Yona POV
The someone who made me realize that my tough of a day keeps on going is none other than a women. The women stood in front of me seemed to have runned to here, as she was breathing heavily. Now if you ask me who this women is? I would say that I myself don't know.
Yet her appearance is just like his, Black-grayish shimmering long hair with copper rose eyes.
She was wearing a light green dress with dark green heels. She had put light and soft make-up on herself and light jewellery too.
Copper rose eyes
[Imagine her with the above given copper rose eyes.]
So basically I have no idea why this women who is his mother, is here for me?
The person whom I'm referring to as him is none other than Kino Sakamaki.
The illegitimate child of Karl, it was said that he was a child from an unknown mistress in the anime while on google it had said that kino was a creature created via Rotgienberg miasma and essence of Karl and I believed it too but still Karl should had to put the essence of his and Rotgirnberg thing in a women's womb right? to create a baby and to it to form yet I didn't knew who that women was as it was never mentioned but it seems that unknown mistress came herself to me, I could tell because of her appearance.
Now about Kino, he was a child who was abandoned by Karl when he was an infant not sure about why his mother let that happened. He was abandoned in Rotigenbelk. The Ghouls which lived there hated him as he was a vampire and vampires were the creatures who resented the demons and persecuted them. They used to abuse him and discriminate him on this and that's how he became cruel and animal in human's skin. Maybe if he had gotten love and not been abandoned, he would have come as a very good child.
Kino might have been no is strong enough to kill Karlheinz because he had the powers of Karlheinz. He had improved resistance, speed, vision, hearing, and smell, more so than the average vampire or demon. He could take over the powers belonging to a vampire that he killed. He and Carla were equally strong.
While I was rummaging Kino's information in my mind, the women in front of me looked a bit hestiated as she was continuesly rubbing her fingers. I found this as a surprise as she herself came to me yet it seemed that she feared me or so. I lightly spoke to not to fear this frightened women,
"Ah! Yes, what can I help you with?"
The women didn't spoke yet continued rubbing her fingers, when she looked up with a teary look. I was surprised, Ah this women who is carrying Karl's baby is in this state? What happened for her to have such teary face? I wondered as she looked Like a frightened cat who was about to cry.
As I tried to reach my hand towards her, her bend head shot up in defense, I tried to rub her back when she calmed down and sighed in relief. I rubbed her back to comfort her. Now if you ask why I'm doing this, of course! I'm doing this as a human, wanting nothing and just helping through but their might be other reason but that it for the future. With that I comforted the women whose name I didn't even knew but knew that it would be useful to help this women who is his mother.
Unknown Women? POV
I rushed out the room in tears after having that awful talk with him, Lord Karl. My shoulders and hands were shaking and trembling in hurt. Why? Why can't I be loved by the one I love? Even through I know he is using me for himself yet I still desire to be love by him.
The talk I had with him was still ringing in my head, his voice which was filled with coldness pieced through my heart!
3 hours before.....
After hearing about the ball being held for Lord Karl's children with his second wife( whose name I didn't knew ) I decided to visit him, I patted my stomach and spoke,"Baby, we are going to visit your daddy". I spoke with a cheerful smile. It was my 6 month going on, my baby had to go just 3 months to come out, sadly it was not a normal baby, but a blood sucking monster. Even through I knew that slowly-slowly this baby was sucking my life, yet I still endured it, but all for Karl.
Even through I was just a mistress, I still loved him very much, for his wife's, I knew they wouldn't like me or my child yet I still wished to get along with them. With them the wifes, I, like other women didn't felt jealousy but sisterhood. We had the same love. I hadn't met them as Karl had told me that he wanted this child to be hided and me too.
If I say about me, I was just a normal fallen noble when at one of the balls after my age-coming ceremony, I found him, my love Karl. He was like a twinkling star in my dark world. My mother and father had been hunted down and had died early leaving me all alone in this world. I loved them dearly, we were a perfect family, even through we were poor. after their death, The handling of the countryside was handed to my uncle who had a habite of abusing me for fun. With that was how I suffered my childhood but after becoming an adult, the abuse had gotten less but still had left a deep scar on me and that's when I met Karl, who saved me from the dark and became my light.
