She was so confused as she couldn't come into conclusion about what she really wanted to do and the conflict between the right thing to do and what she really wanted was far great than she had thought she could handle.
Gold was very worried as her silence was a bad sign to him as he started thinking that she was already planning to leave him.
That was his worse nightmare and biggest fear, he didn't want to and wasn't ready to accept that.
He had thought to manipulate her to stay with him but he couldn't let himself do that anymore.
He was fine now and his wounds were almost healed so he did not need much help from her and he couldn't continue using his pitiful state to keep her with him because she will leave anyway if she wants to.
And there was no way he could force her to stay if she didn't want to and with the approaching day for the finalization of their divorce he feared that he would really lose her this time if he doesn't find a good way to get her back.He feels like there was something missing, something that she desperately wants and thinks nobody could provide for her.
The reason she was able to accept his proposal despite the odds and the reason she decided to leave him despite the satisfaction.
Night was too quiet and standing outside for a long time that he feared she might caught cold if she continued doing so for a long time.
With hesitant steps Gold went down to where Night was standing while looking at particularly nothing, although her sight was fixed on the fountain of the garden outside their mansion she was not really looking at the garden or the beauty surrounding it.
It was peaceful despite the chilling cold and blowing wind, while it was at least warm to other cities in city S it was still cold just not as freezing as the previous months.
Reaching close to her Gold held a thick coat and covered her shivering cold body gently that she got startled a bit, she was not herself and so his sudden appearance had frightened her a bit but she was immediately able to get over it and compose herself.
Usually she had always been alert and would have detected his presence long before he reached her but because of her mind that was elsewhere right then she couldn't even sense he was coming near her.
Or maybe because she was feeling safe around him that she was no longer insecure in his presence.
" It cold outside" Gold spoke softly while fixing the coat on her body and Night let him do so.
It was suddenly very quiet as Night only looked at him briefly before resuming her staring at space exhaling softly and lost in deep thought.
Gold too sigh softly then turn to look at the direction where Night seem to be looking at for so long.
He knew she might be thinking about their fate after this, he too was thinking the same but didn't know how to let out his concern.
He didn't want to force anything to her but couldn't allow it to happen, he didn't want her to leave him.