There she was running and panting. She has to keep running she was scared and tired. even tho she didn't know or understand what she was running from" she just knew it was a monster and the thought of a monster after her scares her. trying to get away from the monster who keeps finding her no matter where she hides, she feels they are connected on way or the other. He keeps coming after her, she keeps running it seems like a game which she's the prey and she was so exhausted of it all, she didn't know what it wants and she didn't want to find out, it's a beast it could only come for her head. 'what bad karma' she thought.
Then she wakes up sweating and scared like she has been in a bad nightmare.
She streches her arm and body after she recollected her thoughts a while and pats the bed to find her lover, Mike he's kind of mysterious, but not in a bad way, he is nice and kind especially to me and harsh towards anyone that comes against me or his loved ones. I've seen it before . she actually feel kind of safe, and connected with him like they were meant to be. she actually feel thankful to him he saved her when she was in trouble and he has also helped her here and there everytime since then.
They have been close and she fell for him 'hard', he was caring only to her. He was rich, a hardworker,
Everything he owned, he earned by his self, his own accord and strength. A smile creeps to her lips, He is so strong he can take a few guys out in seconds, on certain occasion that he helped her beat some gangsters, skilled gang assassin's and the rest he's the only person that got her back, helps her anyway he can, he's real with her and has gone out of his way to make her understand countless times.
As i stood up, i just knew he was in the garden. I don't know how I just feel he's there. so went to find him. As she walked into the garden, she saw the sight of her handsome man in the early morning sun, he was stunning. He stood just standing in the garden seem like something was on his mind. He didn't see me walk to him, which was strange in it self. He normally could sense if I'm around, or if there is trouble near but he couldn't sense me. He didn't know I was there for the next five to ten minutes, it seems he was thinking about something important that took his attention away, what could it be 'I wondered'.
As I got to him I wispered in his ear and hug him tight, he just stood there and enjoyed the sensation. He said, Hannah it's you 'in his coarse voice' how was your sleep, I didn't want to disturb you and I was enjoying the cool fresh morning breeze and the view.
I could tell had something on his mind that was bothering him, I know him, he is my man and because of the connection we share, I could feel it. And I could say I know him better than anyone. What's wrong? I asked. He said it was nothing, but I didn't believe him maybe it's about the mysterious part of him he didn't want to tell anyone but she knew deep in her heart that he is real and true to her. But with a secret like that it could only cause problem later in the relationship, but she loved him, because she fell for this man and if not because of anything he has showned her over and over again that's he's the one, once he used his arm to block a gangster knife which stab him through the hand while another hit me on the head with his bat but before he could get his placing well Mike had already dragged him to him and took them to a alleyway, maybe because he didn't want to scar me with how he took care of them. You should have see them they couldn't get away without loosing some body. I just heard screams and I saw them crawl away slowly while cursing. My eyes closed at that point and I fainted because I was already hit with the blunt force of the gangster attacks, I woke up in the hospital I think he carried me there. Anytime I asked him how he learnt to fight like that and do all that to the gangsters and assassin's who he was, his family and things about him, he just told me he was self-taught and doesn't answer any of my questions again. He just says when the time is right I would know, so mysterious that I was scared the in the beginning when we first met. But after everything he act like his life mission is to protect me smiles, I find it hard to stay angry at him when he's like that. The only thing he says is 'he just have to protect me till a particular time and he would not need to anymore and I would know everything then'.
I don't know what he means by that but anytime he does that I'm always pissed off, It just sounds like he does not care about me. I have pushed him away lot and lots of time in the beginning but despite everything I've done to him he didn't leave me, I called him a creep, I slapped him but he's still with me, guiding and protecting me like my guardian angel.
Even though I'm still not sure about what he's hiding but I still know and feel in my gut that I can trust him, and he got me any day anywhere.
Didn't know you were awake my love, did not want to wake you up. I have some thinking and meditation to do that's why I came out here. I knew it was half truth and half lie, the thinking he was doing nothing but the meditation lies. I can see worry, anxiety and a little bit of happiness on his face and I can feel it. Because I knew him, he's been my man for a while and I could feel it from the connection we share. I don't know much about it but it's part of the things that makes me curious. I was thinking what if it was connected to that part of me, that monster, that white wolf chasing me in my dreams.
And also why I'm so important that assassin's and gangsters have been coming after me since I was young and the monster always coming after me in my dreams, I'm a very smart woman, I'm a professor of History at the university of Michigan and have done so many projects and I lecture. I can piece it all together but it's all not connecting, it doesn't feels right maybe something is missing I don't know but I have never made my suspicion known. And the question why has he stuck around, protected her all these years, and even choose her as the love of his life is still there . Also the question of 'what secrets is he keeping from me', what is about him , why is he so mysterious, why do we feel connected, the connection feels ancient and old like it's not new, like it has been there for a long time and why does he make it his duty to protect me. why do I have to wait till later to find out. Everything smells so fishy.