was at this moment that the sound of footstep came from behind her, it was the sound of high heels stepping on the ground, and a tall figure gradually approached, then a familiar voice came from behind, with a slight concern in them.

"Yu Ru Bing," Tang Han Qiu stood behind her, "Are you all right?"

Yu Ru Bing froze for a moment, and her first reaction was to wipe her tears.

Tang Han Qiu saw her rushed movement, and asked: "Why do you restrain yourself?"

She walked over and sat down next to her: "If you can't cry when you want, isn't that too hard."

Yu Ru Bing stopped her movement, and in this rare case didn't become playful with her, but was rather gentle, and helplessly said: "The adult world has always been hard… …"

Once people grew up, they would be ordered by the world to lose the exclusive rights of a child, including the right to cry, and finally would be forced to only become strong.

Tang Han Qiu didn't comment, and just smiled: "Yes, but your life is your own, laugh when you are happy, and cry when you are sad, don't be too hard on yourself."

— Laugh when you are happy, and cry when you are sad.

Her family's Lao Yu also said this to her. Lao Yu said: "As long as Dad is here, you can always be a child, laugh when you are happy, and cry when you are sad, don't hide your heart and restrain yourself, you should go through life with ease."

She once thought that she could really be his child forever. Laugh when she was happy, and cry when she was sad, there was no need to learn how to endure, protest, and become an adult who was afraid to cry out loud.

But she didn't expect to be forced to grow up ahead of time, forced to face his departure, and forced to face the huge world that made her independent.

The man who said that she could always be a child, used his departure to let the child grow up in advance.

Her eyes filled with tears of grievances in an instant, shining brightly, as if they wanted to fall out but dared not to, trembling, and panicked.

Yu Ru Bing took a deep breath, and tried hard to make a smile: "Want to cry but there are no tears."

Tang Han Qiu turned her head to look, then saw a tear quietly drop from her eyes that traversed her reluctant smile, it made her look more vulnerable.

She pretended to be strong and made a joke: "It's mainly because I look ugly when I cry, I am afraid to scare President Tang."

Then she reached out and wiped her tears, suddenly a hand stretched out next to her to grab her wrist. Tang Han Qiu looked at her misty eyes, and seriously said, "I want you to cry if you want to cry, and I don't want you to restrain yourself."

People would always want to vent, they couldn't just invariably hide themselves. If too much negative emotions accumulated in their hearts, once it burst out, it could directly destroy a person.

Tang Han Qiu was worried about her, and did not want her to become self-destructive. But she was also afraid that she wouldn't let herself go, so she sternly said: "This is an order from your boss, and you have to follow it."

Yu Ru Bing looked back at her, her heart was suddenly filled with a burst of warmth, then bowed her head for all the hard work and more than ten years of grievance and compromise that she bore.

She sobbed a little, nodded, and two drops of crystal-clear tears fell, they were as weak as Xishi clasping at her heart: "En… …"

She subconsciously sought support from Tang Han Qiu's arms, then suddenly hit the brakes, turned her head and cried silently against the wall.

Tang Han Qiu: "???"

What was this action?

Tang Han Qiu was puzzled: "…Will the wall be more comfortable?"

Yu Ru Bing choked: "Tears are dirty… … pay… … can't pay… …"

Who was Tang Han Qiu? Would she be wearing cheap clothes?

Yu Ru Bing was a poor ghost, so of course she must be vigilant at all times, as not to accidentally lose a family fortune.

Tang Han Qiu made a calm oh sound, and said, "You don't have to pay for this."

Yu Ru Bing's crying faintly subsided after she finished saying that.

Then Tang Han Qiu honestly added: "Not every dress of mine would be worn many times, some would be thrown away after wearing it once, such as this one."

Yu Ru Bing: "… …"

"F–k!"

"Unacceptable –!!!"

The sound of her crying suddenly rose, and within those cries were a bit of lemon turned genie of anger.

Tang Han Qiu: "… …?"

I told her the truth, why did she become sadder?

Tang Han Qiu felt a headache, and her miserable crying that seemed to have rooted from her disappointment with her family turned to her hackles being raised.

Then did she have to admit that she was wrong?

Tang Han Qiu with a sincere attitude: "Don't be sad, I didn't do it on purpose."

Yu Ru Bing cried more loudly – f–k, she was not even rich on purpose, I'm so jealous!

Tang Han Qiu suddenly recalled something, and tentatively coaxed: "… … Then I'll buy you some sweets?"

Yu Ru Bing's tears and crying abruptly stopped: "Ok."

Tang Han Qiu: "… …"

These tears can be freely controlled??

Is there a switch on you???

Yu Ru Bing spoke out, "I want… … I want a lollipop… …"

Tang Han Qiu stared at her crimson eyes, sighed helplessly after a long pause, and said the most beautiful words in the world.

"Okay, I'll buy, I will buy you any sweets you want."