Saturday seems to be my favorite day.
ai asked Ricardo if I should just give up. He said yeah. I asked Joseph too but he didn't give a definite answer.
I'm ok. I know I'm ok. I have to be. There's nothing wrong with me.
I have narcissistic tendencies.
He still loves me, right?
I'm sorry.
He should be sorry too. We both did wrong. My bad. I'm sorry.
Joseph is only using me for my body.
There's nothing wrong with me.
Do you love me?
Does he like me? Has he actually ever liked me? Do I really like girls?
I'm ok. I keep having to remind myself that I'm ok.
Should I send naked pictures?
I like wearing wrings and bracelets.
I can't find my knife. I want to make small cuts across my chest . I want to wear tighter, leather chokers.
I love myself.
I hate myself.
I want to buy a (sex toy). I wanna be sexually active with a male or female. It doesn't matter. I want to kiss someone.