My parents wanted a girl, but ironically, they only had me.
My name is Park Jimin, I'm 23 years old and I'm already the father of a 6-year-old son, or rather, I'm the mother of Olly, who is 6 years old.
At least my parents didn't abandon me, they always supported and helped me a lot.
My mother told me that when I was born it was a cause for celebration for them.
My parents found out early on that my mother couldn't have children and only if a miracle happened would she be able to get pregnant.
And it happened.
So they hoped it was a girl to give them a bunch of grandchildren.
But even when they found out it was a boy, they didn't care, they wanted the child above all else.
I grew up in a reasonably good neighborhood, we weren't rich but we never lacked for anything, my parents always worked hard to give me the best.
I was popular in high school and I was always good looking, I'm not going to lie and say I'm not good looking, I am, everyone tells me that.
Girls are always surrounding me wanting to hang out with me.
Sometimes I even went out with one or two girls, but I didn't feel anything, no matter how pretty she was, I preferred boys.
My father is an alpha male and my mother is an omega female, and I, for some reason, am an omega male.
The problem is that normally men are all alphas, with the exception of a few, very few, who are betas.
And with women it's the same thing, most are omegas and very few are betas.
An omega male is incredibly rare, they practically do not exist.
When I released pheromones omega for the first time, my parents were in despair.
So my mother, who worked as a nurse, took my blood and took it to a friend of hers for test.
We found out that in addition to omega, I was pure lupus.
Which on the one hand was very good, the pure ones manage to hide the pheromones to the point that nobody discovers the truth.
On the other hand, it was more worrying.
Male omegas are wanted for smuggling.
As well as the pure ones that, regardless of being alpha and omegas, if discovered when young, are caught to be studied because they are extremely rare or kidnapped for trafficking.
So we passed with me as a beta.
Only in the heat was it more difficult, but since my mother is a nurse, she gave me medicine for the whole week.
Suppressants don't work, so the best way is to be numb.
I was 15 when we found out.
Before that, I was never attracted to women and thought the problem was just liking men.
But then I understood that it wasn't that I didn't like women, it was that I was attracted to alpha pheromones.
Fortunately, being pure allowed me to continue passing as a beta.
A little over a year after I found out I was an omega, I was invited to a party.
I always wanted to work as a model, so when my friends invited me to the party and told me that some people who work in this field would be there, I accepted without a second thought.
At the party I talked to a lot of people and even received some job offers. I was very happy with everything, so when the party was over and the crowd decided to go clubbing, I went to celebrate.
All I needed to do was wait until I turned 18 as my parents asked and I could get in touch with some people to try for a job.
Upon arriving at the club entrance, we were advised that we could only enter if we were wearing a mask.
It was a costume party.
Luckily there was a guy selling animal masks across the street, we each bought one.
My mask was a kitten.
- You look like a girl in that mask. - one of my friends teased me.
- No problem, let's go, I just want a drink. - I told him smiling as I headed towards the club's entrance.
After we got inside, we bought drinks and headed to the dance floor.
I was happy, I had managed to take the first step towards the much desired career as a model.
I drank like there was no tomorrow, I lost my friends, but I didn't care, in fact I thought it was good, because as soon as I didn't find them I let go and danced as I wanted.
I moved sensually without even realizing it.
I danced.
Until at some point an alpha with a lion mask pulled me by the waist and glued me to his chest.
-You are different girl kitten, you smell delicious. - falou contra o meu ouvido.
That made me shudder, I thought I had released my pheromones without realizing it.
I stopped, then breathed a sigh of relief, it wasn't my pheromones, it was just my perfume, so I calmed down.
I turned around in his arms, still dancing I wrapped my arms around his neck, while I rubbed myself against him purposefully, I gave a light bite on his earlobe which provoked a growl from the alpha, so I whispered even at the risk of an exaggerated reaction.
- But this girl kitten is a catboy.
I released him and backed away, not wanting to be around if he started to freak out.
Some men don't like to date other men.
But I was wrong.
I didn't take a step and he pulled me by the arm and hugged me to his chest again.
- Delicious, better than I expected. - he whispered in my ear as he ran his hands down my body without stopping to follow the rhythm of the music.
I turned to him, wrapped my arms around his neck again and whispered to him.
- Do you understand that I'm a man? - I bit her earlobe again and waited for her answer.
- É exatamente o que eu quero. - he whispered in my ear and ran his tongue down my neck sighing.
I looked into his eyes and saw the desire, I brought my mouth close to his as he looked at me glazed, pulled me closer and started a hot kiss.
We kissed and danced in each other's arms until we were both extremely excited, he kept running his hand over my body and with each kiss we took a short break for the next one.
- Você é uma delícia, quero te sentir, posso? - he asked me after a long time, I couldn't take it anymore and neither could he.
- When you want. - was all I replied.