Ughhh my head fucking hurts and my body feels like it got detached from it's joints.
I'm really thirsty right now. While I was thinking about all the pain I'm in right now, I didn't even notice someone on the chair to my left. fucking hell! Of all the people I could wake up to it was Ethan. yup, ETHAN fucking MICHAELS!
Why does the universe hate me so much? The dick head can't even gimme a fucking break! ughhh I hate him so much! more than I even hate my suicidal thoughts.
There was a mini fridge close to my left arm which had a glass of water on it with a blue lid on the glass to prevent dirt from getting in the water.
Call me childish, but I wanted to get him back for what he's done to me and what better way to start than emptying that glass of water on his head? hey, don't judge gotta start small right?
Well, that's what I did. I took the glass of water, gently taking off the lid and placing it back on the top of the fridge and grinning from ear to ear as I shuffled a little closer to his sleeping form, which made everything in my body ache, not gonna lie, that hurt!
Counting down from three, I emptied the water onto his body from his head of course. I watched in satisfaction as he jumped out of the chair from the shock of the water on his body and I tried to hide the smile of satisfaction on my face which wasn't hard to do either.
" What the fuck Ash! why didn't you just yell my name or something? Did you seriously have to pour water on me? While I was SLEEPING!"
I just shrugged at him
"What are you doing here, Ethan? Didn't get your fill of ruining my life yet? or you came to see if I was dead? Or maybe you just won't be satisfied until I'm finally gone right? And don't call me Ash. We aren't friends, at least not anymore!"
"Look I know I've been horrible to you and I've always bullied and treated you like trash, and no matter what, there isn't an excuse for my behavior, I'll admit I was...scratch that, I AM stupid. I just wanted to let you know that I'm honestly sorry for my actions. Nothing can make what I've done to you right but I'm sincerely sorry for everything I've ever done to hurt you, and I know I don't deserve your forgiveness now or ever but I'm hoping you'll be the bigger person and find it in your heart to forgive me, even if it's not now then in the future maybe?"
So he just expects me to believe the bs of an apology he just forced out? yeah, in his dreams.
He thinks he can just come up with a sorry ass apology then I'll forgive him just so that he can do everything again? yeah right!
"Are you done?" I almost laughed at his expression when he heard how cold and distant my voice sounded keyword 'almost'
"What?"
"I asked if you're done with your bs of an apology.. well, if you are, then do us both a favor and get the fuck out. But if you aren't, then you can let yourself out when you're done" I just turned my back on him and pretended to sleep
Ethan's POV
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What the fuck just happened??
I apologized to him and he just...Just told me to get out?! not gonna lie that hurt!
I mean, what was I expecting? I've done this before, apologized to him and then beat him up for believing me..fuck I messed up badly.
And his voice. God, his voice sounded so...I don't know, dead? What have I done?
I just hope I haven't broken him to the point he's just plain numb and indifferent towards me.
No matter what happens I will make it up to him. I won't give up, not before he forgives me