She didn't know where she was going anymore... she couldn't understand. Was she trying to escape? Or did she not care about anything else?
No, she cared deeply for everyone back at the base; at first, they were disgusting and reminded her of the shame she felt; despite denying it, she began to feel affection for Alex, which caused her to feel angry and dirty, forcing herself to deny these feelings. Still, something happened, perhaps due to her lack of control, confusion and fear, which led to this...
"I will kill you..." Her hoarse, distorted voice was like an overmixed monster for a movie.
"Hah!?"
Swish!