In the last few seconds before the blast, there was a pin drop silence. It was calm before the storm. Those few seconds felt as if my whole life is flashing in front of my eyes. I was terrified of the thought of leaving my dear brother and my loving parents who are my world. I was scared of facing the unknown after death, but there was also relief. I was going to be finally free from my trapped life. All my grief, happiness and desires are going to end, and I am finally free from these worldly desires.

But, at the last second before the blast, I saw something that turned my relief to hatred. I hated seeing the man , who I was supposed to marry with kiss another women in his arms watching me burn in the blast. I lost everything in that second. All my sacrifices, pure innocent thoughts of happily getting married disappered from my mind.

I hated myself from being so weak that I couldn't even move to escape the bomb blast. My last second passed by my final thought, ' If... I had not loved you,..... maybe... just maybe... I might have been happier.... '.

My consciousness faded and I fell into darkness. The light of my life was gone as I fell down.

I walked for unknown amount of distance and ran for few kilometers before blinding light flashed and I felt a strange boost of energy and I thought of my dream place filled with mountains and rivers.

As soon as I thought about it, I reached there due to some mystic reasons.