#Chapter43
/"How do you feel seeing your brother alive?/" Ella probs once we were alone in the booth. My eyes flitting to Lucien, a soft smile appears on my face before looking at the cocktail my fingers plays on the rim of the glass.
Shrugging. I look again to Lucien by the bar who converse along with Santiago and the bartender. /"I don't know. Happy, scared.../"
/"Scared? Why so?/" Her brows twitching in confusion.
/"I cannot hide the baby for so long. He will eventually know I am pregnant and who the father is. I just found out I'm pregnant and my brother is alive. His father doesn't want a family yet and Lucien won't have it that I have a baby with a Russian Mafia. It is all so confusing for me right now that I can't place my emotions. It all happened so fast, it's scary to me./" She nods as if getting the turmoil I battle with on the inside.