Chapter 61 - THE AWAKENING

(October 2022)

I always hear this male voice, speaking in English (they are all English speakers actually), "I miss her my Lord. Can I take her home now?"

But the other voice would say, "No. She has still her mission here."

It was 2020 when the female voices (angels) said, "We miss you. When will you be back?"

I replied inside my head, "I have something yet to accomplish here." (without really knowing why I said that)

I heard them all (not only in dreams, wide awake. Sometimes, I was freaking out. One time, I planted something on my small garden (my other rented place in Cavite), it was given to me by my neighbor. After planting it, I suddenly heard a small female voice saying, 'THANK YOU!'

I looked around but saw no one except me and the plant. And I freaked out, 'Did I hear the plant speak, "thank you"?"

I freaked out.

I slowly managed to accept myself as days passed by, that year 2020. The female voices advised me, "JUST LEARN TO ACCEPT WHO YOU ARE."

I was scared that I might be going crazy. But I have no other choice but to accept who I am, that I am different, then, everything seems a

normal thing to me, thereafter.

Although I cannot avoid the fear at times, fear from myself.

I was freaking out if I'll think too much why I am like this, like that, and the LORD advised me, "DON'T THINK TOO MUCH." And always saying the phrase, "TRUST ME."

I experienced many things, every word given to me by the voice of the LORD come TRUE. It really happened at the same time.

Like in my travel last 2021. He's there guiding me, and waking me up if ever we're about to arrive to another port. It was my first time to travel by RORO (seaport by seaport, transferring from ship to ship many times). It was a sleepless travel but the Lord gave me STRENGTH/POWER to endure it. He was waking me up in the middle of the night if it's time to transfer ship, calling me, "Wake up, Michael."

HE was directing my steps to different places I didn't know. All things are possible with him like finding a new rented house as soon as we arrived back in Manila. He had helped me found a rented house many times (twice or more). He's giving me a warning if it's not safe to do this or do that. I could testify the LORD's presence that is alive within me wherever I may be.

𝐌𝐈𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐄𝐋 𝐈𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐍 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐘 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐋𝐘 𝐅𝐀𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑

I felt impatient of this world, sometimes. And Father calmed me saying, "BE PATIENT MY CHILD." And I heard a male Voice saying, "She began to grow impatient now..."

I am deactivating my FB account at times, and Father commanded, "OPEN your account once again! Use it for GODLY purposes!"

I know I only knew a few, but FATHER is always there to guide me.

And he always said, "TRUST ME MY CHILD."

I cannot remember everything. But GOD my FATHER always said, "NEVER EVER UNDERESTIMATE YOURSELF EVER AGAIN. DON'T BELITTLE YOURSELF."

And he said, "IGNORE THEM! THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE TALKING BAD AGAINST YOU. IGNORE WHATEVER THEY SAY, THEIR INSULTS!"

-Anne P.

10.19.2022