The latter mocked you for your tastes.
They would say: "What!?" And then they will stare at you like an idiot. "You like girls?"
You denied them, a drop of sweat appeared on your forehead: "N-no... Actually... I still haven't figured out what to feel with anyone."
Hearing your answer; they turned to face you. They smirked and mocked you again: "What? Are you kidding?" The latter snickered, their hands on their mouths.
The one leading the insulting spoke in a mocking tone, they scoffed, "Don't tell me you just want to be a man, to ship yourself with other men?"
"Bullshit"
You were a girl, but you liked to regard yourself as a man. You have done surgeries and turned yourself into men.
You fulfilled what you wanted. Yet, you know there's still something missing.
You are now different from the past.
Remembering the past where you were ridiculed and insulted, makes you want to cuss at them.
Yet, you know you can't do it because this person is--
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As the sunlight covers the room with an orange hue. You and the latter are the only ones in the room.
You looked at them with undiscerning eyes and spoke with a cold voice, "You're insulting me for being me. It was as if, you are the one who like same sex but got rejected. Now you're insulting me for regarding myself as a man and liking men."
You scoffed at their ugly reaction, feeling the ecstasy to cuss at them more.
You took a few steps towards them. You used your index finger to push them on their chest, "Fuckers like you only know how to insult someone. You were being prejudiced at someone's matter. Humiliating them in front of everyone."
You stopped to catch your breath and stare at them. You saw the reaction you wanted. You felt the thrills for the first time.
You were so thrilled to the point of crossing the line. It is the same feeling when you are in heat like an animal.
You smiled and laughed at them, "You are being racist. You know that, don't you?"
You lean and close your distance with them, your finger still on their chest. You laughed like a maniac and stared intently at their scared expression.
You have lost your sanity.
"You mocked and insulted me for being me; who liked to regard myself as a man and for liking or shipping myself with other men."
"Yes, that's what I am."
You distance yourself from them like they are a plague, you continued, "you are in the same position..., Aren't you? You also lost your sanity and pretended to be someone, am I right?"
They stared at you with terrifying eyes as they stayed silent, disbelief appeared on their faces. It was an extremely ugly reaction to your perspective.
Your mouth formed a straight line and stares at them indifferently like they aren't worth of your time, "You are a transgender yourself. You used your wealth to transform yourself into a girl. Eventually, you came to like the girl you recently knew and became close to her. You decided to confess your feelings. Yet, you were rejected."
Their faces looked like they're going to tear up. You looked at them with pity, which shook the other's pride.
Their ugly expression makes your heart even more cold, "You know it yourself. Yet, why did you still do it?"
The latter's tears fell on their cheeks. Seeing that face can make others protect them. The latter are a beautiful person but have a shitty personality.
"Have I driven you to the edge? It's ridiculous, right? I'm usually a quiet person, but I turned into a completely different person after you drove me insane and eventually lost my sanity."
The latter's body trembled, head hanging low, they spoke in a hoarse voice, "W-what make you so sure...?"
You still stare at them with the same expression, replied indifferently, "Because you experience it yourself. What you have done to me, means you experience it yourself. Your mindset became rotten after that and want to vent your agony."
As if their weak point was touched, the latter's body trumendly shook. Their quiet cries became audible.
You stayed on your spot, watching the latter cry in agony, "You might not know it. But, I am a person who can drive a person crazy."
You approach them. The other looks at you approach them, still crying.
Your heart grows cold at those beautiful expressions. You approach them as the other takes a step back, telling you to stay away from them.
You didn't stop from your tracks until the other was cornered. Your firm body hugged the trembling slim body.
Your mouth is almost touching the latter's ear. You whispered in a domineering voice, "You and I, are the same. We are like roses. Its blood red petals release strong dominant pheromones. It may look approachable and beautiful, but once you touch it; will stab you with its thorns and suck your blood."
You bite their ear as the body in your arms struggle to escape, they keep telling you to stop, pleading and begging with their hoarse and weak voice.
You tighten your grip slightly to make sure the person in your arms cannot escape nor suffocate. You care about the latter's soft hair with your free hand, talking in a soft voice, "It must be hard for you, right? Don't worry, I'll chase them away for you."
The latter's weak point was already seen and touched, they no longer have the strength to fight anymore. They have no choice but to rely on you as they hug you back and continue crying.
You came to bear hatred to this person for driving you to the edge and making you lose your sanity. Your heart may no longer be soft-hearted as it usually was, but you still have feelings for this person.
The two of you are both transgenders, using wealth to transform into a opposite sex.
The person in your arms is usually a male with feminine physical body and mentality. The same goes for you, as you were originally a female who had the opposite situation like the latter.
The hatred you felt for this person aren't originally theirs, but to the source of this matter.
After all, you are the girl this person likes and confessed to. And you are the girl who rejected him, which made the latter fall in the sea of agony, and eventually lost its sanity. It's also him, the person you like so much.
You are the culprit for this person's change. And the source of this matter, the System, is the culprit for your change.
You have gone insane because of the system's undying acts of hatred.
You heard the person in your arms murmur the words you always hoped for, "I Love You, My Love."
Your tears fell at those words, your body began to tremble as you held your first love's slim body.
You are powerless, as the System once again took away your first love, for the hundredth and thousandth time.
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Dear, My love
I bear hatred on you, yet no matter how much I want to forget you, I can't bear to do it as you are my love for over a hundred and thousand lifetimes.
My longing for you brings me unbearable pain, which drives me crazy. That is when I bear hatred on you.
I can't bear this loneliness anymore, my love.
Yet another sad ending for the both of us. When will we be together without you leaving me?
I've followed you from worlds to worlds under the system's shackles, whether we're male or female, a child or an old person, disabled or not.
All I want is to be with you, and I know you also want to be with me, no matter how much pain we have to bear.
Sincerely, Your love
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[ "Yet, you know you can't do it because this person is-- the one i love."
At first it started from humiliation, mocking, and insulting. But, to think that there are a huge plot twist from the beginning. ]
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