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Chapter 18 - My love for my children

Yona POV

I slowly started opening my eyes when the light on them shone brightly. It seemed that it was early morning. I looked around myself and found Beatrix sitting on the bedside with a book in hand.

I smiled and then she noticed that I was awake, she spoke," Oh!, you are awake, did you had your rest?".

I smiled and said, " yeah, I'm fine, at the end I was tired with the process but now I'm recovered. Were you here the whole time?".

She nodded her head and spoke, " yes, I was, but I had my rest too".

I nodded, If it was the old Beatrix, she would have died but not stayed with me, through I was happy that this was not that Beatrix.

I looked towards the crib, for my kids, whom I just gave birth to, I was excited to meet them but I hid that, not want Beatrix being suspicious.

I

was so happy right know, through I felt like a knight in a shining armour protecting the three.

I smiled thinking that and looked at them but..they were not there. I panicked, and asked, " Beatrix where are my children? Where did they go?".

With panic in my voice, I tried to get up when Beatrix by my side and pulled me down. She spoke with a seriousness on her face.

" Calm Down, They are just beside you", I looked at the side where earlier I was feeling this weight but I had ignored it as I was in a worry state.

They looked....BEAUTIFUL.

Three lovely boys were lying on my side with one trying to smuggle in me, who was Laito and the other two were also trying to find my warmth.

While Beatrix started telling me how they were by my side than in the crib, I looked at them as I was mesmerized.

" as you know the new born vampires, have this attackment and need to be close to the mother, that's why, I had to move them to you, they were starting to cry".

I was like huh? I had never heard of this theory in the anime, at the end their was not even a scene of their birth.

But I felt so proud of this thing you know. My 3 devils looked so mesmerizing.

I looked at Beatrix after she called to me 5 to 6 times, I didn't heard it  but I turned towards her the 6 time. Her eyes were wide when she looked at me, I myself didn't knew why was her expression like that.

Then..I noticed, tears were coming out of my eyes, I touched my eyes, it was true, tears?, but why?

Maybe I was too happy or me knowing that these were my children not hers. Beatrix surprise wide eyed expression changed to a small smile.

" I love you so much".

I..I..said that to them while cry ing like anything. It was true, all these past days I been dieing to meet them.

After 10 mins...

After my this cry time, I was seated on the bed and looking happily at them, when Beatrix spoke, " Karl....had come to visit them when you were sleeping".

I had a grim expression on my face, which clearly stated, what the f***? I had anger boiling in me, how dare he, the man who ruined their life and others came to meet them.

Beatrix straightforwardly knew from my expression, that I was angery not just angery actually was going insane. Before I could latch out on her.

She spoke, " Listen, I know that you hate Karl but it was not under me to stop him, he has the right. Besides he just came and went", she said as she pointed towards the door.

I still had that grim expression clearly not convinced but I sighed at the end, I knew I can't stop him but I can't let him destroy my kids life like he did in the original thing.

" so, what else did he did?", as I asked her, her faced became sweaty, I got worried and asked , " are you ok Beatrix? ".

Beatrix POV

I started sweating after hearing that she wanted to know what else Karl did, I knew I couldn't tell her that, he is in love with her or so I think. She would kill me.

Then she spoke again, " are you ok Beatrix?".

I knew I can't tell her, even if I did Karl won't leave me, with that I spoke, " Yes I'm fine, must the weather and Karl just-returned back, that's all he did".

I didn't wanted her to suspect me, with that I raised my head and looked into her eyes, which were boring into me, I gulped.

She spoke after some thinking with a pout, "fine, that's good that he didn't did anything or he would have regretted it". Shivers went down my spin as she glared.

Through I knew it was not for me, but it still felt so vibrant.

I had gotten to know this side of hers when I and Cordelia were once going to the library in the mansion, when we had seen Karl sitting on a bench In the garden.

She had glared at him, like he had killed her poor child, after that I never really asked how she could change her personality from kind and happy to grim and cold one in front of Karl.

Y/N POV

I sighed and sat back in the bed after hearing that Karl didn't did anything. With that I concentrated myself on my children who were sleeping soundly, while I was caressing their face when, something held my finger, then I found that it was not something but..someone.

It was kanato who had woken up and now was holding my finger. I looked with amazement at him, taking in his features, his purple eyes and purple hair, just like Cordelia.

As I smiled at him, he smiled back which took me by surprise, the boys, had never truly smiled, their sadist smiles were not a thing to be even called smile.

But this..was different, then I my pinky finger being pulled and I looked at this, and saw Laito holding and pulling my pinky finger, I smiled, he had the green eyes of my and Brown orange hair. I knew one thing for sure, These both were trying to get my attention to each other at this age, unbelievable.

While they both were at this, I heard a chuckle, I looked to my left and saw little Ayato chuckle. It seemed to be the most amazing laugh ever heard by me. Hearing your own child's laugh was this good, I didn't knew.

I had tears now in my eyes, seeing this. I pulled all 3 of them to close them my chest, and hugged them all.

While they, seeing my tears, started panicking and started crying looking towards me. I smiled between my cry. While Beatrix was astounded.

It was such a warm scene to her eyes, a moment between mother and her children.

She had also wished  seeing this scene, that if she had realized that children are more important, she would have loved her children, Shuu and Reiji, from the start but she knew she still had time to love them, she had a warm smile on her face, with that she got up from where she was sitting.

I looked at that and asked, " where are you going?". With a warm smile she spoke," to my children".

I smiled as I  saw her go out of the room, I felt so happy knowing that I had made This big change, with that I looked at my children, and kissed all 3 of their foreheads and smiled.

While Beatrix entered the room, seeing Reiji studying a book and Shuu looking out the window.

Reiji noticed her and spoke, " Mother! How is mother Cordelia?". Shuu also got up from where he was sitting and rushed towards their mother. She smiled and hugged him.

While Reiji looked sad and had a pout, he looked down at the cement floor, then he heard, " Rejij".

Reiji looked up to see his mother looking at him with a hand extended towards him, he smiled and moved towards her.

She hugged both of them closely and said, " I love you".

Shuu and Reiji both were so happy, it was the first they had heard this from their mother, through they have said this countless times. But she never said this.

They both clingy to her happily, it was the best day for them.

Now since Y/N had came to this world, everything was changing, the people, their heart and the destiny too. The future had also taken a change, but no one knew the future, but we have to go on, keep going on to reach the future.

Author : woah, the story keeps changing from the original, huh!, I'm am sure the future will took, till then next time.