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Chapter 15 - 14.

Kristen's pov

" how about mashed potatoes with baked chicken?" He already placed the chicken in the oven before asking, do I have a choice ??

" do you need help with the potatoes?"  I dropped my bag and entered the kitchen.

" no no" he pulled me out back into the living room " you should freshen up, you can wear one of my clothes right after, use my bathroom"

We were still holding hands, he had a smile on his face, his intense blue eyes piercing through my brown eyes.  He cleared his throat and I pulled my hand away from his. " thanks " was i could say, I walked up the stairs into his bedroom.  His room is tidy, spacious, the color is perfect in mostly every way, so is the layout. I took off my clothes, leaving nothing on. I walked into the bathroom, it had a large shower and a bath tub. I stayed under the shower for a while, enjoying every moment. I heard him call my name behind me, I was so unsure so I didn't move. I felt his hand on my waist, my ass against his crotch, he pressed his body into mine, his clothes getting soaked.

He wrapped his hands around my waist, I could feel his lips on my neck, kissing every part of it, I want more than him holding my waist and giving me neck kisses, I pushed my ass against him, I could have sworn I heard a groan. He whispered in my ear, begging me to kiss him. I want to feel his lips against mine so bad, I began to turn around and...

" Kristen what's taking you so long??"

My eyes sprang open, Aiden is nowhere near me, it was all in my imagination, I slapped my head. I have to find a way to get Aiden out of my mind.

" I'll be out in a minute " I yelled back

I turned off the shower, grabbed a towel and walked out of the bathroom. I took out a black top which was bigger than me, almost at my knee. I suddenly realize that I don't have any extra pants, which I'm not comfortable with.

" Kristen " he called out again

" im coming " I guess I'd have to skip the pants, his clothes are big enough for me anyway. I walked down the stairs and I find Aiden setting down the food, his back turned to me. I cleared my throat as I got closer to him. He turned around, his eyes scanning my body. He looked up to me, directly in the eye. I stared down at his lips, hoping he would kiss me, I bit my lips. I heard him clear his throat, he turned around.

" let me get out the chicken, you must be starving" I watched him walk away. I had thought he was going to kiss me, the way he looks at me makes me think he wants me but his actions says otherwise. I didn't say a word to him through out the meal, I could feel his eyes on me but I didn't even glance at him.

" Are you okay Kristen??" I pushed my meal towards him.

" Yes I am, I'm tired and I want to go home" I got up, went inside to grab the clothes I took off earlier, went back out and grabbed my bag.

" it's late Kristen and..."

" no"

" what's wrong with you?? Why are you acting this way. Just stay till tomorrow you can take the day off" he grabbed my hands

" let go Aiden, I'm not staying here " I pulled away from him

" and I'm the one with the anger issues. Why are you mad at me??" He grabbed my face in his hands, his blue eyes exploring mine.

" Aiden I.." I closed my eyes, I couldn't bring myself he tell him how I feel about him, I have a feeling he's going to reject me.

" tell me, sweetheart " his hands carrassing my face.

I sighed and looked into eyes " you kissed me and then you said you were only trying to control your anger and I...."

He released me " I couldn't think of anything else, Is that why you are angry?? I'm sorry I didn't mean..."

" Did you just apologize?"

" uhh, look..."

" Aiden, let me say this now. I'm not mad because you kissed me, I'm not even mad, I'm just trying to... I'm just trying to..." I couldn't bring myself to say it.

" come with me Kristen, maybe you should sit down, let me get you a glass of wine,  maybe you would feel better"

He came back with a glass of wine, I drank it all at once, and placed the glass down.

" slow down kiddo"

" don't call me that" I looked down at my hands.

" fine, just tell me what's wrong okay "

" Aiden, kiss me" I looked up at him and he looked like he was searching for answers.

" please " I added.

And he's kissing me, gently at first, I knotted my fist into his hair pulling him against me, he groaned softly, his arms around me. The kisses grew rough, his  tongue slips into my mouth, demanding for more. I moaned softly, he broke the kiss.

" fuck, Kristen don't do that." He tucked my hair behind my ear.

" do what?" I'm trying to catch my breath.

He kissed my forehead, then my cheeks, then my neck, sucking in my skin. " touch me Aiden" he looked up at me.

" I want you to touch me Aiden " I whined, moving his hands down.

" no panties Kristen, really??" He chuckled kissing my lips again.

He rubbed his fingers against my clit gathering my wetness, he parted my legs, rubbing my clit in small circles. I cried out, my eyes rolled back to the back of my head. He used his other hand to raise my top over my head. He sucked on my left breast, flicking his tongue over my nipple.

" Aiden..." I moaned

" I love the way you say my name, kitten" he kissed my right breast and down my tummy to my belly button and back. He brought in his middle finger and slid it against my fold. I let out a moan, I placed my hand around my mouth. I watched him bring out his middle finger, and put in it his mouth, licking it clean.

" you taste good"

" I want more, Aiden" I lifted my face to kiss him but he turned his face away. The want in his face was replaced with something else.

" here" he picked up my clothe and handed it to me " let's get you home"

WHAT

" Aiden what??.."

" just put it on okay...." he yelled.

I could feel tears threatening to fall.

" screw you Aiden " I grabbed my stuff and walked out slamming the door shut.

I shouldn't have, I should have left earlier... I'm such a fool **