Chapter 30 The first Five Years
(Author's note i hope yall enjoy the bonus chapter)
It sucks to say after the first couple of months absolutely alone, I went insane. Yea, I truly overestimated how weak my mind truly was.
I don't know how, or maybe, it was the bloody star arts I was learning, that drove me to my breaking point so fast.
I started to train the 'Eyes of a Blood Demon' as it was simple to grasp. One would, focus on only one eye, drawing their ki into it, as well as performing 'Blood Gathering' Which was quite the strain on the body.
For the past 5 months, I've been stuck, slowly pulling what little ki, I could muster into my right eye. A constant burning pain in both my eye and my chest.
My body was trashed and in constant unrest. I would constantly hit my head on the wall, in a crazy mad state. blood was splattered and smeared on the dark blue walls of ice.