After he approached me, we became good friends and I didn't even got the time to notice when we had crossed that line of friends, after that he started visiting me and all. My uncle's abuse also stopped after seeing how the king was so close to me, his brother's daughter. He started showering me with his love, just like that my life changed my love was with me and my abusive uncle also started giving me love.
Everything was going so perfect that I even forgot that I had suffered before yet it all broke on that day, when Karl asked me to carry his baby, I was so happy, as if my life had brightened up, to have a child with my love made my heart swell with happiness yet it was all a delusion. My heart, happiness all broke when he asked me to not just carry a baby but to make a monster, it felt like time had stopped, my breathe stopped, my!! Child, would be suffering, yet I would be suffering too by making a monster.
I in that moment felt like crying but for all the love he had given me and the happiness, I spoke with sad tears running down from my eyes,"Yes, I would for repaying you for all your love". He had a smirk on his face after my remark.
After that moment, I found out that all that love and..happiness was a delusion, he tricked me just to carry this monster yet I could not come to hate him, who gave me love and light to my world. Even through this monster is in my womb, it is still Karl's child, made of him. After that night my tears were not able to stop. The next I had decided to forget that this was a delusion, but that it was all real. After carrying his child, he had given me a mansion of my own to live, with my own servants to serve me.
I tried to visit him many times, but ignored me and when I was able to see him after 4 weeks, he was so different from before how he was so loving and caring. After knowing this I realized just how much he never thought of me like that. blinded by love, I simply followed his steps and his plan until I couldn't go back. Foolish, that was what I was a fool.
Wanted to be loved, I chose the extended hand which would take me to my destruction. After sighed over the past, I had decided to go find him for today's ball.I got all dressed in light green ball gown with dark green heels to match with and light jewellery, a small green bracelet with yellow beads and a necklace in green colour. I smiled looking in the mirror with my appearance and decided to go on to the carriage.
As I stepped in the carriage, I swiftly waited for it to reach the destination, with excitement to see him after such long time. After I reached, I stepped out to find that the ball had already started, through it was true it took me time to think, to come or not because of that I was late.
As I excitedly moved towards the entrance, I heard something, " You know she truly has changed so much that I can'teven tell that its her". I saw two women talking with each other in front of the entrance with one of the women having a champagne glass filled with blood, as one of the women spoke.
Even through I was not trying to listen but there conversation made me curious. So I listened as the second women spoke," You are right, she is like a totally different person, she who was always threating any women going near Lord Karl is now not even glancing at him". The other women nodded her head.
I was surprised to hear about 'a women' who didn't liked Lord Karl, who was as beautiful as a butterfly and as majestic as a king and even dared to not look at him. I was so curious that my curiously had it, I moved towards them and asked, "Who is this women?"
They both were startled by me but after looking me over the second women spoke, "Ah! That is Lady Cordelia". I definitely thought that I had heard that name before but I couldn't remember where. While the women continued looking at my reaction.
"Before she was a very villainous women, any women who ever tried to get close to Lord Karl suffered cause of her. Some even say that she even had murdered one of them."
I listened patiently while in my mind I was surprised to hear this, if that women had known I was also one..close to Lord Karl.....then would she had harmed me and my child. While my weird imagination was making me scared to bone the first women spoke with a sad expression," Thats was how she was, even tried to fight with the other wife's but before the birth of the 3 princes, she had changed."
I with a fish face spoke in surpise," How?"
The both women moved their head, " we don't know, no one knows but it is said that she had a change of heart after having children, she changed, and it was not a normal change from devil she became a saint, for the first time when she came to the ball after change no one believed her but after seeing her behaviour and that towards Lord Karl, we understood that she had changed".
Children hmm, maybe she was married but still chased after Lord Karl, her poor husband. I felt bad for her husband who must have felt betrayed.
( haha her poor husband is none other than Karl but this girl doesn't know that hehe)
I was spoke with curious eyes to more about this women," change? "
The second women spoke," Ah! Yes, she became kind to everyone and now she does not even go after Lord Karl".
As I listened to them talk, I forgot the purpose for which I had come. I said farewell to them and headed to find Lord Karl. As I roaming in the lavish hall, I bumped into someone's back, I without looking at the person spoke, "I'm so sorry, I was in a hurry and was not looking forward".
While I was busy apologizing, the said person turned their back and I was surprised to see that it was none other than Lord Karl.
Lord Karl whose beautiful white looks and red eyes shined through brightly. I was smiling at him with admiration for him, when his smile which was plastered on his face turned into a frown after seeing me. I was busy looking at him that I didn't even noticed his sorrowful expression.
I spoke while lightly blushing," Lord-Lord Karl, I was searching for-you only". As I spoke and smiled, I looked at him when my expression became that of a broken recorder. Lord Karl looked at me with contempt, anger in his eyes and frown on lips. I shrinked and shivering in fear. Thats when he spoke in angry voice,"Why are you here?"
I opened my mouth to speak but closed it again, I stuttered and spoke at last after trying to keep myself up," I came to see you Lord Karl, I haven't seen you for a month"
Karl's POV
I growled in anger as I looked at the shrinked women in front of me, who had bumped into my back. This women had become who irritating even after knowing that I was not interested in her, she even dared to come here, where Cordelia and my three children are. What would had happened if this women had ran into Cordelia? It would have been good if the old Cordelia had handled her like any women who approached me, even through then I would have gotten right to punish her for trying to harm my child, yet my child is supposed to be hidden, anyway the Cordelia now wouldn't even bat a eye to it.
Infact she was supposed to be jealous and angry yet I couldn't find anything of sort in her. This feeling of her not even feeling a thing was making me insane. to make her look at me, I was dieing from this feeling, it was killing me, it was growing more and more every day, the more she hated me and avoided me, the more I wanted her, chased her.
While I was trying to slowly have her, I couldn't let this women destroy my plan. This women is carrying none other than the most powerful child no a monster who would make the most powerful one of the kind. The one who would be useful for me, but I couldn't even kill this annoying women because of this. As I listened to her explain of why she came here, I tried to calm myself.
"I came to see you Lord Karl, I haven't seen you for a month".
If she is talking about the previous month, then it was the time I was much busy in figuring out Cordelia and this feeling. This was much more important than spending time with that women. I sighed in anger and spoke," I could have come to see you, why did you have to come all the way here? What if someone found that child in your womb is my"
Right know I didn't had time to stay and chat with her, I needed to have Cordelia's first dance, or else someone les may have the decency to dance her first dance of today.
While this women was nodded her head with sad eyes continuously, I again sighed and spoke,"You better keep it in mind, for now stay in my office I will come for you after the ball is over". She nodded her head. With that I could go and ask for Cordelia's first dance.
Unknown Women? POV
I nodded my head in regret as Lord Karl scolded Me for coming and endangering my child's life. I know it was my fault yet I still wanted to see Lord Karl even if it meant to endanger this child's life. My life was filled with darkness yet the only light for me was Lord Karl. I sighed at my remark in my mind and nodded my head again for waiting in his study with that Lord Karl called for a servant and told them to show me to his study.
As he walked away, leaving me behind with the servant, my heart ached with pain. Life is cruel. To show such happiness to me and then take away that so easily. I sighed.
The servant who stood beside me spoke, "Miss we should be get going". I nodded my head at his remark and followed after him quietly. As we were moving, I had a bitter taste in my mouth after that horrible pain in my heart and also this awkward silence was killing me. The servant seemed to be friendly yet he didn't spoke anything. As we continued to walk.
The servant rubbed his face in awkwardness and spoke," Miss, it should be fine, our Lord is not that cruel".
I smiled at his remark to cheer me up and spoke, "Thank you". He spoke with a bright gummy smile on his face, "Your welcome miss". My mood was lifted as I smiled towards the servant. The servant spoke with hesitation, " Pradon my manners, miss but what is your name?"
I paused at that and thought, then spoke with a bright smile, " Anglica Vonberat is my name"
With that we both reached near towards a big wooden door where Lord Karl's name was written in big bold letters. The servant spoke," This is Lord Karl's office, miss"
I nodded my head. The servant again spoke,"Miss I have to go, it was meeting you Miss". He spoke with a cheeky smile. I smiled and spoke, "same and thank for trying to cheer me".
With that the servant was surprised but then he smiled softly and said, " My pleasure". With that the servant withdrawed himself and left while I was still outside look in at the letters in front of me. I touched the letters slowly grazing the name written. I sighed and opened the door and entered the study of Lord Karl's with anticipation in heart. Even through I was scolded for coming here, I was still glad to be able to come see Lord Karl. I smiled as I prepared myself to enter the office. To be with Lord Karl made my heart race.
To be continued
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